tears over the thought of losing it, but because the image of debt piling upon debt made her stomach churn. Only then did she realize that somewhere in the back of her mind she had cherished the vague hope of being able one day to pay back the money he had provided for her mother, so she could be free of Sloan Montgomery. But how could she ever be free if she, too, took from his bounty?
Under her breath, without looking at Sloan, she’d said, “I didn’t ask for anything from you. And I won’t take anything from you.”
Sloan had leaned across her to top off her already-full champagne glass. “That’s your tough luck, Morganna, because I’ll give you anything I damned well want to.”
In startled silence, she had turned to stare at him.
“I understand quite well that you’d prefer being a martyr to accepting my gifts. Living in a cardboard box and eating cat food—wasn’t that what you told me you’d sooner do than marry me?”
Morganna’s voice was taut. “Don’t expect me to believe you did this out of fondness for me. You only put my name on this deed to impress my mother. If you’d been doing it for me, you’d have made the house mine entirely.”
“I could have wiped out your father’s debts outright, too, instead of promising to pay them off over the next couple of years. But do you think I’m such a fool that I’d hand you everything you want at a swoop in return for nothing but a promise? We made a deal, Morganna. Now that you’re my wife, you have an image to maintain, and part of your performance is to graciously accept the generous gifts of your seemingly smitten husband. Get used to it.”
She’d had six months to become accustomed to Sloan’s way of doing things, but it hadn’t made a difference. Six years wouldn’t change things, either, she thought wearily, if—God forbid—it came to that.
It wasn’t that his gifts were garish or ill-chosen. Showy as the diamond bracelet was, it was in perfect taste; the quality of the stones was what made the bracelet so attention-getting, not a flashy setting. It was the motivation behind the gifts that Morganna found so hard to swallow, and the fact that her wishes didn’t enter into his plans at all.
And why should she expect him to consult her, she wondered bitterly. It would be silly to ask a department-store dummy what she wanted to wear; a plastic mannequin had no opinion. And, it was all too clear to Morganna, that was precisely how her husband viewed her. She was nothing more than a prop in his magic show—a bit of stage dressing to help convince the audience how stupendous her husband was.
So Morganna did what she had to do. In public she was the perfect trophy, smiling and happy, wearing diamonds Sloan had chosen and designer clothes purchased with his money. In private, she wore what she liked. And if he was tired of seeing her hunter-green dinner dress, that was just his tough luck, because she intended to wear it till it was threadbare. Fortunately it was one of her favorites; if she’d hated the dress she might not have been as eager to annoy him with it.
After dinner the men excused themselves to finish their business discussion, while Morganna and Abigail returned to the drawing room to sit beside a freshly stoked fire. Morganna hardly noticed the passage of time or the drift of the conversation until her mother said, “I expected by now you would have redecorated the drawing room, Morganna.”
“I think it’s fine the way it is, Mother.” And to redecorate would simply add one more item to the list of things I owe Sloan.
“Don’t be silly, child,” Abigail said flatly. “I know for a fact that you’ve always disliked the dark hangings that I put in here. And I have to admit, at this time of year and with winter closing in, it’s a gloomy sort of room—not at all the cozy feeling I was trying to achieve. Perhaps the depressing atmosphere in here is why you seem to be drooping tonight.”
Morganna seized the excuse. Tomorrow, she thought, I’ll be able to handle this. But not tonight. “I was hoping it didn’t show—but I am tired, Mother. If you don’t mind, I think I’ll go on up to bed.”
“I don’t mind at all, dear. I’ll just walk up with you and get my book.”
At the foot of the stairs, Abigail paused. “Aren’t you going to say good-night to your husband?”
The very question startled Morganna, and she had to stop and think about how a normal married couple would act. That reaction alone showed how shatteringly peculiar their situation was, she thought. “I’m sure he’d rather not be disturbed, Mother. When he’s talking business with Joel—”
“Nonsense,” Abigail announced, and before Morganna could protest she’d knocked at the library door and pushed it open.
Sloan paused in the middle of a sentence and looked inquiringly at them. “Sorry to interrupt,” Morganna said, more abruptly than she’d intended. “I just wanted to say good night.”
She was already backing out of the doorway when Sloan moved toward her. “Is it so late? I’m terribly sorry, darling.” He looked over his shoulder. “We’re almost finished, aren’t we, Joel?”
The controller shook his head. “I’m afraid not. There’s still the matter of updating all the property insurance on the factory, and there’s also a customer problem that came up while you were gone.”
Sloan shrugged. “Then it will be a little longer, Morganna. In case you’re asleep by the time I come upstairs—” He slipped one arm around her shoulders, and with the other hand he cupped her chin and raised her face to his.
Morganna had opened her mouth to object before she thought better of it, so her lips were parted when he kissed her. She tensed at the first brush of his mouth, panic rising in her. Even at their wedding, he hadn’t touched her this intimately, and every cell in her body shrieked in protest.
As her reluctance surged, Sloan’s arms tightened, drawing her even closer. Though she knew his embrace must have looked like that of an experienced and welcomed lover, Morganna couldn’t mistake the steel that held her fast. She couldn’t have broken free from his hold even if his kiss, soft as the graze of a butterfly’s wing, hadn’t turned her knees the consistency of oatmeal.
She was trembling by the time he let her go, and he steadied her for a moment with both hands on her shoulders. “Unquestionably,” he said huskily, “I’ve been gone from home much too long.”
By the time he finally got Joel out the door, the house was quiet. Even the butler had taken Sloan’s advice and gone on to bed. Yawning, Sloan scattered the embers in the library fireplace, put the last of his papers in his briefcase and checked the locks before he climbed the stairs.
In the upper hall, he paused for a moment to listen to the silence and looked thoughtfully down the hall to the closed door of Morganna’s bedroom. Though that good-night kiss had been intended as pure theater, it had not remained a simple performance for long. But he hadn’t had enough time to fully assess Morganna’s reaction to the embrace. At first she had been annoyed, certainly, and reluctant—those feelings had exuded from every muscle as he’d held her. But there had been something else as well, something he hadn’t quite been able to identify before he’d had to let her go. It wasn’t anger that had made her go weak in the knees. Had it been the faint flutter of desire?—or had he merely seen what he wanted to see?
As he opened the door of the master bedroom, instinct made him pause for a split second to assess his surroundings. Was something actually wrong, or was the room merely different? An instant later, he realized what had prompted his caution,
