Gina said the long, barely pronounceable Greek name. She’d avoided the word for so long that it was a relief to say it out loud.
“Which means?”
“Optic nerve damage of unknown origins. My doctor in Palo Alto says it will probably be months. Maybe I’ll get two good years before…” Her fingers twisted, locked. “I need to work until then, Tobias. If I lose that, I’ve lost everything. Working is what I know best. I’ve got no family to speak of, and my friends are all here. This will never impact the ship or my staff, I promise.”
He didn’t speak. He crossed his arms at his chest and stared out the window. Two seagulls dove into churning waves, then reappeared carrying small fish that wiggled vainly.
Gina knew exactly how those small fish felt.
“So you want me to keep your secret, even if it means breaking a dozen company regulations?”
“What are rules if you don’t break them once in a while?” She squared her shoulders. She wouldn’t grovel. She’d quit first.
Tobias studied the neat piles of paperwork on his desk. “I never break the rules.” He leaned toward the picture, then stopped abruptly. “Only once. That was enough.” He swiveled in his chair, his face a mask. “Here’s the way it will go. This stays between us for now. You report to me every week and I see your medical files. If your symptoms change, you tell me immediately. Understood?”
It was better than she could have hoped. Worse, too, since she hated the thought of giving up her privacy, even to this friend.
Too bad her choices were a little limited at the moment.
“I accept. Thank you, Tobias.”
“Don’t thank me yet,” he said tightly. “It’s my job to push.” He made a dismissive sound, then looked out the window. After a long time he picked up a set of keys from his desk. “Take care of yourself. And stay away from Blaine. She’s gunning for you bad now.”
“I got that message, believe me.”
“So watch your back. And get Andreas to take over the heavy lifting. He’s good, so let him do more.”
“Aye-aye, sir.”
Tobias frowned. “I mean it. Start delegating or I’ll report you.” His eyes were steely. “Don’t mess with me, Ryan.”
“I won’t.” This time her voice was soft, hesitant. “Delegate.” She snapped a small salute. “Even if it kills me.”
“It’s a hard thing to learn, but your people have to advance sometime.” He stood up, shaking his head. “I thought it was money problems, or Blaine. Maybe something with an old boyfriend. Nothing like this.”
Gina gripped his arm for a moment. She didn’t cry this time. The tears were gone. Saying the words had driven them away.
She stood up, smoothed her hair. “Hell, isn’t it? So what happens now?”
“Work. The usual grind. And we live for Thursday nights.” He smiled slightly. “You got all that stuff we ordered in San Francisco?”
“Safe and sound in my cabin. Andreas brought the second box himself. Brown paper wrappers, just the way you asked.”
“One more thing.” His forehead furrowed. “A friend of yours contacted corporate to set up some time with you. The cruise brass okayed it.” Tobias glanced at his computer screen. “Carly McKay, wife of Ford McKay. Three children traveling with them.”
“Carly’s here? But she isn’t supposed to be taking the cruise until next month.”
“They boarded three hours ago. Her husband looks like an interesting guy.” Tobias scrolled through the passenger information, his eyes intent. “Navy, I see.” He kept on scrolling. “A man who’s been a lot of places.”
“Something wrong with that?”
“Not that I can tell. Your friend has your ship e-mail address and she wanted to get together later today if you have time.”
Gina hid a grimace. The first few days at sea were always hectic. Tonight would be worse than usual due to the malfunctioning refrigeration unit. But she and Carly had been college roommates. It had been far too long since they’d been able to meet. How could she refuse?
“Okay, I’ll e-mail her back. I’ll check with the captain about—”
Tobias waved one hand. “Already done. Strings have been pulled. As long as your work is complete, you can see your friend whenever you like.”
“I appreciate it, Tobias.”
“Thank corporate. All I did was field the calls.” He cleared his computer screen and stood up abruptly.
“Tobias? Is something wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
The tall man let out a slow breath. “Turns out that McKay and I have…friends in common. Not that it matters.” He pulled a set of keys from his top desk drawer. “The doctor tells me a nasty strain of flu has hit coastal Mexico. He wants everyone down for flu shots in the next twenty-four.”
Blaine. Medical files to Tobias. Flu.
What else could go wrong?
“I’ll get my staff lined up. Nothing for me, though.” Gina worked at a knot in her neck. “I’m under strict orders not to combine anything with my experimental meds.” She laughed dryly. “But the good news is, I won’t be losing my sight because of any flu.”
Tobias stared at her, his gaze cold and angry. “That isn’t funny, damn it.”
“I guess not.” Gina let out a slow breath. “Sorry. My humor’s been a little…warped lately. I’ll try to keep it to myself.”
“If it bothers me, I’ll let you know.” He glanced at his watch and held open the door to the outer office. “Remember Blaine’s out there somewhere, and she’s one very hungry shark.”
“Warning noted.”
As she walked back across the hall toward the kitchen, Gina ran through the night’s pastry platings and calculated her staff assignments. Suddenly she felt a sharp prickling at her shoulders.
She stopped across the hall from Tobias’s office, looking in both directions. One of the purser’s staff walked by with a paperback and a bottle of water. One of Tobias’s security team moved down the hall, his walkie-talkie squawking.
No one else was in sight.
Stress. Lack of sleep. She had enough problems without conjuring any new ones from her imagination.
Gina leaned against the wall and rubbed her eyes gently, using the exercises the doctor in Palo Alto had shown her. Though they wouldn’t reverse her problem, they reduced some of her pain.
But even after she walked into the pastry kitchen, the probing sensation between her shoulders
