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already something stirred in her, something reared its head.

      The voice said, "Frightened?" It mocked, "Poor little girl!"

      "Not in the least," said she. As she spoke that weak thing within her seemed to uncoil, to grow suddenly tremendously strong; she longed to go!

      And just as if this was quite understood by the other, the voice said, gently and softly, but finally, "Come along!"

      Beryl stepped over her low window, crossed the veranda, ran down the grass to the gate. He was there before her.

      "That's right," breathed the voice, and it teased, "You're not frightened, are you? You're not frightened?"

      She was; now she was here she was terrified, and it seemed to her everything was different. The moonlight stared and glittered; the shadows were like bars of iron. Her hand was taken.

      "Not in the least," she said lightly. "Why should I be?"

      Her hand was pulled gently, tugged. She held back.

      "No, I'm not coming any farther," said Beryl.

      "Oh, rot!" Harry Kember didn't believe her. "Come along! We'll just go as far as that fuchsia bush. Come along!"

      The fuchsia bush was tall. It fell over the fence in a shower. There was a little pit of darkness beneath.

      "No, really, I don't want to," said Beryl.

      For a moment Harry Kember didn't answer. Then he came close to her, turned to her, smiled and said quickly, "Don't be silly! Don't be silly!"

      His smile was something she'd never seen before. Was he drunk? That bright, blind, terrifying smile froze her with horror. What was she doing? How had she got here? the stern garden asked her as the gate pushed open, and quick as a cat Harry Kember came through and snatched her to him.

      "Cold little devil! Cold little devil!" said the hateful voice.

      But Beryl was strong. She slipped, ducked, wrenched free.

      "You are vile, vile," said she.

      "Then why in God's name did you come?" stammered Harry Kember.

      Nobody answered him.

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      A CLOUD, small, serene, floated across the moon. In that moment of darkness the sea sounded deep, troubled. Then the cloud sailed away, and the sound of the sea was a vague murmur, as though it waked out of a dark dream. All was still.

       Table of Contents

       Chapter I.

       Chapter II.

       Chapter III.

       Chapter IV.

       Chapter V.

       Chapter VI.

       Chapter VII.

       Chapter VIII.

       Chapter IX.

       Chapter X.

       Chapter XI.

       Chapter XII.

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      THE week after was one of the busiest weeks of their lives. Even when they went to bed it was only their bodies that lay down and rested; their minds went on, thinking things out, talking things over, wondering, deciding, trying to remember where...

      Constantia lay like a statue, her hands by her sides, her feet just overlapping each other, the sheet up to her chin. She stared at the ceiling.

      "Do you think father would mind if we gave his top-hat to the porter?"

      "The porter?" snapped Josephine. "Why ever the porter? What a very extraordinary idea!"

      "Because," said Constantia slowly, "he must often have to go to funerals. And I noticed at—at the cemetery that he only had a bowler." She paused. "I thought then how very much he'd appreciate a top-hat. We ought to give him a present, too. He was always very nice to father."

      "But," cried Josephine, flouncing on her pillow and staring across the dark at Constantia, "father's head!" And suddenly, for one awful moment, she nearly giggled. Not, of course, that she felt in the least like giggling. It must have been habit. Years ago, when they had stayed awake at night talking, their beds had simply heaved. And now the porter's head, disappearing, popped out, like a candle, under father's hat... The giggle mounted, mounted; she clenched her hands; she fought it down; she frowned fiercely at the dark and said "Remember" terribly sternly.

      "We can decide to-morrow," she said.

      Constantia had noticed nothing; she sighed.

      "Do you think we ought to have our dressing-gowns dyed as well?"

      "Black?" almost shrieked Josephine.

      "Well, what else?" said Constantia. "I was thinking—it doesn't seem quite sincere, in a way, to wear black out of doors and when we're fully dressed, and then when we're at home—"

      "But nobody sees us," said Josephine. She gave the bedclothes such a twitch that both her feet became uncovered, and she had to creep up the pillows to get them well under again.

      "Kate does," said Constantia. "And the postman very well might."

      Josephine thought of her dark-red slippers, which matched her dressing-gown, and of Constantia's favourite indefinite green ones which went with hers. Black! Two black dressing-gowns and two pairs of black woolly slippers, creeping off to the bathroom like black cats.

      "I

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