this out.
Next time, he told himself.
Next time he would nibble and lick and suck. He would tease and torment and make her come a million times before he slid inside her.
This time he just needed to get inside her.
“Scout, I need you, baby.”
She pulled away and was looking at him a little bit confused, which he thought was nice. His kiss had made her fuzzy.
“Huh?”
He ran his hand down her back until he was cupping her ass and pulling her against his aching erection. “Are you ready for me?”
He felt her still and maybe that should have been his first clue, but he was too busy stroking his cock between her legs, which was making him crazy and her whimper.
“Turn around,” he told her and she obeyed. He grabbed hold of the zipper of her dress and pulled it down her body, loving the skin that was revealed as the fabric fell away from her body. He loved it more when he passed the part of her back where her bra strap should have been and it wasn’t there. So much so that he pressed a kiss in the center of her back, making her whimper again.
For a second they got into a tug-of-war over the straps of her dress. Scout didn’t seem to want to let them go, but Jayson wasn’t going to be able to see her naked if she didn’t. And Jayson really wanted to see her naked.
“Scout?” he asked, wondering if there was a problem.
Then she let her arms down and the dress fell away from her body. He helped her step out of it and then he pulled on her arm to turn her around. Except when she did, she had her arms crossed over her breasts.
“Shy?” Jayson asked, smiling at her. Her hair was long down her back. Her bare body, all flat angles, made him even harder and he didn’t know that was possible. Then there were her sexy panties that she no doubt wore just in case Jayson managed to get her out of her dress.
“You are so beautiful. Let me see all of you.”
Again he had to tug, this time to get her arms off her body. As soon as he succeeded she ducked her head, which again might have been a clue if he hadn’t been so hyperfocused on her perky round breasts and her tight nipples.
“I’m going to suck those nipples so hard I’m going to make you scream. Next time. But right now I can’t wait.”
Thinking she was on the same page, he lifted her in his arms and carried her to the king-sized bed. He dropped her so that she was flat on her back and as soon as he did she covered her breasts again, which made him sad. He was going to have to break her of that habit.
Next time.
Jayson shucked off his coat and toed out of his shoes. He really didn’t want to take the time to remove his tie and unbutton his shirt but this wasn’t going to be a one-time thing. This wasn’t just about sex, either. This was the start of their relationship. He needed to treat it with some respect.
So he did take off his tie and he did unbutton his shirt, but he did it quickly.
Then he was pulling down his pants and as soon as he stood before her he heard a slight squeak. He fished out a condom from his wallet and then kicked his clothes away.
Without thinking about what that squeak meant he crawled on the bed in between her legs. He had to use some pressure to get her to spread them. He kept his weight on his arms, but he let his dick settle on her flat stomach to enjoy the feel of her smooth skin against him.
She squeaked again and he took that as a measure of excitement. He kissed her and was a little worried when she didn’t immediately open her mouth to him. But just as the thought came to him that she felt a little stiff underneath him, she was kissing him back with all the passion he felt for her.
Her hands were on his lower back, her body was arching up to press herself against him. She was ready and he was done waiting.
He got on his knees between her legs and pulled her panties down with a little awkwardness as she was twisting one way, while he was pulling the other. But finally she was naked with him and then he was getting himself into position, using his teeth to open the condom and then rolling it in place. He lifted her so that her ass was on his thighs and he would be able to slide deep and hard in one solid stroke.
“I’m sorry, honey.” He could hear how rough his voice was but the urgency to thrust inside her was nearly overwhelming. “This might be a little rough and quick, but I promise I’ll get you there.”
He knew he was losing it because he could hear the Louisiana in his voice and that only happened when he was really drunk or really desperate.
“Jayson, I think...”
But he was done waiting. He put his cock against her opening and started to push. He felt her wetness, knew she was aroused, but he hadn’t expected her to be so tight.
“Scout...”
It was like her body was pushing back against him. It was maddening.
“Honey, you’ve got to open for me a little...”
“I’m trying.”
Trying? What the hell did that mean, but before he could think about it, he had the head of his erection inside her and he was pushing again. Then he heard her cry out and it froze him solid.
“Scout.”
“It burns,” she said with her arm over her eyes.
Instantly, he slid out of her. Then he looked down on her face and saw she was in agony.
“No, don’t stop. You can’t stop! You have to finish it.”
She was reaching for his hips and sliding her butt up his legs as if she might try to impale herself on him. He caught her body and turned her on her side so that they were facing each other.
“Please, don’t stop,” she cried.
Tears. Actual tears. He was the worst lover ever. Obviously he’d gone too fast for her. He thought she’d been with him. She was obviously not even close to being ready.
“Scout, it’s okay,” he said even though the ache in his balls was extreme. “I’ll slow down. Get you more ready.”
“I am ready.” She sobbed. “Please, just do it. There’s nothing you can do that won’t hurt.”
Oh, hell. Did she have some kind of physical condition? Something that prevented her from enjoying sex?
“Scout, honey, you need to talk to me. Is there some kind of problem I need to know about?”
“Yes, I have a problem. And you need to fix it,” she said urgently. She hooked her leg over his hip and dropped her hand down to his cock.
He caught her hand and stopped her wiggling it. “Scout, I’m not going to hurt you. I won’t do it.”
“But you have to. It’s the only way.”
