that changes everything?” Neo asked.
“Naturally.”
“Why?”
“You can ask?” After the way they had both grown up, he would expect Neo to be the first to understand.
“You are not taking my point,” Neo said with exasperation. “Don’t you see that she is bound to think you are only wanting marriage because of the baby?”
“That is the only reason. I would not have considered it otherwise.”
“Why the hell not?”
“She deserves better.”
For the second time in less than twenty-four hours, Neo looked absolutely gobsmacked. “You are the best.”
“You are prejudiced.” But the belligerent certainty in his friend’s voice was surprisingly nice to hear.
“I am your brother, Cass says so. That means I’m allowed.”
Zephyr felt warmth he hadn’t known in decades, but he didn’t let it show on his face. He was no pushover despite these weird emotional twinges he was experiencing. “So, step outside your personal bias and look at this from Piper’s perspective.”
“I do not see the distinction here.” Neo’s eyes filled with something far too close to pity for Zephyr’s comfort. “You’re a good man, Zephyr.”
“I did not say I wasn’t.” Merely that Piper deserved better than what he had to offer her.
“So, what is the problem?”
“She wants to be in love with her next husband,” Zephyr explained grimly. “Like she was with Art.”
“And you do not love her?”
“No.”
“Bull.”
Zephyr shook his head. “Love doesn’t work for everybody.” At least on that truth, he was one hundred percent convinced. And he was one of those people.
Neo sighed. “You’re right, but giving up before you even try isn’t like you.”
“Sometimes trying is the stupidest thing of all to do.”
“That does not sound like you.”
“And you sound like a broken record,” Zephyr retorted.
“So, say something that makes me understand this defeatist attitude of yours.”
“She left last night.”
“When you wanted her to stay.” Neo knew him so well, he did not even have to make it a question.
“She said she was sorry.” Just like his mother had done, over and over again—first when leaving him behind and then when she refused to bring his little sister back to visit.
In situations like this, sorry didn’t mean anything.
“She also said she would call you, ne?”
“Yes.”
“So, trust her to do it.”
“When?” Zephyr snapped.
“When she is ready.”
“You were not this complacent with Cass.”
“I was in love with Cassandra.” Neo’s look challenged Zephyr.
Apparently, if he was not in love, he had no right to be worried, cautious or impatient. Like hell. “So, because I’m not playing the romantic hero, I have to wait and wonder if my lover carries my child?”
“You have to wait because she will call when she is ready and not before.”
“I am well aware of that.” And it was doing nothing for his mood, which he was sure was obvious, even to Neo.
Neo looked at him like he was a newly discovered species. “I still cannot believe you had a lover for almost a year and I did not know it.”
“I did not consider her my lover.”
An unholy light gleamed in Neo’s eyes. “My friend, this just gets better and better. When did that change?”
“In Greece.”
“That trip had a pretty big impact even before the missing birth control patch was discovered.”
“If you say so.”
“What I say does not matter. On the other hand, what you and Piper say is of utmost importance.”
“She said she would call, and she has not,” Zephyr all but growled.
“Be patient and believe in your friendship if you will believe in nothing else.”
“I have no other option.”
“Then make it work for you, that is what men like us do. We do not give up.”
That was one truth Zephyr could not deny.
Neo left and Zephyr forced himself to get to work on the piles of urgent papers and messages stacked on top of his desk from his time out of the office. It was nine o’clock that night before he admitted temporary defeat and left his office.
Piper still had not called, though he had called her on the hour, every hour, since the afternoon.
Piper sat outside the Seattle Aquarium, watching children and adults come and go. Her hand rested against her lower abdomen. She didn’t feel any different. Her body had not changed at all, but inside her womb a baby grew. Her baby. Zephyr’s baby. Their child.
The wholly unexpected fulfillment of one of her dearest hopes.
She should have called right away and told him the news, but she couldn’t. She had to think and she couldn’t do that around him right now.
She loved a man who had taken great pains to make sure she understood he would never love her. And that same man was going to ask her to marry him. She was sure of it.
Because she carried his child.
In a normal world, that would result in an immediate and outright refusal on her part. Before meeting and falling in love with Zephyr Nikos, she would never have even considered for one second marrying a man who did not profess to love her. But Zephyr’s perspective was a unique one.
In his world, love guaranteed nothing but pain. He hadn’t come out and said so, but his story about his past made that clear. He had loved his mother and she had abandoned him to an orphanage. He had loved both of his half siblings, but they had been taken from him.
Even if he did love Piper, he might never be able to admit it.
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