A Hidden Life and Other Poems. George MacDonald

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New thoughts arose; which, when still night awoke,

       He ever sought, like stars, with instruments;

       By science, or by wise philosophy,

       Bridging the gulf between them and the known;

       And thus preparing for the coming months,

       When in the time of snow, old Scotland's sons

       Reap wisdom in the silence of the year.

      His sire was proud of him; and, most of all,

       Because his learning did not make him proud.

       A wise man builds not much upon his lore.

       The neighbours asked what he would make his son.

       "I'll make a man of him," the old man said;

       "And for the rest, just what he likes himself.

       But as he is my only son, I think

       He'll keep the old farm joined to the old name;

       And I shall go to the churchyard content,

       Leaving my name amongst my fellow men,

       As safe, thank God, as if I bore it still."

       But sons are older than their sires full oft

       In the new world that cometh after this.

      So four years long his life went to and fro

       Betwixt the scarlet gown and rough blue coat;

       The garret study and the wide-floored barn;

       The wintry city, and the sunny fields.

       In each his quiet mind was well content,

       Because he was himself, where'er he was.

      Not in one channel flowed his seeking thoughts;

       To no profession did he ardent turn:

       He knew his father's wish—it was his own.

       "Why should a man," he said, "when knowledge grows,

       Leave therefore the old patriarchal life,

       And seek distinction in the noise of men?"

       And yet he turned his face on every side;

       Went with the doctors to the lecture-room,

       And saw the inner form of man laid bare;

       Went with the chymists, where the skilful hand,

       Revering laws higher than Nature's self,

       Makes Nature do again, before our eyes,

       And in a moment, what, in many years,

       And in the veil of vastness and lone deeps,

       She laboureth at alway, then best content

       When man inquires into her secret ways;

       Yea, turned his asking eye on every source

       Whence knowledge floweth for the hearts of men,

       Kneeling at some, and drinking freely there.

       And at the end, when he had gained the right

       To sit with covered head before the rank

       Of black-gowned senators; and all these men

       Were ready at a word to speed him on,

       Proud of their pupil, towards any goal

       Where he might fix his eye; he took his books,

       What little of his gown and cap remained,

       And, leaving with a sigh the ancient walls,

       With the old stony crown, unchanging, grey,

       Amidst the blandishments of airy Spring,

       He sought for life the lone ancestral farm.

      With simple gladness met him on the road

       His grey-haired father, elder brother now.

       Few words were spoken, little welcome said,

       But much was understood on either side.

       If with a less delight he brought him home

       Than he that met the prodigal returned,

       Yet with more confidence, more certain joy;

       And with the leaning pride that old men feel

       In young strong arms that draw their might from them,

       He led him to the house. His sister there,

       Whose kisses were not many, but whose eyes

       Were full of watchfulness and hovering love,

       Set him beside the fire in the old place,

       And heaped the table with best country fare.

       And when the night grew deep, the father rose,

       And led his son (who wondered why they went,

       And in the darkness made a tortuous path

       Through the corn-ricks) to an old loft, above

       The stable where his horses rested still.

       Entering, he saw some plan-pursuing hand

       Had been at work. The father, leading on

       Across the floor, heaped up with waiting grain,

       Opened a door. An unexpected light

       Flashed on them from a cheerful lamp and fire,

       That burned alone, as in a fairy tale.

       And lo! a little room, white-curtained bed,

       An old arm-chair, bookshelves, and writing desk,

       And some old prints of deep Virgilian woods,

       And one a country churchyard, on the walls.

       The young man stood and spoke not. The old love

       Seeking and finding incarnation new,

       Drew from his heart, as from the earth the sun,

       Warm tears. The good, the fatherly old man,

       Honouring in his son the simple needs

      

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