were smooth, the blue eyes clear and bright, as she stood over her like a hen guarding her chicks. ‘Do eat up. As it’s your first evening I’ll leave the two of you some supper.’ She paused. ‘Janice is not one to cook so I doubt she’s got anything prepared for you.’
‘No, I don’t.’ Janice’s frame filled the doorway, a mocking smile on her lips. ‘I was relying on you, Cook.’
‘Your luck’s in then,’ Meg said briskly, going to the oven and removing a large dish. ‘Shepherd’s pie.’ She placed it on the kitchen table, assessing it with a critical eye. ‘You can easily heat it through. And there’s plenty for second helpings for both of you.’
‘Thank you, Meg.’ Lana was aware of Janice watching her closely.
‘We call her “Cook”.’ Janice Parkes’s tone was knife sharp.
‘I told Lana to call me Meg,’ Cook said, folding her arms and not taking her gaze from Janice.
‘Fine, if that’s what you want,’ Janice Parkes said. ‘I’ll see you later.’ She nodded to Lana and vanished.
‘She’ll come a cropper one day,’ Meg said after her disappearing back. ‘Shame. She used to be quite a nice woman.’ The cook sighed. ‘Oh, well, better get back to work. You stay right there, Miss Ashwin, and finish your tea.’
‘Lana, please, if I’m still allowed to call you Meg after Janice Parkes’s glare.’ Lana grinned.
‘She’s her own worst enemy,’ Meg said, her back to Lana as she reached up to pull a large enamel bowl off the shelf.
‘Why do you say that?’
‘Well, when she first came she was as nice as pie. But since—’ Meg stopped, and pressed her lips together. ‘No, I shouldn’t say anything. Let her tell you herself if she wants to. But it’s changed her and she’s often snippy and her manner doesn’t have a good effect on the children, even though her heart’s in the right place.’
Lana was silent, digesting the information. Something awful must have happened to Janice Parkes for her to change so radically. But why should she put up with someone who was permanently angry? It was making her feel uncomfortable.
Suddenly, Lana heard her grandmother’s voice in her ear when she was fourteen or fifteen.
‘Lana, my dear, you can do anything you set your mind to, but you’re apt to run away when things don’t suit you,’ her grandmother would frequently tell her. She’d fix her tired grey eyes on Lana and nod as though to emphasise her words. ‘You’ll find through life that many things won’t be to your liking – some things you can change and some you can’t. But it’s up to you to give, more than take. That’s what will teach you to have empathy for others and the backbone to stand you in good stead.’
Lana closed her eyes, picturing her grandmother standing at the old stove, making a delicious stew to tickle her taste buds. How she missed the old lady’s wisdom.
Meg gestured for her to pour herself another cup of tea.
‘The children will be going home soon,’ Meg said, as she glanced up at the kitchen clock.
‘May I ask you something?’ Lana said.
‘Of course, lass. It won’t be the first question you’ll want answering.’ Meg sat on a seat opposite. She gave Lana an encouraging smile.
‘I was wondering about the older child in Miss Booth’s class,’ Lana said. ‘I noticed her when I came for the interview. She was sitting away from the other children. Mr Shepherd said she needed help.’
She waited tentatively for Meg to answer.
‘That’s Priscilla, poor love,’ Meg said, crossing herself. ‘One minute she was a happy girl with two loving parents, and next breath her mother and father were walking back from the cinema in the blackout and a car with no headlights, of course, ploughed into them. They were killed outright.’
‘Oh, how dreadful. Poor Priscilla. Where was she when it happened?’
‘The children were rehearsing a play at her school,’ Meg said. ‘Priscilla was in it. Leading light, I believe. Her dad was going to fetch her after the rehearsal. He never turned up, so she refuses to think they died. They were both mangled, apparently …’ Meg drew in a shaky breath. ‘There’s never been a proper service. It’s all so sad.’
Lana shuddered. ‘How long ago was it?’
‘Must be two or three months. She’s now living at Bingham Hall – the orphanage. From what I hear, she’s most unhappy. But then who wouldn’t be, becoming an orphan overnight? But you mustn’t use that word to her or she goes barmy. I feel so sorry for her.’ Meg gathered the dirty cups and plates. ‘The trouble is, the shock seems to have affected her brain. She’s a bright child, really.’ Meg took the dishes to the sink. She turned round to Lana and wiped her hands on her apron. ‘The police had to break the news to her about her parents but she doesn’t believe them. She thinks if she is very, very good they’ll be restored to her.’
‘Oh, what a heart-breaking story,’ Lana said, tears springing to her eyes as she pictured the child trying to take in such terrible news from strangers.
‘It was a shame Mr Benton hadn’t joined up before it happened,’ Meg went on. ‘He was a strict headmaster and was not the best person to help Priscilla in those first dreadful weeks. She needed love and kindness and understanding – which is where you’ll be able to help, I’m sure.’
There was simply no possibility for Lana to tell this nice cook that nothing was definite. Not after seeing the despair on Priscilla’s face and Meg telling her the child’s background.
‘Changing the subject, what did you think of the cottage?’ Meg asked.
‘A mess,’ Lana answered without hesitation. ‘And that’s being kind.’
Meg chuckled. ‘Yes, Janice is not the most house-proud woman.’
‘It was so bad I almost decided there and then I couldn’t stay,’ Lana said, smiling. ‘But I’m looking for a challenge, so I might reconsider.’
‘Now you’re talking,’ Meg said, putting the shepherd’s pie into a basket. She set it on the table in front of Lana. ‘Well, this evening will give you the chance to get to know Janice. Her bark’s often worse than her bite.’
Lana walked back to the cottage, keeping the basket steady, all the time thinking about Priscilla and Janice. She realised she hadn’t thought about her own anger over Dickie’s death all afternoon. Maybe this was just what she needed. To stop thinking about herself and be aware that other people were going through misery of their own. And poor Priscilla was still only a child – so much for a young girl to bear. Was it meant to be that Lana had come to the school to help her?
She didn’t believe in fate so that was nonsense. And anyway, she had to face Janice first of all. She’d soon know if Janice was going to thaw out or not if
