Colonial Trauma. Karima Lazali

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exposed by religious morality and the reigning ideology. And yet it seeks treatment in order to find a self it may no longer recognize. But one mask only gives way to another in an endless cycle as the subject continues to prop up the censorship under which it is so clearly suffering.

      Seeking cover within its own subjectivity, the subject gets lost amid its own disguises and fear sets in. Indeed, it grows fearful of its own movements in the silent darkness, afraid it may disappear into the blank space of speech. Nabile Farès evokes this state:

      Fear of oneself, fear of others. Fear of oneself: yes, as though haunted from within; haunted in the most visceral way, as though you could feel the brittle limit of your life, right there, inside your body; as though your body defined the limit, the limit of resistance and of duration; as though you needed to learn how to hide your body, just like you learn to hide your feelings.17

      Initially, the subject dons a whole series of masks needed for its acts of détournement. But then, little by little, it finds itself the victim of its own act. The more it loses itself in its roles, the closer it comes to the fear it strove to escape in its playacting. The whole affair unfolds outside of speech in the greatest secrecy. The scale of this “silent act,” one that remains protected from onlookers, raises some pressing questions: to what extent is the subject’s act a performance? Does this personal performance mirror the political dynamic of the larger public?

      This sheds light on how the individual bolsters the LRP bloc by unwittingly performing its dictates. A growing religious morality suppresses differences in lifestyle, thought, and beliefs. It doesn’t allow for any separation between the inside (one’s superego) and moral principles. This lack of separation makes it hard to know precisely who – which superego – is speaking. Is it the subject or the voice of a community of believers converted to a new form of Islam spread from the Middle East? There is no room for this question in the subjective space of the patient. Both voices merge to form a single entity, resulting in an endless internal struggle. Treatment takes place amid this war with censorship, which, striving to contain fear, ends up making it spread more aggressively. In the land of the LRP, for both the patient and the analyst, it is hard to get over this embattled struggle.

      Desire must be discreet and cunning in order to counter the subject’s morality, which is reinforced and amplified by the larger public, morality’s faithful guardian.

      Confusion becomes the subject’s best tactic for creating a secret, off-stage site within its subjectivity and for deceiving fear (from within and without). These ploys occur on a daily basis, and one of the most noteworthy among them concerns conjugal schemes, especially for gay men and women.

      The practice of détournement opens up a whole field of desires and fantasies, but it does nothing to challenge censorship and other taboos, which remain in full force. This subversive, and at times transgressive, tactic is subtle, as it outwardly conforms with censorship. Why flout the censors when you can profit from them at little cost to satisfy your desires? This logic can be found operating on many levels. At its best, it can subvert private life by bringing to light valuable discoveries on the social stage. But, more often than not, as the endless performances of détournement remain invisible, they are robbed of their subversive potential. The reign of secrecy is upheld by all as the (silent) path of salvation against a deafening censorship. A potentially subversive act that can lead to change and transformation is thus disabled. Right where an irreversible break should have occurred we have instead invisible performances played out in the dark. Détournement teams up with subversion only to cancel each other out.

      Whereas détournement upholds the established order, allowing for only a small number of desires to be satisfied, subversion overthrows it. In other words, subversion creates staggeringly new signifiers that bring the endless performances to a stop. Détournement, for its part, does just the opposite, churning out performance after performance with no end in sight. This clearly prevents a new subject position from emerging, which could lead to an irreversible emancipation from censorship. Instead, there is an endless game of hide-and-seek going on in private and social life. Difficult to identify and delimit, censorship creates a need for transgression. This is felt by the subject every day, but it also signals a more serious transgression: material and moral corruption, including the deliberate distortion [détournement] of existing laws (see chapter 7). Détournement works with and against disruption. The fact that citizens perceive the law as inoperative is a case in point. Each individual is left to fend for him- or herself. The subject is at the mercy of inexplicable taboos designed to serve the interests of some individuals as well as amoral and arbitrary laws imposed by the religious sphere.

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