too much, you need to tell me to stop.”
“I don’t want you to ever stop,” I said. “I have been in a holding pattern. I’m not sure which direction to take. I’ve had anxiety about you leaving. I just don’t know how to leave a close friend like you and not feel that I will ever see you again. I have no idea where this comes from and how to fix it. I mean, really, who wants to spend their entire time with me? After a while, everyone needs to take a break.”
“We can work on that,” he said. “That’s half the battle, now that I know there’s a problem. We can work on our time apart. After a while, you will start to feel safe and secure about our friendship. Do you think that you are the only one feeling this way? I’m also struggling inside.”
That afternoon, we met up with Grace for dinner and discussed the storage of the Ford. Our conversations were varied and consisted of different ways to relax.
“Bradleigh, do you practice any forms of meditation?” she asked.
“I have never been very successful trying that on for size,” I said. “I can sit quiet and calm, but that’s as far as I can take it. I can’t seem to visualize anything in my mind with my eyes closed. All I see is black.”
“I see,” she said. “Do you think this might change now that you are able to memorize music? You said earlier that when you were in your ‘void,’ you saw the notes and beats flying through the air?”
“That’s a good question,” I said. “The difference now is that I am not able to quiet my mind. Things keep flashing in and out, and I feel the need to explore everything as it appears.”
“This is going to be a challenge,” she said. “It can’t be good for you to be switched on twenty-four hours a day. You need to be able to have some downtime.” That evening, she suggested going out for dinner.
“Anything but Mexican,” I said for obvious reasons.
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