her, he could smell the scent of her herbal shampoo, hear the soft panting gasps of her breath, see the damp tangle of her hair around her neck.
“I don’t know.” For the first time, he thought about gas. He’d been in too much of a hurry to get to Haven—and then get out of Haven—for the status of the gauge to register until now.
Obviously, he hadn’t been planning to go on the lam today. That was almost funny. Except not.
Jimmy Guarino didn’t work alone.
“That’s not making me feel better! I don’t even know if you’re really a U.S. Marshal! You just killed somebody!”
“He was a mafia hitman.”
“He was what?”
That, apparently, had not been the right thing to tell her.
“I don’t have time to explain now.”
“Of course. You know what? Nobody was shooting at me before you came along! How do I know anything you say is true? Some little girl was kidnapped. Somebody’s threatening a judge. Somebody in the U.S. Marshals is involved. Now it’s the mafia! Maybe you’re just a lunatic and the cops are hunting you down! Maybe you took me as a hostage! Maybe you’re a serial killer. Or a rapist!”
She was starting to sound hysterical and he couldn’t blame her. People kept trying to kill her.
And she wasn’t completely convinced he wasn’t one of them.
“I’m not going to hurt you. That guy back there? He was trying to kill you. I’m trying to save your life.”
“I don’t know that!”
Trust. He needed her trust.
She’d had a few more minutes to think now and she was re thinking going with him. And as he slowed for a low-water bridge in a sharp turn, she grabbed the handle, opened the door.
He skidded to a stop, barely keeping the car from going over the concrete bridge into the creek raging with rainwater now, grabbed her before she could make good her escape.
“Let me go!” she screamed.
He had hold of her and he wasn’t letting her get away, not this time. They had no time to waste.
“Dammit, stop it!” he ordered, her efforts futile but panicked and strong.
Always stronger than she looked, this Marysia O’Hurley.
“You have to trust me,” he grated roughly, reached over her with his free hand to yank the car door shut again. His arm brushed her soft, round breasts. Her innocent herbal scent swirled his nostrils, stronger. For a second, he nearly stopped breathing. A twitch of sharp, hot awareness blindsided him.
He was suddenly, unbelievably, aroused, desire pumping along with adrenaline as she fought him. The only explanation he could come up with was that it had been a hell of a long time since he’d been laid.
Her eyes, wild, met his, and he slammed down on his ridiculous reaction to her. His needs had no place here, none at all. People were trying to kill them. Sex was not on the agenda.
“You won’t even tell me where we’re going!” she yelled at him.
“I don’t know where we’re going,” he admitted. “Right now, tonight, in this minute, I’m just trying to keep us safe.”
And sitting here on this low water bridge wasn’t his definition of safe. Still holding her with one fist, gripping her hand too tightly but afraid to let go, he reached for his gun again.
Reached and, slowly, handed it to her. She dropped her gaze from him to the gun to him again. She didn’t take it.
“What are you doing?” she gasped.
“Giving you my gun.”
He could only pray he wasn’t making the biggest mistake of his life. As long as she felt vulnerable—and God knew he understood why she did—she’d keep trying to run. He had to give her some sense of power, control. He had to earn her trust.
And hope she didn’t use it to blow his head off.
“I need you to trust me,” he said grimly. “We need to trust each other. Take it,” he said when she still didn’t pick it up.
He let go of her, giving himself the distance he desperately needed.
“Just don’t run,” he went on. “Take the gun. I don’t want you to be scared of me. I’m not going to hurt you.”
“I don’t know much about guns,” she said, almost blankly, as if she were in shock. And she probably was in shock.
“I’ll teach you sometime. For now, just remember that it’s loaded.”
“So I can shoot you?”
“So you’ll trust me, I hope.”
He saw her throat move in the darkness illuminated only by the dim light of the dash and the headlights reflecting back at them where they struck the rushing water. He’d stopped the car pointed straight at the creek in the sharp curve. Tree branches swayed with the gusting wind.
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll shoot you?”
“Yes.” He hit the gas, getting out of there.
He glanced her way. She gripped the forty-caliber GLOCK, lifting it a few inches, keeping it warily pointed downward.
“Kind of a dramatic gesture, don’t you think?” she said, eyeing him carefully.
Suspicious still.
“Kind of a dramatic situation,” he replied carefully.
“I don’t like drama,” she said. “I don’t like danger. I don’t like guns.”
His life in law enforcement involved a lot of danger, a lot of guns and a lot of drama, too, although it was usually other people’s drama. He stepped in to enforce the law, enforce order.
Now he was part of the drama.
“I don’t like it much, either,” he said, and he realized in that moment that he didn’t just mean the drama. He was tired of people shooting at him. Tired of wondering when he’d die. Being a part of the Marshal Service with its unique and proud history had been a point of pride to him, but the purpose it had also given was tarnished now.
Justice, Integrity, Service. The Marshals’ motto rang hollow. Marshals were supposed to be the good guys, not the bad.
Shocking, this feeling of wishing suddenly he had something else, some other reason to get up every day. Or maybe it was just good timing since his career might well be over.
Or maybe it was just the moment at hand. He’d get over it. If he proved what he believed, nailed the traitor in the Marshals, found Molly…
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