look good,” he added, his gaze taking her in from head to toe. She hadn’t changed out of her traveling clothes, the white shorts and white halter top felt suddenly too revealing.
She whispered, “It’s too late, Brady. I didn’t come back for this.”
His eyes flashed, then he smiled, kind of, his lips doing all the work, his eyes not playing along. “Oh? Then why did you come back? Explain it to me.”
“Don’t use that tone with me. You’re the one who called everything off.”
“And you’re the one who left.”
“You sent me packing like a kid. I was hurt at first but I’m over it now.”
No reaction showed on his face. He was quiet for a long moment before saying, “Listen, Lara. Things between us ended kind of abruptly.”
She met his gaze.
“Okay, okay, it’s all my fault. I know that.” He threw up both hands. “I admit it. I take full responsibility. I couldn’t give you a whole man—”
“So you gave me nothing,” she said, pushing herself away from the chair and walking toward the river and the abandoned dock her father had built twenty years before.
“I was a wreck—” he said from right behind her.
She jumped at the nearness of his voice. “Of course you were,” she said, memories of the night flooding back. His stunned expression, his self-incrimination, the reality of the last few hours circling them like a cyclone, lifting them off their feet, tossing them around before flinging them back to earth a hundred miles from where they’d been.
She pushed it all away. “This is pointless. Let’s skip the postmortem on our very short marriage. You told Myra you needed to warn me. Warn me about what?”
His voice, pitched low and combined with the mysterious intensity of his dark gaze, made Lara’s knees go weak as he said, “I expected divorce papers by now.”
“I have a lawyer working on them.”
“For a year?”
“I haven’t wanted anyone to know—”
“‘Anyone’ being your mother.”
“Does it matter? I’m sorry I haven’t moved fast enough for you. I’ll get to it right away.” The truth was the papers were ready. They were upstairs, in her suitcase. But she couldn’t give them to Brady without an explanation. There were things he needed to know, things they needed to work out. But not now, not in her mother’s garden, not when she needed to get back inside the house.
“The only reason it matters is Bill Armstrong,” Brady said.
“Billy’s father? Why—”
“Since the internal investigation found reasonable cause for the shooting, he’s threatening a civil suit against me. I guess I don’t blame him.”
She waited.
With a bitter twist to his lips, he added, “They never found the gun and trust me, they looked. Armstrong insists his boy didn’t have access to a handgun and wouldn’t have carried one if he did. I still swear I saw one. It’s a stalemate.”
“But the river…” she began, something more niggling at the back of her mind. But what?
“Yeah. I know. It could be buried in three feet of silt and muck, it could be halfway to the ocean by now. Who knows?”
“Mr. Armstrong won’t win.”
“He’ll have the sympathy of the jury. He lost both his kids within a month. And you know what the name Skye is worth around here.”
“You are not your father,” she said. She’d said it before, but it never seemed to sink in.
His laugh was sudden and without mirth. “You’ve always been naive. Maybe it comes from being born with a silver spoon in your mouth.”
“And you’ve been afraid you’ll turn into your father. It’s not written that you will be a drunk and a loser.”
“Ah, darling, it’s the family tradition,” he said, his voice low and silky and taunting. “My dad, my brother—”
I will not rise to the bait, she told herself and stood there with her mouth closed.
He finally added, “Anyway, it’s not me I’m worried about.”
“Maybe you should.”
Frowning, he said, “What does that mean?”
“What’s happened to you? When did you stop caring?”
“Stop caring about what? What are you talking about?”
“Your appearance, for instance. I can’t believe the department lets you wear your hair that long.”
“I’m not a policeman anymore, Lara. That part of my life is over. I thought you knew that.”
She could hardly fathom such a thing. Brady had always wanted to be a cop. “Then what do you do?”
“I work construction like I did in college.”
That explained the muscles. “But you were exonerated, weren’t you? Why didn’t you go back? Was it Chief Dixon?”
He shrugged and looked away.
“Brady,” she said, touching his wrist. Big mistake. Sensory recognition traveled through her system like a lightning bolt, erasing the last three hundred sixty-three days in the blink of an eye. She drew her hand away at once. “You wouldn’t have shot the boy if you hadn’t had to,” she said, her voice gentle. “You saved Tom’s life.”
He looked straight into her eyes and her heart quivered in her chest. She did not want to feel anything for him, let alone the tumultuous combination of lost love and resentment currently ricocheting inside her body like a wild bullet. Her mother had warned her a man with Brady’s past could never really love anyone. Lara hadn’t believed it until that night when he’d proved it to her.
He said, “I have nothing to lose. But you do.”
“Me? Oh, you mean money. You think Bill Armstrong is going to come after my family’s money.”
“If he finds you’re legally my wife, yes. If he finds a way to stick it to me or anyone I care—cared—about, yes, I do. Our marriage is a matter of public record. All he has to do is look. Maybe you ought to light a fire under your lawyer.”
She closed her eyes, trying to imagine her mother’s reaction to someone suing Brady and walking off with the Kirk fortune.
“It’s not the civil suit I’m worried about,” Brady added. “It’s Armstrong himself. He’s gone half-crazy since losing Billy. If he finds out about you—”
“Why
