baseball bat in the head. Never mind the pain he’d start feeling in his arm and leg.
Luke was placed in a room by himself, maybe because he’d been aggressive when he arrived and they feared he might disturb another patient. The ward nurse, Karen Bloom, told her she didn’t have to stay all night.
“You know we’ll watch him.”
“I know, Karen, but he was asking for me. It might be better if I’m here.” Exhaustion was beginning to break through her worry, though. She’d just worked a twelve-hour shift, which had now stretched to more than fifteen if she counted the time in the E.R.
“Your ex, huh?” Karen said. “Not fun.”
Bri didn’t even blink. By this time tomorrow the whole town would probably know that Luke and she were once married. This was not the place to live if you wanted to keep secrets.
“It’s hard to see him this way,” she said quietly, admitting a truth she was reluctant to face.
“I’m sure it is.” Karen patted her arm. “Time for more ice?”
Bri looked at the clock over the door. “Yeah. Thanks. I’ll get it.”
She retrieved several of the instant ice packs and returned to the room. She cracked one and placed it against his cheek, feeling an unwanted ache for him. Apart from his injuries and the pain he would endure, she knew he was going to hate being cooped up. Especially inside his own body. As he’d often joked, he was a man who said “go” and his body went. This was not going to be easy.
As she leaned over him, adjusting the ice pack, his eyes snapped open. She found herself looking into those familiar gray pools.
“Bri?”
“It’s me.”
“I see that. Where did you go? I lost you.” His voice sounded thick, his words slurred by the bruising of his cheek.
She didn’t take him seriously. Concussion often caused this kind of thing. “I’m right here now.”
“What happened? Where am I?”
She’d probably answer that question a hundred times tonight. “In the hospital. You fell and got pretty banged up. You’re going to be fine.”
His unbroken arm lifted; his hand seemed to reach for her. She hesitated, and finally slid her hand into his. She nearly winced as he squeezed. “Don’t go.”
Before she could reply, he was out of it again, but he didn’t let go of her. She tried to ease her hand away so she could sit, maybe stretch out until the next time he woke, but each time she tried, he tightened his hold.
A couple of minutes later he woke again. “Where am I? Bri?”
“I’m right here.”
“Did someone beat me up?”
“You fell. You were out on the mountain, and you fell.”
“Okay.”
His eyes closed again, and this time his grip on her hand relaxed. Sagging onto the chair, she wondered if it would even be worth folding it back into a narrow bed. It would be nice to stretch out and doze, but he was coming out of the morphine now and would wake frequently. Unless the concussion was getting worse. The thought made her shudder.
She scooted the chair closer to the bed, kept her eye on the clock for the ice pack and rested her hand on his shoulder. Maybe that contact would help him.
Karen popped in and was glad to hear he’d been talking. She noted the times, checked his pupils and told Bri everything looked good.
“Who was that?” Luke awoke again. “Who was here?”
“A nurse.” She rose and bent so he could see her without moving too much.
“You’re a nurse.”
“Right. But I’m not your nurse. Karen is.” Although it was beginning to look as if she’d be his nurse soon enough, unless he chose an ambulance ride to somewhere else. Her heart sank again.
“What happened? Where am I?”
If she hadn’t been through this so many times, Bri would have been seriously worried. His confusion was normal, but she found a penlight in the drawer and checked his pupils again anyway. She needed to see for herself.
“What are you doing?”
“Making sure you’re okay.”
“I don’t feel okay. Where did you go?”
She ignored the last question. “You fell. You hit your head and broke your arm and leg. Just relax. Everything’s fine.”
Everything except her.
“I lost you,” he muttered. “I couldn’t find you.”
Oh, boy, this was going to be fun. When she could, she sat again and waited for the next round. Hearing repeatedly that he’d lost her was not making this any easier to take. For three years or more, she had pretty much decided he had thrown her away. Now he was saying he’d lost her?
Deliver me, she thought as she sagged on the chair. It didn’t help any to remind herself that he was concussed and making little sense. She didn’t want to peek into these thoughts, however addled, from a man who should have remained in her past. And she hoped like hell he didn’t remember saying any of this when he improved.
They weren’t words that would make either of them happy.
* * *
By dawn, Luke no longer asked where he was and what had happened. He now remembered it from one moment to the next—an excellent sign. He was even aware enough to tell Bri to go home and get some sleep. She didn’t hesitate. He wouldn’t be released before noon, unless he made other arrangements, and frankly she didn’t want to be around for the pain he was going to experience the first time he sipped broth through a straw.
“Get him a milk shake,” Sheila suggested. “He doesn’t look like someone who will make it for long on broth.”
“Probably not. Call me if anything develops. Has anybody seen the guy who brought him in?” That was beginning to trouble her. Shouldn’t a coworker have been here to check on him?
“Not yet. I’ll let you know. Girl, you look dead.”
“I feel halfway there.”
“At least you have the next four days off.”
She’d forgotten that. She could catch up on her sleep. Maybe. Unless she needed to watch over Luke at her place, in which case she’d rather be working. It would be a great excuse to make him call someone else.
Her eyes felt gritty and burned. The bright sunlight almost hurt, and for a moment she had a wild idea that maybe the night had turned her into a vampire. Nope, her skin didn’t smoke.
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