green eyes were trained on Shelby.
His steady gaze bothered her more than she would admit. Why was he here? And coming by so late?
Not to mention he’s alone.
Shelby tried to ignore the little voice inside her that had to point out that fact. Again. It’d been years since a guy had managed to occupy any space in her head. There just wasn’t room with everything else she had going on in her life right now.
Rosey was right. For someone so young, she was an old soul and sometimes that old part seemed to reach out from deep inside her to take over every weary bone in her body.
“Shel, honey? Did you hear me?”
Blinking hard, Shelby realized she hadn’t heard a word her boss had said. Knowing Rosey, that wasn’t a good thing. “I’m sorry, what?”
Rosey’s deep red-painted lips twitched, as if she was fighting a losing battle with a grin. Oh, boy, Shelby was in trouble. What exactly had she missed? Her gaze flew to Dean, but he seemed very interested in the bowl of unshelled peanuts sitting on the bar that hadn’t been there a minute ago.
“I asked if the cash register is all set,” Rosey said.
“Oh, right. Yes. It’s ready to go.” Turning away, Shelby walked to the other end of the bar, her boss on her heels. She quickly opened the register, handing over the locked money bag knowing Rosey planned to take it home with her tonight.
Shutting the drawer with a push, she remembered something. “Hey, did you see my letter? I thought I left it tucked beneath the cash drawer.”
Rosey sighed. “I thought I told you to burn that thing after you showed it to me yesterday.”
She had, using a few colorful adjectives that were typical for Rosey. “I know, but—”
“But nothing. What did your mama say when you showed it to her?”
Shelby remained silent.
“She didn’t say anything because you never told her what you were doing in the first place.” Rosey guessed correctly. “Oh, sweetie. Why not? Your mama would have supported you.”
“I know that. She would have supported me so much that she couldn’t have kept her mouth shut about it. Everyone in Bee’s Beauty Parlor would have known and then…” Shelby’s voice faded for a moment. “I just didn’t want it to be public knowledge.”
“Look, you earned that degree the hard way. While I don’t even want to think about how it’d be harder than a whore’s heart to run this place without you, they should have considered themselves lucky to get you. Their loss.”
“They didn’t want me.” She kept her voice low. Damn, it still hurt more than it should to say those words aloud. “Even after all that volunteering I did last month with the summer school program…they didn’t want me.”
“Then they’re morons and I’m worried for the younger generation of this town.”
Shelby nodded, swallowing hard against the lump in her throat. “Thanks, Rosey.”
“Honey, you need to get your mind off all that stuff.” She tucked the money bag beneath one arm and cocked her head toward the end of the bar. “Something tells me that hunky cowboy could assist you in that endeavor.”
Pushing the strands of blond hair away from her face, Shelby refused to look even though she could feel his gaze on her. After last night it felt…familiar. “Pass.”
“You’re alone too much.”
“I’m never alone.” Shelby reminded her. “Not for the last five years and that’s exactly how I want it.”
“That’s not what I meant and you know it.”
Yes, she did. It was a heated topic of discussion they’d shared in the past, but she just wasn’t up to it tonight. “Weren’t you on your way out?”
“Yes, I am, but you play nice. I have a feeling that young man came in here for a particular reason.”
Shelby had no doubt that was true. Nipping that reason in the bud was next on her to-do list. “Have a good night, boss.”
“Oh, honey, when my Sammy’s in town, it’s always a good night.” Rosey shot her a quick wink and then disappeared into the back.
Focusing her attention on the register, Shelby pressed the sequence of buttons to run the end-of-day reports and sent them to Rosey’s computer. She then logged off and shut down the machine.
No sense in putting off the inevitable, Shelby squared her shoulders and started back to the end of the bar.
“Oh, teacher, teacher…”
Shelby froze as Darlene Daughtry’s voice rang out across the bar. She looked over at the booth, spotting both her high school nemesis’s phony expression of innocence and the folded piece of white paper she fanned herself with.
Was that her letter? No, it couldn’t be!
“Oh, my bad. I guess I should have just called for a waitress.” Darlene’s pageant-practiced smile disappeared. “And you would have come running.”
Shock filled Shelby as she realized what Darlene held in her hand. Shock that gave way to a long-familiar, burning shame.
She hated that certain people in this town still had the ability to make her feel that way, after all these years, with just a few choice words.
For all her hard work, there were some things a person never stopped paying for no matter how much time had passed.
Refusing to give Darlene the satisfaction of rushing to the booth, but determined to get everyone out of this place, Shelby set her gaze straight ahead and kept walking, grabbing a nearby tray just so she’d have something to hang on to.
First things first.
Dean looked up as she approached. She expected to see a familiar flirty gleam in his eyes, the same look she’d seen so many times from so many others. His calm and steady gaze confused her, as did the still-unopened beer bottle in front of him despite the growing pile of peanut shells next to it. “Look, I know why you’re here. Not interested.”
“Excuse me?” He tapped the side of the bottle with one finger while cracking open another shell with a simple squeeze of his fist. “I just came in here for a beer.”
“Then I suggest you drink it because the bar is shut off and so am I.” Her mind flew back to the girl he’d been with last night. “Can I say it any plainer? I have zero interest in anyone who’s obviously already taken.”
He started to speak, but Shelby kept on walking. Rounding the end of the bar, she started for the booths, but a warm hand gripped her arm.
She spun around, jerking from his hold, an unnecessary move as he’d already let her go.
“You’re wrong,” Dean said.
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