does have a large claim on my time, yes.”
“Oh,” I say, disappointed that I’ve lost a chance to make a connection with him, my imaginings of shared stories quickly destroyed. “Of course.”
“In my spare time I do rather enjoy birds though,” he adds.
“Ah,” says Catherine, pleased. “You shoot then.”
“I enjoy the study of birds, I mean.” He turns his attention back to me. “I’m afraid most of the books you would find in my library would be on that subject.”
A naturalist at heart! And I’ve just had the nerve to think him a bore. We could take walks through the woods, Mr. Barrett guiding Emmy and me, pointing out the different songbirds of New Oldbury. Emeline would love that. Afterward he would take us back to his house, spreading out his volumes of richly illustrated books, quizzing Emmy on the birds we’d just seen. He would smile at me over her head while she puzzled out the answers, a secret smile just between him and me.
“I think,” he says, his voice low, hesitant, “I think that, Miss Montrose, you are something of a lover of nature too? I seem to recall you mentioning the day we met that you enjoyed a good stroll through the woods.”
It’s the first time he’s referenced that day, and I can’t believe he remembered so small a detail that I had all but forgotten myself. My heart beats faster as I think of the way he smiled at me then, an unguarded, genuine smile. Perhaps he isn’t so disgusted with our family. Perhaps there’s a chance he’ll smile at me again like that.
But before I can say anything, Father wanders into the room, spectacles jammed up to his eyes, a stack of ledgers in his arms.
“Ah, John, my boy. Forgive me for keeping you waiting.” He looks up long enough to glance at Catherine and then me. “I hope my daughters weren’t being a bother.”
Mr. Barrett unfolds himself and stands up, disturbing the air next to me with his clean scent of soap and something deeper, something woodsy. “No. On the contrary, I was intruding upon their time and they graciously thought to keep me occupied.”
Father doesn’t look convinced, narrowing his eyes at my burning cheeks, but business is calling and he hasn’t the fortitude to get involved in our womanly affairs.
Before Mr. Barrett disappears through the door, he turns and gives us a nod. Father would have to be blind not to see the way Catherine looks at Mr. Barrett now. “Thank you, ladies, and again, I hope I haven’t taken up too much of your time.”
I’m too flustered to say anything, but Catherine has no problem assuring him again that it wasn’t the case. She gives him a breezy smile, and as he turns to leave, that’s when I see it. I don’t know why a sour lump in my throat rises, or why I suddenly want to flee the room, but when I see the single white rose bloom tucked into his buttonhole, I feel sick.
* * *
“I hate baths.”
Emeline is standing wrapped in a towel, glaring at the tub that Ada has filled with steaming water. She’s still mad at me about being sent away this morning when Mr. Barrett was here.
“I know you do,” I say, “but you’re filthy and haven’t had a proper bath in too long.” The longer she stalls, the cooler it will become, and by the time it’s my turn I’ll be bathing in tepid water.
Emeline is unmoved, refusing even to look at the tub.
“You can pretend you’re a mermaid,” I offer, my voice rising in desperation.
She considers this, and, finding it acceptable, puts out her hand so that I may help her in. She’s just settling into the water and complaining that it’s too hot when Catherine pauses at the doorway to frown in at us.
I’ve successfully avoided Catherine since Mr. Barrett left, unable to look her in the eye after her triumph. But as the day has worn on, the effort at being mad at her has become too much, and I’m willing to extend an olive branch. “Do you want a bath? If you go change, you can go after me.” Good graces or not, I’m not giving up position as second in line for the hot water.
Catherine crosses her arms. “I’m not sharing water with you two. If I want a bath I’ll have Ada draw one for me later.”
I give her a dubious look. With this unbearably hot and humid weather, we would all benefit from a bath, her included. Catherine is usually the first among us to whine that Mother doesn’t let us have enough water for hot baths, and demand that a tub be filled whenever the whim strikes her.
“You’d make Ada heat more water and carry it all the way upstairs again? Don’t be silly, just wait a few minutes and have one now.”
Something like fear flickers across Catherine’s face. But in the time it takes me to blink, she’s scowling again, and turning on her heel back to her room.
I don’t have the energy or the inclination to persuade her, so after Emeline is done with her bath and tucked upstairs in bed, I slip into the tub and luxuriate, taking as much time as I want.
I close my eyes, letting the warm water loosen my knotted muscles and wash away my tension from the past few days.
But just as my shoulders are starting to sink beneath the surface, the air around me turns frigid. I shiver, my teeth chattering despite the warm bath. The lamp gutters as a gusty breeze kicks through the window.
Cursing the sudden change in the weather, I hoist myself out of the tub and reach for the towel I left draped on my vanity. That’s when I see it.
My heart stops in my chest and my arms break into gooseflesh.
“Catherine?” I yell over my shoulder, unable to tear my gaze from the mirror on my vanity. “Catherine, get in here!”
Catherine appears in the doorway, brow puckered and lips in a pout. “What do you want? You can’t just call me from across the house like a dog and—”
I don’t let her finish. “Did you do this?” My voice is shaking.
She heaves a sigh, but comes into the room and looks around. “Did I do what? What are you talking about?”
I gesture to the mirror, my throat too narrow to choke out even a word.
Catherine cranes her neck past me to see the mirror and gives an impatient huff. “Is this some sort of game? Don’t you think I have better things to do than drop everything and come look at your mirror for some whim of yours?”
Angry, I spin around and point at the mirror, ready to chastise Catherine for being willfully obtuse. But I drop my hand. The words that were just there, written as clear as day in the steam, are gone.
My mouth opens and closes, unable to produce any words while my mind sluggishly works to comprehend what I’m seeing. Then, “No! I don’t understand. I... There was writing on the fog on the mirror. It was just here...”
Catherine flicks her glance to the tub. “The water isn’t even steaming...how on earth could the mirror be fogged?” She shakes her head. “You need to get some sleep. You’re seeing things.”
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