truth was, he did have the softest heart in the department. But not about to admit that, Colt pointed out instead, “You said you always wanted to be rich and live in the big city...yet here you are, back in Laramie, moving into the house you grew up in.”
A mixture of regret and disappointment flickered across her face. “I guess that’s what the saying ‘Life happens while you are making other plans’ means.”
Abruptly, she looked so sad and disillusioned Colt’s heart went out to her. “What happened to you?” he asked gently.
She didn’t take her eyes off his. “I got divorced.”
There it was. Another link between them. Something else they unexpectedly had in common. “Me, too,” he said quietly.
She looked at him with understanding. “When?”
He cleared his throat. “Five years ago.”
Suddenly, Colt wanted to know the facts he hadn’t let anyone else tell him. Not that Shelley had ever been particularly forthcoming about the failures in her life. Appreciating the way her auburn hair fell softly over her shoulders, he pinned her with a glance and asked, “You?”
“My marriage officially ended two years ago, although we were separated for nine months before that.”
Colt’s glance slid to her son.
Shelley answered the question before he could ask.
“Yes, Austin is Tully Laffer’s son. We separated right after I learned I was pregnant.” She emitted a rueful sigh that let him know she was as disappointed in the turns her romantic life had taken as he was in his. “Anyway, our divorce became final shortly after Austin was born. I stayed in Dallas for a while, then finally decided to come back home. I figured it would be easier to raise my son here.”
There seemed to be a lot she was leaving out—and he wanted to know what. Which was odd. He usually wasn’t this nosy. “Your ex doesn’t mind?”
Shelley turned a fond glance to her son and sat back in her chair. She crossed her legs at the knee. Her khaki skirt rose higher on her thigh, giving him a glimpse of taut, tan skin. “Turns out Tully’s not interested in the whole parenting thing.”
That was no surprise to Colt. He’d only had to meet the guy once to know the spoiled rich kid was all wrong for Shelley. Not that she’d listened to him, or anyone else in Laramie for that matter.
“What about his family?”
Shelley grimaced. “His parents were barely there when he was growing up. They have a jet-setting lifestyle that has them constantly on the go. The last thing they want is any demands from grandchildren.”
“I’m sorry.”
“So am I.” She linked her hands around her knee. “I think they’re all really missing out.”
No kidding, Colt thought, his glance moving briefly back to Austin, who was still playing contentedly.
Her son certainly deserved better. As did Shelley. Aware he had an apology of his own to give that was long overdue, Colt leaned toward her and cleared his throat. “So...about prom.”
Pink color flooded Shelley’s cheeks. “I’m sorry.” She lifted a staying hand and continued gazing deep into his eyes, as serious now about burying the hatchet between them as he was. “I shouldn’t still be upset about that.”
Colt winced. “Yeah, you should.”
She lifted her brow. He felt the pull of attraction and knew it was time for him to set the record straight. “I should have called you that night to let you know what was going on.”
Her expression gentled. “In your defense, you were a little busy helping to comfort a lost puppy who’d gotten his leg stuck between a rock and a fallen tree. A puppy who likely would have died had you not spotted him and stopped to help.”
Colt reached over and patted Buddy’s head, taking comfort in the way his pet leaned into him affectionately. “Once the fire and rescue team arrived, I should have taken the time to call and tell you what was going on.”
Looking as if she appreciated his honesty, she asked in return, “Why didn’t you?”
“I told myself it was because this guy needed me with him in order to stay calm while the firefighters sawed that tree.”
Their gazes met. “And in reality?” she asked even more softly.
And here was the hell of it. “I think you’re right. I didn’t want to go to prom.”
“Because you hated dancing,” she guessed.
Because I didn’t want to fall any harder for you than I already had. “Because I knew if we followed through on the plans that we had for that night—” and we slept together for the first time “—it would kill me when you broke up with me.”
“If we had followed through on our plans, I wouldn’t have broken up with you.”
Colt wanted to believe that. Life had taught him otherwise. “Come on, Shelley. At least be honest about this. We didn’t want the same things for our futures. You were headed to Dallas to study dance at SMU. I was going to San Angelo State to get a degree in law enforcement.”
“That was then.”
“And now?” he prompted.
“I find myself wanting a quiet life, filled with the familiar, too.”
Colt knew she had convinced herself she would be happy in Laramie. He also knew you couldn’t really go back again. That sometimes the past was meant to be just that. Which was why he shouldn’t be entertaining the notion of becoming anything other than the most casual of friends with her.
Still, he was curious. “What about marriage?” Was she looking for husband number two?
Shelley made a face, shook her head. “Been there, done that.”
“Well, see, that’s where we’re different.” He rubbed a hand across his jaw. “I do want to get married again someday. If I can find the right woman...”
“Then I hope you get that.”
They were quiet as they watched the little boy play.
Austin pushed his wooden box away and walked toward Colt.
Shelley tensed, ready to leap into action. “Is it okay?” she asked nervously, eyeing Colt’s large companion.
Colt nodded, as relaxed as Shelley was wary. “Buddy’s been trained as a therapy dog. He’s great with kids.”
Seeming to know he was safe with the big animal, Austin bent down to look Buddy in the face. The Bernese mountain dog lay with his head flat on the ground, the only sign he knew of the child’s interest was the shifting of eyebrows on his face.
“Do you want to pet the doggie?” Colt asked Austin, hunkering down
