devil was he musing about? He never needed to be the fussed over like his sisters. Much better to be toughened by the rough-housing of boys.
Gabe forced himself to close his eyes. He needed sleep. After sleeping an hour or two, he’d be thinking like a soldier again.
The sounds of looting and pillaging continued, but it was the woman’s voice, softly murmuring comfort to her son, that finally lulled Gabe to sleep.
The carnage lasted two more days. Gabe, Ensign Vernon and the mother and son remained in the relative safety of her ransacked home, even though the forced inactivity strained Gabe’s nerves. He’d have preferred fighting his way through the town to this idleness.
His needs were inconsequential, however. The woman and child must be safeguarded.
What little food they could salvage went to the boy, who was hungry all the time. Ensign Vernon occupied the time by drawing. Some sketches he kept private. Some fanciful pictures of animals and such he gave to the boy in an attempt to amuse him. The boy merely stared at them blankly, spending most of his time at his mother’s side, watching Gabe and Vernon with eyes both angry and wary.
None of them spoke much. Gabe could count on his fingers how many words he and the woman spoke to each other. Still, she remained at the centre of his existence. There was no sound she made, no gesture or expression he did not notice, and the empty hours of waiting did not diminish his resolve to make certain she and her son reached safety.
On the third day it was clear order had been restored. Gabe led them out, and the woman only looked back once at what had been her home. Outside, the air smelled of smoke and burnt wood, but the only sound of soldiers was the rhythm of a disciplined march.
They walked to the city’s centre where Gabe supposed the army’s headquarters would be found. There Gabe was told to what building other French civilians had been taken. They found the correct building, but Gabe hesitated before taking the mother and son inside. It was difficult to leave her fate to strangers.
In an odd way he did not understand, she had become more important to him than anything else. Still, what choice did he have?
“We should go in,” he told her.
Ensign Vernon said, “I will remain here, sir, if that is agreeable to you.”
“As you wish,” Gabe replied.
“Goodbye, madame.” The ensign stepped away.
Looking frightened but resigned, she merely nodded.
Gabe escorted her and her son through the door to the end of a hallway where two soldiers stood guard. The room they guarded was bare of furniture except one table and a chair, on which a British officer sat. In the room were about twenty people, older men, once French officials perhaps, and other women and children whose families had been destroyed.
Gabe spoke to the British officer, explaining the woman’s circumstance to him.
“What happens to them?” he asked the man.
The officer’s answer was curt. “The women and children will be sent back to France, if they have money for the passage.”
Gabe stepped away and fished in an inside pocket of his uniform, pulling out a purse full of coin, nearly all he possessed. Glancing around to make certain no one noticed, he pressed the purse into the woman’s hands. “You will need this.”
Her eyes widened as her fingers closed around the small leather bag. “Capitaine—”
He pressed her hand. “No argument. No—” he pronounced it the French way “—argument.”
She closed her other hand around his and the power of her gaze tugged at something deep inside him. It was inexplicable, but saying goodbye felt like losing a part of himself.
He did not even know her name.
He pulled his hand from hers and pointed to himself. “Gabriel Deane.” If she needed him, she would at least know his name.
“Gabriel,” she whispered, speaking his name with the beauty of her French accent. “Merci. Que Dieu vous bénisse.”
His brows knit in confusion. He’d forgotten most of the French he’d learned in school.
She struggled for words. “Dieu … God …” She crossed herself. “Bénisse.”
“Bless?” he guessed.
She nodded.
He forced himself to take a step back. “Au revoir, madame.”
Clenching his teeth, Gabe turned and started for the door before he did something foolish. Like kiss her. Or leave with her. She was a stranger, nothing more, important only in his fantasies. Not in reality.
“Gabriel!”
He halted.
She ran to him.
She placed both hands on his cheeks and pulled his head down to kiss him on the lips. With her face still inches from his, she whispered, “My name is Emmaline Mableau.”
He was afraid to speak for fear of betraying the swirling emotions inside him. An intense surge of longing enveloped him.
He desired her as a man desires a woman. It was foolish beyond everything. Dishonourable, as well, since she’d just lost her husband to hands not unlike his own.
He met her gaze and held it a moment before fleeing out the door.
But his thoughts repeated, over and over—Emmaline Mableau.
Brussels, Belgium—May 1815
Emmaline Mableau!
Gabe’s heart pounded when he caught a glimpse of the woman from whom he’d parted three years before. Carrying a package, she walked briskly through the narrow Brussels streets. It was Emmaline Mableau, he was convinced.
Or very nearly convinced.
He’d always imagined her back in France, living in some small village, with parents … or a new husband.
But here she was, in Belgium.
Brussels had many French people, so it was certainly possible for her to reside here. Twenty years of French rule had only ended the year before when Napoleon was defeated.
Defeated for the first time, Gabe meant. L’Empereur had escaped from his exile on Elba. He’d raised an army and was now on the march to regain his empire. Gabe’s regiment, the Royal Scots, was part of Wellington’s Allied Army and would soon cross swords with Napoleon’s forces again.
Many of the English aristocracy had poured into Brussels after the treaty, fleeing the high prices in England, looking for elegant living at little
