time alone together would be relationship suicide.”
I turn the corner and see the tree, admiring its splendor from a distance. “When did you get so wise?”
“I’m a natural observer. And somewhat of a male guru.”
I laugh.
“Make sure you give him loads of attention though. You know, the sexy kind.”
And there’s the Lily I know and love, but sometimes a little over the top. I look around me, my cheeks flushing as if someone had heard her. “Alright. Get back to work.”
“Text me with details!” she cries before I hang up.
“And you carried these to your dorm yesterday?” Will asks, shoving the third box of presents into the elevator while I hold the door.
I smile sheepishly. “I had to make two trips. But I’m thinking of sending the taxi bill to Mom.”
Mom went a little over the top with the gifts this year, or maybe I never noticed before since I wasn’t the one carrying them to put under the tree from whatever hiding spot Mom and Dad chose each year.
Will stacks the last box and I tug my rolling suitcase behind me, allowing the doors to close behind us. His elbow rests on the top box and he stares up at the descending numbers at the top of the doors.
A yawn overcomes me and I struggle to keep it under my hand. Will glances at me.
“You can sleep on the drive up if you want. I thought we should hit the road sooner rather than later.”
I nod. I wanted to get an early start on our vacation as well.
The lobby of my apartment building is empty, so I don’t worry about holding up the elevator again. Will stacks the packages outside the elevator and I guard them while he makes the two trips out to the truck. I don’t feel as bad when he struggles as much as I did. It’s not like I asked Mom to send me all the gifts. I do feel a little guilty when I think of us dragging everything back when we come home, but that’s the fun of Christmas. Besides, what’s Christmas without presents under the tree?
I follow Will out of the building to his truck. He lifts the last two boxes into the bed and spreads them next to the others. I attempt to lift my suitcase but Will grabs it before I topple over.
“We’re only going for five days,” Will says.
“It’s cold,” I say and stick my tongue out at him. I find his backpack in the bed, but nothing else. “I told you to bring your gifts for the tree.”
He clears his throat and pulls me alongside him toward the passenger side of the truck. His eyes are on the oncoming traffic. “Mabel sent me a stocking.” He opens my door and I awkwardly climb in.
He gets into the car a few seconds later.
“That’s it?”
He puts on the directional and checks the street. “Yes, that’s it.”
I sit back in my seat. “Did your mom get you anything?”
He half-shrugs as he pulls out into the street. “No, Hadley. Can you start the directions on my phone?”
Heat prickles along my neck as I copy the address from Becky’s text to the navigation app on his phone. Here I am with four boxes of gifts and Will has barely anything. Well, besides the complete DVD box set of our favorite show, Judge & Jury, that I bought him. It seemed stupid now that he barely has anything else to open on Christmas morning.
I note the end of the conversation when he opens his hand for the phone. I give it to him and he hooks it into the stand suctioned to his dash. His eyes dart between the road and his phone before hard rock music blares through the speakers.
I don’t push the subject, but the uncomfortable prickle of embarrassment lingers on the surface of my skin.
I settle into my seat for a long three hour drive.
***
Will’s knuckles whiten over the steering wheel. “We should have left sooner.”
I look up from my e-reader, nearly done with the newest book in my favorite paranormal series. We’ve been at a slow crawl for the past hour and are barely out of the City.
He massages the back of his neck while his eyes narrow at the other cars.
I put the e-reader away and change the music off the hard rock station. That won’t help anyone’s mood. I flip through until I get to a holiday station playing an instrumental melody of ‘White Christmas’. I sit back in my seat and take Will’s free hand in mine.
He tilts his head to me.
“We haven’t been alone in a while,” I start with a sigh. “I don’t care if we ever get there, I’m fine with spending the whole time in this car with you.”
“What about a working toilet?”
I smile. “Humans survived many years in the woods.”
He taps my hand with his thumb. “Poison ivy…” he trails off as his eyes dip to my legs.
I grimace and take my hand away as he chuckles. “You know what I mean.”
The car inches forward. “I know. I just hate traffic.”
“What’s your dad and Mabel doing for Christmas?” I ask.
Will leans his head against the window, glaring laser beams at the cars in front of us. “It’s the first Christmas in some time that they’re together. I think they’re spending it with her Bridge group.” He chuckles. “Dad’s the only guy”
“Do you wish you went?” I ask, knowing he hasn’t had much time with his dad since he got out of rehab for his alcoholism and moved down to Texas with Mabel.
He shakes his head. “I talk to him almost every day and I promised to go down there in February.”
That was news to me. Regret pinches at my chest as I realize we really haven’t talked about him in a while.
The cars start another slow crawl. Will clamps both hands on the wheel and the truck lurches forward. Sometimes Will is still an enigma to me. Even though we worked through the secrets he hid from everyone for two years, I feel like it’s still a reflex for him. I tug at the hem of my shirt and settle into the seat. We just need to get to the cabin, then everything will be fine.
***
It’s not until we get off the island of Manhattan that the roads open up for us. Will takes quick advantage and kicks up the speed of the truck. I adjust my body until I’m comfortable in my seat again.
His attention is riveted on the road and I ponder bringing up his dad again. Or the fact that they didn’t buy much for him. The rational part of my brain protests. When Will
