Rick.”
“You know, I’ve always wanted to learn to fly. I’ve thought about taking lessons many times.”
“Then why don’t you?”
She started to give one of her stock answers, like she didn’t have the time or it was too expensive, then stopped herself. “I don’t know,” she said honestly. “It seems as if I always have one excuse or another, but I don’t think any of them are valid. I may look into it.”
“Good for you.”
Their lobster bisque was served—which was out-of-this-world delicious—and they chatted in a first-date way about inconsequential things. Neither his ex-wife nor Brian was mentioned. Politics was alluded to only briefly, and she could tell by his comment that they had similar leanings, which was good but not a critical factor in a relationship as far as she was concerned. She and Brian had been polar opposites politically, and it had been no big deal; it had simply been an accepted difference, not something they argued about.
The pasta was as good as the bisque, and the wine delicious. Ben was easy to talk to—and easy to look at. She loved the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled. She liked the strong planes of his face and jaw, his thick, short-cropped hair and the way his eyebrows rose when he was listening. He was a good listener.
Their conversation flowed easily, and there were no awkward pauses as they talked. She was surprised so much time had passed, when, as they lingered over coffee, she glanced down at her watch.
“I can’t believe the time,” Sunny said. “I need to get home.”
Ben glanced at his watch, too. “Sorry about that. Do you have an early workday?”
“Not too early, but I usually go to the gym first thing.”
He motioned for the check. “I used to do that, too. B.J.”
“B.J.?”
“Before Jay. Now he keeps me hopping in the mornings.”
After the check was paid and they were leaving, Ben put his hand to her back to guide her out. And left it there. It was a casual touch, but she was totally aware of his hand, of its warmth, of his closeness. His smell even tantalized her senses. He smelled nothing like Brian; his was a new scent, masculine, yet with an undertone of freshness and the vaguest hint of citrus and spice.
His touch made her nervous, but when his hand left her back to help her into the SUV, she missed the feel of it.
“Is Jay with a sitter?” she asked as they drove home.
“No, he’s spending the night with Tracy and his cousins. Rick’s out of town a lot, and my sister loves having the extra company. I think it was pizza and a Disney movie tonight. Tell me, is Sunny your real name or a nickname?”
Sighing, she said, “Both, sort of. It’s not something I tell everyone, because it doesn’t often come up, but the name on my birth certificate is Sundance. How’s that for a name?”
“I think it’s very…interesting.”
She laughed. “Diplomatic response.”
“No, actually, I kind of like it. Goes with the whole outlaw theme Sam was telling me about.”
“Exactly. My father was Butch Cassidy. It’s harder to come up with good women’s names. I’m just lucky I wasn’t named Blue Nose Sally.”
Ben hooted. “I’ll say.”
“My mother did it only because she thought it was what my father would have wanted. She’s always just called me Sunny.”
The drive home didn’t take very long. Ben parked, and when she started to reach for the door handle, he said, “Wait.”
“For what?” Was he going to kiss her? It seemed like forever since she’d been kissed. Her heart picked up its pace and sounded an alarm. Did she want him to?
Yes. Yes, she did.
No. No, she didn’t.
Yes, she did.
But she wasn’t supposed to want him to. There was the guilt again. Oh, Lord, what a mess.
“For me to come around and help you out.”
“For heaven’s sake, why? I’m perfectly able to open a door.”
“Call me old-fashioned.”
She smiled. “You are, aren’t you?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Wouldn’t some of her old buddies on the force carry her high if they could see her now? She’d fought hard to be treated as an equal. She had to. There was no place in law enforcement for fan-fluttering females. Being treated like one felt odd.
“Well, I’m not.” She opened her own door and stepped down.
She forgot she was wearing stilettos, stumbled and nearly fell on her keister.
Ben grabbed her elbow. “Gotcha.”
“Now I’m embarrassed.”
“No need to be. I know you’re an independent female, but I doubt if you wear those stilts on the job.”
“Have I been teetering?”
He smiled. “Not at all.”
As they walked up the stairs, Ben walked beside her, his hand on her back again. It felt warm and solid and…tantalizing. Should she invite him inside?
No. Definitely no. She wasn’t ready for that.
When they reached her door, she retrieved her key, turned the lock and pushed the door ajar. She turned and said, “Ben, I had a wonderful time tonight. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. I enjoyed it, too.”
He gently gripped her shoulders and lowered his face to hers. Here it comes, she thought, her knees turning a little wobbly.
But his kiss was so brief she almost missed it.
“Good night,” he said.
“Good night.” She went inside, closed the door and leaned against it. She heard his boots taking the wooden stairs as he hurried down and the sound of his engine as it roared to life. Then he was gone.
When the last echo died, a tap on the door beneath her head startled her. She checked the spy hole, almost hoping it was Ben returning.
Instead she saw Cass and opened the door.
“Tell me everything!”
“DAMN!” BEN SAID AS HE drove home. This wasn’t turning out at all the way he’d planned. He’d been looking for a simple, no-strings relationship. A casual affair to fill his needs. This was going to be more complicated. He felt it in
