MOTHER (Russian Literature Classic). Максим Горький

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laughed at first; but suddenly grew silent and thoughtful, and said in a low voice to the mother:

      "I had a nurse who was also ever so kind. How strange, Pelagueya Nilovna! The workingmen live such a hard, outraged life, and yet there is more heart, more goodness in them than in—those!" And she waved her hand, pointing somewhere far, very far from herself.

      "See what sort of a person you are," the older woman answered. "You have left your own family and everything—" She was unable to finish her thought, and heaving a sigh looked silently into Natasha's face with a feeling of gratitude to the girl for she knew not what. She sat on the floor before Natasha, who smiled and fell to musing.

      "I have abandoned my family?" she repeated, bending her head down. "That's nothing. My father is a stupid, coarse man—my brother also—and a drunkard, besides. My oldest sister—unhappy, wretched thing—married a man much older than herself, very rich, a bore and greedy. But my mother I am sorry for! She's a simple woman like you, a beaten-down, frightened creature, so tiny, like a little mouse—she runs so quickly and is afraid of everybody. And sometimes I want to see her so—my mother!"

      "My poor thing!" said the mother sadly, shaking her head.

      The girl quickly threw up her head and cried out:

      "Oh, no! At times I feel such joy, such happiness!"

      Her face paled and her blue eyes gleamed. Placing her hands on the mother's shoulders she said with a deep voice issuing from her very heart, quietly as if in an ecstasy:

      "If you knew—if you but understood what a great, joyous work we are doing! You will come to feel it!" she exclaimed with conviction.

      A feeling akin to envy touched the heart of the mother. Rising from the floor she said plaintively:

      "I am too old for that—ignorant and old."

      Pavel spoke more and more often and at greater length, discussed more and more hotly, and—grew thinner and thinner. It seemed to his mother that when he spoke to Natasha or looked at her his eyes turned softer, his voice sounded fonder, and his entire bearing became simpler.

      "Heaven grant!" she thought; and imagining Natasha as her daughter-in-law, she smiled inwardly.

      Whenever at the meetings the disputes waxed too hot and stormy, the Little Russian stood up, and rocking himself to and fro like the tongue of a bell, he spoke in his sonorous, resonant voice simple and good words which allayed their excitement and recalled them to their purpose. Vyesovshchikov always kept hurrying everybody on somewhere. He and the red-haired youth called Samoylov were the first to begin all disputes. On their side were always Ivan Bukin, with the round head and the white eyebrows and lashes, who looked as if he had been hung out to dry, or washed out with lye; and the curly-headed, lofty-browed Fedya Mazin. Modest Yakob Somov, always smoothly combed and clean, spoke little and briefly, with a quiet, serious voice, and always took sides with Pavel and the Little Russian.

      Sometimes, instead of Natasha, Alexey Ivanovich, a native of some remote government, came from the city. He wore eyeglasses, his beard was shiny, and he spoke with a peculiar singing voice. He produced the impression of a stranger from a far-distant land. He spoke about simple matters—about family life, about children, about commerce, the police, the price of bread and meat—about everything by which people live from day to day; and in everything he discovered fraud, confusion, and stupidity, sometimes setting these matters in a humorous light, but always showing their decided disadvantage to the people.

      To the mother, too, it seemed that he had come from far away, from another country, where all the people lived a simple, honest, easy life, and that here everything was strange to him, that he could not get accustomed to this life and accept it as inevitable, that it displeased him, and that it aroused in him a calm determination to rearrange it after his own model. His face was yellowish, with thin, radiate wrinkles around his eyes, his voice low, and his hands always warm. In greeting the mother he would enfold her entire hand in his long, powerful fingers, and after such a vigorous hand clasp she felt more at ease and lighter of heart.

      Other people came from the city, oftenest among them a tall, well-built young girl with large eyes set in a thin, pale face. She was called Sashenka. There was something manly in her walk and movements; she knit her thick, dark eyebrows in a frown, and when she spoke the thin nostrils of her straight nose quivered.

      She was the first to say, "We are socialists!" Her voice when she said it was loud and strident.

      When the mother heard this word, she stared in dumb fright into the girl's face. But Sashenka, half closing her eyes, said sternly and resolutely: "We must give up all our forces to the cause of the regeneration of life; we must realize that we will receive no recompense."

      The mother understood that the socialists had killed the Czar. It had happened in the days of her youth; and people had then said that the landlords, wishing to revenge themselves on the Czar for liberating the peasant serfs, had vowed not to cut their hair until the Czar should be killed. These were the persons who had been called socialists. And now she could not understand why it was that her son and his friends were socialists.

      When they had all departed, she asked Pavel:

      "Pavlusha, are you a socialist?"

      "Yes," he said, standing before her, straight and stalwart as always. "Why?"

      The mother heaved a heavy sigh, and lowering her eyes, said:

      "So, Pavlusha? Why, they are against the Czar; they killed one."

      Pavel walked up and down the room, ran his hand across his face, and, smiling, said:

      "We don't need to do that!"

      He spoke to her for a long while in a low, serious voice. She looked into his face and thought:

      "He will do nothing bad; he is incapable of doing bad!"

      And thereafter the terrible word was repeated with increasing frequency; its sharpness wore off, and it became as familiar to her ear as scores of other words unintelligible to her. But Sashenka did not please her, and when she came the mother felt troubled and ill at ease.

      Once she said to the Little Russian, with an expression of dissatisfaction about the mouth:

      "What a stern person this Sashenka is! Flings her commands around!—You must do this and you must do that!"

      The Little Russian laughed aloud.

      "Well said, mother! You struck the nail right on the head! Hey, Pavel?"

      And with a wink to the mother, he said with a jovial gleam in his eyes:

      "You can't drain the blue blood out of a person even with a pump!"

      Pavel remarked dryly:

      "She is a good woman!" His face glowered.

      "And that's true, too!" the Little Russian corroborated. "Only she does not understand that she ought to——"

      They started up an argument about something the mother did not understand. The mother noticed, also, that Sashenka was most stern with Pavel, and that sometimes she even scolded him. Pavel smiled, was silent, and looked in the girl's face with that soft look he had formerly given Natasha. This likewise

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