that last comment. Why didn’t she want to marry someone rich? What was she going to say when she found out she already had? Did he even care?
“Then again, Aimee was supposed to tell you all a that.”
Well, she hadn’t. And Michael couldn’t help but wonder who the real villainess was here and if all of this was some elaborate scheme to snag a husband. He had no way of knowing the truth. What he did know was, he felt the deception through every inch of his body and the largest portion of that deception settled into his heart.
From the way she was looking at him, he knew she was waiting for his response, but instead of responding, he raised the letter and continued to read.
“‘Your advertisement states that you cannot travel as the work on your ranch needs your attention. I am willing to travel, but my father will not let me leave without first being married.’” Michael glanced over at her. “Is that true? Your father would not allow you to leave until you were married first?”
“Yes, sir. And neither would my brothers.”
He nodded, then continued to read. From the corner of his eye, he could see Selina pulling the bead up and down on her stampede string.
The more he read, the faster she raised and lowered the bead. And if he wasn’t mistaken, a shiny wet spot covered her cheek.
As he read one letter after another and Selina refuted one thing after another, anger replaced any love he felt toward the person who penned them.
“I’ve heard enough. Please stop.”
She’d heard enough? He’d heard plenty. Plenty enough to know he’d been lied to and tricked.
His gaze fell to the stack of letters in his lap that at one time had brought him more love and joy than he’d ever known before. He had loved the sense of humor in them, the wit, the charm, the way the person saw beauty in the smallest things, the feistiness and confidence the person in them possessed. Only that woman no longer existed.
Or did she?
He didn’t know anymore.
Didn’t know what to believe or who to believe.
This whole thing was making him crazy.
Who could do such a wicked thing? And why? What could their motive be? He folded the letter he’d been reading, stacked it on top of the rest and tied the string around them. What he really wanted to do was burn them and his marriage certificate.
“I’m so sorry, Michael.” Selina’s voice cracked. “Everything I told her to say, she twisted or made it bigger than it was. She even wrote things I never did say.” She shook her head, looking lost, alone, terrified even.
He couldn’t help but wonder if it was all an act. He hated thinking like that, but he didn’t know the truth or how to find it.
“Can’t believe Aimee did that. I don’t understand why she did this to me. To us.” Her gaze dropped, along with her voice. “I—I don’t rightly know what to say except…” Her chest rose and fell. “What do we do now?”
Her whisper, broken by tears, tugged at his heart. He hated seeing a woman cry, no matter how angry he was.
What did they do now?
Vows had been spoken, and the Bible made it clear about the wrongness of breaking vows. Like it or not, he and Selina were legally married. There was only one answer to that question. “I guess we head home.”
Her gaze flew up to his and the color in her face fled.
Michael understood exactly how she felt. But they had no other choice. He hoisted his body off the log and offered Selina a helping hand up. “We made our vows before God and we need to honor those vows. Let’s go home.”
Selina picked up her rifle and slung the sling around her neck.
They shuffled their way back toward the train depot.
“Where’s your luggage?” he asked without looking at her, his mind and body numb. Dead, even.
“I only have the one bag.” She headed toward a patched-up gunnysack, picked it up and faced him.
He stared at the bag, shocked by her obvious poverty. “Here, let me take that for you.” His focus trailed to her face.
She raised her head and jutted her chin before shifting her bag away from his reach. “Thank you kindly, but I can carry it myself.”
He didn’t mean to hurt her pride. He nodded, then pointed to his wagon, the only one left at the station now.
She slipped her hat back on, strode to the back of the buckboard, laid her rifle and sack down, then leaped onto the tail of the wagon, leaving her legs dangling.
That wasn’t what he had in mind when he pictured taking his bride home. And what if his family was around when he got back to the ranch? What would they think if they saw her sitting back there and not up front with him?
Indecision tugged him in several directions as he debated what to do. Embarrassed by her appearance, he preferred she stay back there. But then again, if she did, his family would wonder what was wrong and he certainly didn’t want to tell them he’d made the biggest mistake of his life. They already thought he was crazy because of some of the poor choices he’d made in the past.
Like the goats he’d bought on a whim.
The little brats had destroyed his mother’s garden, chewed up some of the laundry and had even wreaked havoc at some of their neighbors’ places. It had taken him a long time to make amends and to get rid of them. No one wanted the goats. He finally had to give them away. His family still gave him a hard time for that one. They’d have a field day with this one.
“Selina.” He scuffed at the dirt with his boot. “Would you mind sitting up front with me?”
She frowned. “Why?”
“Because… Whether we like it or not, we are man and wife, and I think it would be best if we acted like it.”
She tilted her head and studied him. “I see what you’re sayin’, and I won’t shame ya by not sittin’ next to you.” Before he had a chance to help her, she hopped down and seated herself up front, leaving the sweet scent of field flowers in her wake.
He stared, shaking his head. He wasn’t sure he would ever get used to a woman who acted and dressed like a man. And yet, what choice did he have? For better or worse, she was now his wife. And he had a bad feeling it was going to be for the worse.
Chapter Two
Selina scooted as close to the side of the wagon seat as possible. Touching Michael was something she didn’t want to do. Her heart ached something fierce knowing Michael didn’t love her and that she’d pretty much come all this way for nothing.
If only she’d known all of this back home, she would’ve never gotten hitched then. She’d seen the ugliness of what a marriage without love could do to folks, to the whole family,
