His Personal Mission. Justine Davis

Чтение книги онлайн.

Читать онлайн книгу His Personal Mission - Justine Davis страница 11

His Personal Mission - Justine  Davis Mills & Boon Intrigue

Скачать книгу

      “Elizabeth Burke. She’s retired now, but she donates her services to us. Trish worked with her a lot, made a point to be here to assist anytime she was scheduled to visit. I think that’s what inspired Trish to want to go to veterinary school.”

      “There’s no reason yet to think anything bad has happened,” Sasha reassured the woman.

      They were walking back to Sasha’s car when Ryan’s cell phone rang. Once she was sure it wasn’t the errant Trish, Sasha walked ahead a little, to give him some privacy.

      She thought about what Sheila had told them. If Trish had been excited about more than just a trip alone—to, apparently, a cooler clime—Sasha was willing to bet she was right.

      “My folks are home,” Ryan said, catching up with her. “Dad can’t concentrate at work. He’s really worried.”

      “Then let’s head there. I want to see the note, and talk to them, let them know that something’s being done. That means a lot.”

      “Thank you,” Ryan said.

      There was no denying the fervency.

      “You really do care about them.”

      His sandy brows lowered. “Of course I do. Just because I don’t talk about it every waking minute doesn’t mean I don’t care. I love them, and I love my sister.”

      Sasha’s brows shot upward in turn. She tried to remember if he’d ever been prodded to such a stinging retort when they’d been together. She didn’t think so. When she had a moment, she’d ponder that change, along with the rest.

      She drove, following the directions he’d programmed into the GPS—never mind that he’d never seen this exact system before, it seemed no computer was beyond his scope—wondering yet again if he’d actually grown up in the past two years.

      And steadfastly not wondering why it seemed to matter so much.

      “The note she left at home, was it handwritten?”

      Ryan snapped out of his thoughts, which had been focused mainly on how, if they’d been closer, Trish might have told him where she was going and why.

      That had always been one of Sasha’s main complaints about him; family was everything to her, and she couldn’t understand his attitude toward his own. She’d more than once told him if anything ever happened to one of them, he’d be sorry he’d taken them for granted.

      He’d blithely brushed it off as a skewed view because of the work she did. But now…

      He made himself focus on her question. “No. It was printed, on her ink-jet printer. Why?”

      “Hand-signed?”

      “Yes. And she handwrote ‘Don’t worry,’ at the bottom. As if,” he ended with another grimace. “Why does it matter?”

      “Not sure it does yet. Is that her normal way of communicating? Does she leave notes often?”

      “I don’t know if she does at home. She usually texts me.”

      “Does she use computers like you do?”

      He gave her a sharp look. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

      “This isn’t about you, Ryan,” she said. “I’m just asking if this would be her typical way of doing this, leaving a computer-generated note rather than a handwritten one.”

      “Oh.” At her patient tone, he felt like a fool. “Yes, she probably would. She uses her laptop for most things like that, but she’s not…into them like I am.”

      “Few people are,” Sasha said, and Ryan reined in his initial gut reaction with the ease of long practice. He’d heard the sentiment, often in tones of derision, too many times to get upset, he told himself.

      That it still stung coming from her was something he’d just have to deal with.

      “But to be fair,” she went on, “few people can make them dance to order like you can, either.”

      He blinked. “I…Was that a compliment?”

      She looked surprised as she glanced at him. “Of course it was. That software program you wrote for us, the one that links us to all the databases, that’s been an incredible help.”

      “Oh.” A kernel of warmth blossomed inside him.

      “I could tell you about at least half of my past ten cases where something we found with your system got things going when we were at a loss. And at least three of those…well, it probably made the difference between life and death.”

      Startled, Ryan turned in his seat and stared at her. “You mean that literally?”

      “I do,” she said firmly.

      “That’s…wow.”

      She glanced at him. “That wasn’t why you did it though, was it?”

      He looked away, shifted his gaze to the front, through the windshield again, his thumbnail digging into the side of his finger.

      “I admit,” he said finally, “when they asked me about doing it, it was just a challenge. Setting up all the parameters, the search engine, the query path, all of that, and to get it to work with all the different databases when each one was set up slightly differently.”

      “You were focused on the how, not the why.”

      “Yes,” he said, glad she understood at least that much. They’d talked about this when they’d been together, but she hadn’t listened to him before. She’d been so astonished that the why, helping find lost souls, hadn’t been the moving force behind his work, that she’d been almost angry with him.

      One of the many times she’d been almost angry with him.

      And he hadn’t understood. Not at all. “If the end result is what you need, do the reasons matter?” he’d asked.

      “Only because I was starting to care about you,” she’d retorted.

      He’d realized later that was the beginning of the end.

      “So it doesn’t bother you now that my motivation wasn’t the same as yours?” he asked, wondering if he was going to regret asking.

      “No,” she said. “Not now.”

      He smiled, relieved, although not quite sure why it still mattered after all this time.

      It wasn’t until they pulled up in front of the house he’d grown up in that it occurred to him that perhaps he shouldn’t be relieved at her words at all. That “not now” merely meant it didn’t bother her because she truly didn’t care.

      

Скачать книгу