and put a large bite into her mouth. She polished off her serving before I’d eaten half of mine.
“Can I have those, too?” she asked, her fork poised over the dish.
“They’re there to eat.”
Needing no more encouragement, Summer ate the last few pancakes. Some time later she wiped her mouth with the paper napkin beside her plate. “I lied to you earlier. I do remember the last time I was here. We had a blast.”
Her comment took me off guard. “We certainly did.”
“I ran after the seagulls when they stole my bag of cookies,” she said with a giggle that reminded me of the child she’d been.
“I have a picture on my mantel of you feeding the gulls French fries on the pier.”
“I noticed it when I first arrived. I was surprised you still had it.”
I reached for her hand, and she didn’t pull away. “I’ve missed you.”
“Yeah, well…” She looked uneasy and unsure how to reply.
We’d made progress.
Hope blossomed inside me.
I wanted to tell her how much I cared and worried about her. But Summer freed her hand and frowned, the closeness between us vanishing.
I wanted Summer’s outing with Chelsea to go well. But I was concerned about my niece’s ability to pepper most sentences with obscenities. I had no idea how to broach the subject without causing us to drift further apart.
But I had to try.
Later that day I knocked on Summer’s bedroom door. “Can I come in?”
“Suit yourself. It’s your house.”
I walked into the bedroom and saw Summer standing with her back to me, her plastic bag on the bed, some of its contents spread out in front of her—most of the clothing black with the exception of the few T-shirts I’d purchased. Summer wore a black skirt that reached mid-calf, ripped fishnet stockings, the same clunky boots and a black long-sleeve shirt with holes in the elbows.
My heart fell toward my stomach like a rock. What did I expect? Summer in a prom gown?
Accept her as she is.
Easier said than done.
How would Chelsea and her friends react when they first saw Summer? Chelsea was a cute girl, five foot five, straight brown hair that brushed her shoulders. She often wore low-slung jeans and cropped tops that showed off her pierced belly button.
When Summer turned, I was pleased to see she’d removed most of the white from her face. She’d left behind a thin layer that made her look deathly pale, but the hint of flesh tone was there.
Under her shirt I spotted a wedge of the pink top I’d bought poking from the unbuttoned collar. The bright color reflected a rosy glow against her chin.
“You look nice,” I said.
She glanced down and shrugged, seemingly uncomfortable with the compliment. Around her wrists she wore thick leather bracelets with metal prongs. I thought of the charm bracelet in my purse and realized how out of place it would look on her.
“I’ll be right back,” I said, running down the stairs, fetching the box from my purse, and heading back into Summer’s room.
“I bought this for you because I had one when I was your age. But I know it isn’t your style. While you’re at the mall, you can return it for something you like.”
She took the box and looked down at the package for a long time.
“Aren’t you going to open it?”
Her gaze strayed across the room. “I saw you ditch this yesterday when you saw what I looked like. I figured you were disappointed.”
“I was a little surprised,” I said with a nervous laugh. “Well, make that a lot surprised.”
She rolled her eyes.
“And of course, you’ve changed…a lot.” Keep it up and she’ll be escaping out the window.
“You think I’m a freak.”
I winced at her choice of words. I exhaled a long breath. “No, you aren’t a freak, but I don’t know what to think,” I finally said.
“At least you’re honest,” she replied, her gaze riveted on me.
“We don’t have many Goth teens around here. Isn’t that what you are? A Goth?”
“I’m just me, that’s all.”
“I understand that you want to express yourself, and that’s fine. I’ve gotten over my initial surprise, and I hope you’ve forgiven me for raising my hand at you.”
“No big deal.”
“But to me it’s a very big deal.”
I waited a moment for her reaction.
Another shrug.
“I didn’t give you this yesterday because I realized I should have listened to Tony and waited for you to pick out your own gift.”
Summer frowned at the mention of his name but kept her thoughts to herself. She slid the ribbon over the rounded edges of the wrapped velvet box, slowly removed the wrapping, folded the paper, and tucked it into her plastic bag along with the ribbon and the bow. She flipped the box open and stared down at the gold charm bracelet.
“I know this is a sad time for you, but I figured there was no reason why we couldn’t make some special memories while you were here.” I’d hoped she’d look back at our time together in a good way. I’d planned to buy her other charms over the years.
Her gaze locked with mine.
“You probably think the gift is foolish, and I don’t blame you.” I was rambling and couldn’t seem to stop. “As I said earlier, exchange it for something you like.”
She lifted and dropped her shoulders and studied the bracelet.
Summer raised doubt-filled eyes.
“The seagull charm was supposed to remind you of the great time we had together when you were eight.”
“I already figured that.” She shrugged and glanced at the bracelet again. “Can you help me put it on?”
I was pleased and discovered a moment later that it didn’t look nearly as out of place as I’d expected, dangling beneath the thick leather band around her wrist.
She jiggled her wrist and watched the charm sway back and forth, her eyes sparkling with joy.
“It looks really pretty on you,” I said.
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