his lips into a tight line, he took two more turns at top speed. He adjusted the wheel and settled on another country highway, pushing the pedal to the floor. “Now’s not the best time.”
She checked out the back window again. “No one’s following. Now’s the perfect time. Who were those men?”
A muscle flexed along his jaw.
“Do you know them?”
“Yes.” His eyes narrowed and seemed to darken, turning gray to slate.
He knew, but he wasn’t going to tell her. How could he not tell her? “They almost killed me. They were going to take our baby. I deserve to know who they are.”
Eyes riveted to the road ahead, he blew out a long breath, as if acknowledging defeat. Another mile passed before he opened his mouth to speak. “You’ve heard of the Russian Mafiya.”
Of course she had. She didn’t have to have a father in law enforcement to be familiar with Russian organized crime. Their greed. Their brutality. Their blatant disregard for law and decency. And the men who had broken into their house and dragged her from her bed had spoken with Russian accents. But that still didn’t explain anything. “Why would the Russian mob be after us?”
He hesitated again, this time his expression was one of pain. And guilt. “My name isn’t Alec Martin.”
“Excuse me?” Whatever she’d expected him to say, this wasn’t close. Heat stole over her followed by cold. “What is your name?”
“Nikolai Stanislov.”
“Russian.” Her mind stuttered, struggling to process the information, struggling to make sense of it. “You’re involved with the Russian mob?”
“Nika Stanislov was involved with the Russian mob.”
Nika. His real name. She closed her eyes. She couldn’t handle this. “That’s why you use a false name? Because you’re a mobster?”
“I’m not a mobster.” He bit off the words, his voice sharp.
She opened her eyes and studied the lines of his face, the bitter set to his jaw. He had the same short brown hair, the same gray eyes, the same rugged features, yet she didn’t recognize this man. She’d been married to him for more than a year, dated him for two before that, and she didn’t know him. “Who are you?”
“Alec Martin is a name assigned to me by the federal witness-security program.”
“You’re a crime witness?”
“Yes.”
It didn’t take much to put the pieces together. “You witnessed something having to do with Russian organized crime.”
“My father is what they call a ‘big man.’”
“Your father was a mafia don?”
“Is.”
“He’s alive? You told me he died when you were young.”
A bitter smile curved his lips. “Only in my fantasies.”
She pressed her fingers against her lower lip. This couldn’t be happening. The Alec she’d married was tender and honest. This Alec—the one who had another name, the one who knew mobsters, the one with fantasies of his father’s death—she didn’t want to know. “What crime did you witness?”
“You name it.”
“Things your father did?”
“Yes.”
“And you testified against him?”
He nodded slowly, his eyes still on the ribbon of asphalt stretching in front of them. “About thirteen years ago. He was convicted of manslaughter.”
Manslaughter. Merely another name for murder.
“The men at the house were about my father getting revenge.”
“If you testified against him thirteen years ago, why is he just coming after you now?”
“He was just released from prison.”
“Why not put a contract out on you while he was in prison?”
“He likes to handle personal problems personally. Says it’s a matter of honor. As if the son-of-a-bitch knows anything about honor. Those men weren’t there to kill me. They were there to take me back to New York. Back to face my father.”
“One of them was talking about taking our son.” She slid her hands down over her belly. “What does your father want with our baby?”
“It doesn’t matter what he wants. He’s not going to get near our baby. I’ll make sure of it.”
She wanted to believe him, wanted it with her whole heart. But after what she’d been through today, she couldn’t fool herself into thinking she and their son would be safe just because Alec said so. She couldn’t fool herself into believing anything Alec—no, Nika—said. “Why didn’t you tell me? When things became serious between us, when we started talking about marriage, about having kids…” Rage worked its way into her throat, pinching her voice, cutting off her words.
“I thought it was over. When I met you, nothing had happened for ten years. I thought I could finally have my own life, my own family.”
“Did it ever occur to you that I should have a say in my future? Did it ever occur to you that I might have ideas about the type of man I wanted to marry? The type of man I wanted to father my kids?” A flurry of kicks vibrated inside her, her son’s movement fueled by the adrenaline racing through her veins. She folded her hands over her belly and lowered her voice. “Did you ever consider giving me a choice?”
“We chose each other, Laura. Our feelings for each other had nothing to do with my background. That hasn’t changed.”
“Everything’s changed.”
“Because my past is different than you thought?”
“Because my future is different. Our son’s future is different.”
This morning when she’d awakened, her life had been everything she’d ever wanted. She had a thriving business. She thought she was married to the man of her dreams. And she had a perfect little son on the way. Her biggest problem had been a case of the sniffles. Her biggest concern had been asking Sally to open the bar so she could get a little extra sleep. And now her friend, her marriage—everything she knew—was gone.
Her sinuses burned. Tears stung her eyes. She wanted to scream. To hit him. To hurt him. To make him see what he’d done to her, to their baby. “This is not what I wanted. Not for myself, and certainly not for my son.”
“I know.”
“Do you? I wonder. Did you know that my mother used to stay up all night whenever my father was on patrol? She would sit in the dark with her rosary beads and wait for him.
