‘So she knows your surname, too?’
He angled his head, trying to remember. The entire event was a little hazy. Another great example he’d set for his son.
His son.
‘I think so.’
‘Okay, then. So she looked you up on the Internet—’
‘How do you know that?’
She gave him a look. ‘If some guy I had a one-night stand with knocked me up and I knew his name, you can be sure I’d do an Internet search on him before finding him.’
His mug stopped halfway to his mouth and he just stared at her, his mind playing her words over and over again.
‘If some guy I had a one-night stand with knocked me up...’
Purposefully, and much too violently, he brought the coffee to his lips, swallowing down the hiss when the still-hot liquid burnt his throat. But he relished the pain, since he deserved it for the criminal thoughts he’d had at Autumn falling pregnant with someone else’s baby.
Selfish, selfish, selfish.
‘Hunter?’ she asked with a frown. ‘Did you hear anything I said?’
‘About the Internet search?’
She nodded.
‘Yes. I probably should have thought about that.’
She studied him over her mug. ‘I imagine you were...too surprised to think.’
‘An understatement.’
‘That bad?’
‘It was fine,’ he denied. Her eyebrow lifted. ‘Shocking. It was shocking.’
‘Enough for you to want to avoid the gene issue.’
He gritted his teeth, guilt flaring in his gut.
‘Yes.’
‘Enough for you not to realise what comes up when you do an Internet search for Hunter Lee.’
He didn’t get what she was talking about for the longest moment, and then he shook his head.
‘You don’t mean—’
She wrinkled her nose. ‘Afraid so.’
And he thought the situation couldn’t get worse.
‘Oh, no,’ he groaned. ‘She’s seen me...’ He couldn’t finish the words.
‘It wasn’t that bad,’ she said kindly.
‘You have to say that,’ he said, his jaw tightening, ‘because you’re the reason it’s there.’
‘Maybe,’ she allowed. ‘Or maybe it’s there because you were having fun—’
‘And you filmed it.’
‘It was a social media challenge. I was supposed to film it.’
‘I did it for you.’
‘I appreciated it.’
‘You utilised it.’
‘A self-made billionaire doing a ridiculous dance for a social media challenge in my bakery?’ She snorted. ‘Damn right I filmed it. And look how amazingly it turned out.’
‘For you,’ he muttered darkly.
‘I only used it to promote the bakery. I didn’t sell your body parts on the black market.’
‘It went viral.’
‘Technically,’ she continued, as if he hadn’t spoken, ‘I didn’t film it. Mandy did.’
‘Yeah. We’re no longer friends.’’
Autumn snorted again. ‘Yeah, you two looked real enemy-like when you were bribing her to make you some cupcakes last month.’
He lifted a shoulder now, refusing to be taunted any further.
‘And besides the ridiculous dance, you actually did something sweet, too.’ Her eyes were happy. ‘You took me into your arms, spun me around, dipped me right under a wedding cake and laughed.’
‘You used that on your social media as part of a #BakeryBoyfriend campaign,’ he accused.
‘An icon was born.’
She grinned at him, and—damn it—his lips twitched. How could he resist that smile? The way it softened her eyes, lit up her face. The way it widened her full pink lips, and made her look years younger than she was.
It was enough to distract him from the fact that he was smiling. It felt like a feat. Hell, it was a feat. He didn’t think he could feel anything other than the pure panic that had fuelled his actions until he’d started speaking with her. He shouldn’t have been surprised. It had always been part of what had drawn him to Autumn, the way she made him feel. The way she made him forget.
When he’d met her at the wedding of one of his employees—which Ted had forced him to attend—he’d carried an anchor around with him. That anchor had tied itself to his ankle when he’d been six and his sister had been born with cystic fibrosis. It had grown heavier with each of his parents’ arguments. With each disappointing prognosis from Janie’s doctors.
When Janie had died, he’d just about sunk into the depths of the ocean from that anchor’s weight. It had felt as if he’d been living under water from that moment forward.
Then he’d met Autumn, and he’d felt as if he’d been given air for the first time in almost two decades. Which was why he’d allowed their relationship to go on for longer than he should have. After a year of dating, she’d brought up their future together. The year that had followed had been a slow decline into the realisation that he couldn’t have what he wanted with Autumn.
And he’d sunk right back into the ocean, reaching the floor of it when they broke up. He could almost understand why he’d looked for a lifeline in a random woman one night.
Not that it had worked. But it had brought him here again. With her. Predictably, he felt as if he was breathing again.
‘The reason I bring it up,’ Autumn said after a moment, ‘is because she’ll recognise me.’
His mind took some time to follow. ‘Okay,’ he said slowly. ‘We’re friends.’
‘Do you think she’s going to believe that?’
‘She won’t care.’
Her eyes had gone serious, and didn’t waver from his. ‘How sure are you about that?’
He
