shifting, shimmering rainbow effect on the stone wall. He took a deep breath and pushed beyond the static buzz of adrenaline overload, fighting to contain the sense of helpless anger he felt surging inside him.
It was ironic—in some ways this was the opportunity he had always imagined, the definitive moment when he could throw his father’s expectations and duty back in his face!
Now it was happening and as much as he wanted to reject his father’s certainty, as much as he wanted to yell, ‘To hell with duty,’ and walk away, he couldn’t. He could fight against the duty, but in the end he would do what was expected. The realisation came with a crushing sense of dread...and not just for him.
‘Did anyone ask Sabrina what she wants to do?’
‘She knows her duty, just as you do, right?’ The King did not pause to allow Sebastian space to answer. ‘Right now this is about damage limitation. Do you know where your brother is?’
‘I thought I had no brother.’
‘If he is going to speak to the press I need to know.’
‘You mean you need to silence him.’
‘I mean to reason with him through an intermediary. I might be willing to continue his generous allowance. Not everyone is as pig-headed as you are, Sebastian.’
SABRINA STOOD IN a corner.
Her mother stood in the middle of the room in floods of tears and Chloe was providing a shoulder to cry on. Queen Katherine was offering her a glass of brandy, almost as large as the one she was drinking herself.
Her father was standing, his back turned to her, deep in conversation with Luis’s private secretary and a group of palace officials. The conversation was not private; her father’s comments could probably be heard a mile away.
People seemed to have forgotten she was there.
She really wished she weren’t. She closed her eyes and imagined herself in the mountains, the wind in her face, the... A throb of pain in her hand dragged her back to the moment.
Her fingers, which were curled in a death grip around the scrunched-up paper, were white. She lifted her hand to her chest and flexed them to encourage blood back into the cold extremities.
With no pockets in her wedding dress to tuck the letter into, she transferred it to her other hand. She had read it three times before it had made any sense. Actually it still didn’t, but she had finally gone to her mother’s room and announced that the wedding was off, would someone tell the guests?
‘Last-minute nerves, darling. I remember it well. Oh, my, you look beautiful and that shade of lipstick really suits you. The flowers will be—’
‘No, Mum, it’s really off. Luis has left—there’s a letter. He loves someone else apparently and he can’t live without her.’ She didn’t add that Luis had revealed the secret of his parentage, that he and not Sebastian was the bastard.
‘Don’t be silly, darling.’
‘He’s abdicated.’
The word seemed to penetrate. It had done the same for Sabrina when it had leapt out from the page; it had made her go back and read it again. The shocking contents evoked a multitude of emotions; humiliation was there and with it relief, a relief that made her feel guilty. She had been given her life back, her freedom, but at what cost?
‘But he can’t do that. You’re going to be the next Queen.’ Her voice rose with each successive word until Queen emerged as a screech that hurt Sabrina’s ears. And not just her ears; belatedly aware of the open-mouthed audience, Sabrina got to her feet, shooing away the team of make-up artists who were putting the finishing touches to the Duchess’s face.
Her mother didn’t react to their expulsion. ‘Dame Olga is singing at the service. She turned down a concert at the Met to be here. Call your father—let him sort things out.’
‘I don’t think it can be sorted out, Mum.’
‘What did you do?’
The unexpected attack made Sabrina back away.
‘What did you say to make him do this? Did you say you wanted to carry on working? I knew it! I said to your father that it was a mistake to allow you to have a career... Here he is now.’ She gave a sigh of relief as the door opened.
Her father, flanked by senior members of his staff, stood in the doorway. The expression on his florid, good-natured face was grim.
The Duchess’s wail was muffled by the hands she pressed to her face.
‘Pull yourself together, Olivia,’ her husband snapped unsympathetically. ‘We need to limit the damage. Where is...? Oh, there you are, Sabrina. At least one person isn’t falling apart,’ he approved. ‘We can’t talk here. Come down to the...?’ He raised a stern questioning brow at one of the palace staff that had entered with him.
‘The King instructed me to make the south salon available, Your Grace.’
* * *
So here they all were in the south salon and after half an hour all the talk was going pretty much nowhere.
Sabrina looked at the clock ticking away in a corner, her eyes fixed on the hypnotic swing of the pendulum. She knew she should be feeling more; she was after all the person who had been humiliated. Something she was not likely to forget as her mother kept screeching the information at her every few minutes.
Would anyone even notice if she weren’t here?
She unclipped the veil—a family heirloom—and dropped it to the floor. She would have stripped off her finery there and then if she could have but then someone might notice she was there. A naked woman in the room generally got attention.
She fought the temptation to tear at the tiara that felt heavy on her head, and the saucy blue garter, her sister’s contribution, had slipped down her thigh. It was all so wrong, even before Luis had followed his heart.
And now, even though she knew it would be considered treasonous by many to even think it, she admired him for having had the guts to walk away. His dumped bride was probably the only person in the room who felt some sympathy for his decision.
But then she knew what it felt like to agree when you wanted to scream no. She knew what it felt like to do your duty. Luis had done what she hadn’t had the strength to do. He’d been honest, but how would he live with the guilt?
Suddenly the need to escape the room became overwhelming. If she stayed in it any longer she’d explode!
The men stationed outside the door continued to look ahead as she slipped past.
She wanted to go home.
‘Sabrina!’
She ignored the voice and began a perilous descent of the spiral steps, going far too fast for someone wearing three-inch heels.
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