clasped her shoulder. “And his lordship?”
Mrs. Murdock stopped crying. A moment passed before she said, “The earl has locked himself in his rooms.”
Amelia tensed. “What do you mean?”
“He has not come out of his apartments since the funeral, Miss Greystone.”
* * *
AN HOUR LATER, AMELIA FOLLOWED Mrs. Murdock into St. Just Hall, shaking the rain from her coat. It was so silent inside the marble-floored foyer that she could have heard a pin drop. Outside, the rain beat down on the windows and the roof. For that, she was somewhat thankful, as it drowned out the sound of her thundering heart.
Keeping her voice low, she said, “Where are the children?”
“When I left, they had both gone outdoors. Of course, it is raining now.”
If the boys were still outside, they would become terribly ill. A liveried manservant appeared and Amelia handed him her soaking wet coat. “What is your name, sir?” she asked firmly.
“Lloyd,” he said, bowing.
“Are the boys within?”
“Yes, madam, they came in an hour ago, when it began to rain.”
“Where were they?”
“I suspect they were in the stables—they were covered with hay, and they both had an odor.”
At least they were safely within. She glanced at Mrs. Murdock, who was apparently awaiting her lead. Amelia cleared her throat. Her heart raced even more swiftly. “And his lordship?”
A look of dismay flitted across the servant’s face. “He remains inside his rooms, madam.”
She inhaled nervously and said, “Tell him Miss Greystone has called.”
Lloyd hesitated, as if considering an objection. Amelia nodded with encouragement and he left. Suddenly Mrs. Murdock said, “I will send for tea.” She fled.
Amelia realized that they were all fearful of Grenville. Mrs. Murdock had not exaggerated, then. She began to pace. How could he lock himself in his rooms? On the drive over, Mrs. Murdock had revealed an astonishing and disturbing fact: he had not seen his children since the funeral, either.
That was so very wrong. It was selfish!
The servant appeared several moments later. He flushed and said, “I do not believe his lordship is receiving, Miss Greystone.”
“What did he say?”
“He did not answer the door.”
Amelia hesitated. If he would not come downstairs to speak with her, she would have to go upstairs to speak to him. Filled with trepidation, she fought for courage and looked at Lloyd. “Take me to his rooms.”
Blanching, the servant nodded and led her into the corridor and up the stairs.
They paused before a heavy teakwood door. Lloyd was even paler now, and Amelia hoped Grenville wouldn’t dismiss him for his audacity in bringing her to his rooms. She whispered, “Perhaps you should go.”
He fled.
Her heart slammed. But there was no choice, so she lifted her hand and knocked sharply on his door.
There was no response. She rapped on the door again.
When only silence greeted her efforts, she took a fist and pounded on the door. “Grenville! Open up!”
There was still no response, although she thought she heard a footstep. “Grenville!” She pounded on the door several times. “It is Amelia Greystone. I wish to—”
And the door was flung open.
Amelia did not finish her sentence. Simon stood before her, clad only in an unbuttoned shirt and his breeches. Half of his very muscular chest was revealed. He wore no stockings, no shoes. There was a great deal of bearded growth upon his face, and his hair was loose. Dark and nearly black, it reached his shoulders.
He stared at her unpleasantly.
She did not know what she had expected, but she had not expected him to greet her in such a disheveled state. And now she smelled the whiskey. “Grenville... Thank you for coming to the door,” she stammered.
His mouth began to curl. His eyes darkened. “Amelia. Have you come to save my soul?” He laughed softly. “I must warn you, I cannot be saved, not even by you.”
Amelia did not move. His dark eyes were smoldering; she recognized the look. Worse, her own heart was rioting. And she was briefly speechless.
What could he possibly be thinking?
He was smiling seductively. “You are wet. Come in...if you dare.”
She had heard that tone before. Did he intend to flirt? Or worse, seduce her?
His smile widened. “Surely I am not frightening you?”
She fought for her composure. She had come to see him because his household was in a state, and there was no one in charge. His children needed him. They had to be cared for!
Some sanity returned. He had never looked as dangerous, or as dissipated—he had been drinking, excessively. They were facing one another over the threshold of his sitting room. She finally glanced inside. It was in a horrific condition. The pillows that belonged on the sofa were on the floor. Drinking glasses, some empty, some partly full, were on the various tabletops. A lamp was on the floor, broken in pieces. So was a mirror.
Several of the decanters on the sideboard were empty. There were empty wine bottles there, as well. There was also a dark red stain on the pale blue wall by the fireplace. And finally, she saw broken glass on the floor.
He was inebriated—and he had been in a rage. Obviously he had broken the lamp, the mirror and God only knew what else. “What can you be thinking?” she cried, overcome with genuine concern.
His eyes widened but she was already shoving past him. Then she turned and slammed his door. She did not want any of his staff to see the condition his rooms were in, or worse, the condition he was in.
“Let me guess,” he said in that purr again. “You wish to be alone with me.”
She trembled, wishing he would cease flirting. “Hardly!” she snapped. “I do hope you are proud of yourself.” She marched to the scattered pillows, retrieved them, and tidied up the sofa. But even as angry as she was becoming, her heart was racing wildly. She did not like being alone with him like this. He was far too masculine—far too intriguing.
“What are you doing?”
She knelt and began collecting glass, using her skirts as an apron. “I am tidying up, Grenville.” She decided not to look his way. Maybe he would close his shirt.
“There are maids who clean this house.”
She
