purpose.
Part II is where I delve into the ‘how-to’ of controlling your financial destiny. I'll teach you about the nuts and bolts of investing your money and maximising your potential: the best tools to use, how to manage risk, and how to learn the habits of thinking and discipline that only the top 1 per cent of successful people know.
Sprinkled throughout the book you'll find:
bulletproof tips. These are takeaways and action items that I deem to be essential.
case studies. These are experiences of real-life people I've met over the years — people I've helped and in the process learned from and been inspired by.
I hope I can help you, too, to be inspired to begin your journey towards bulletproof financial freedom and control by reading this book.
PART I GROWING PAINS
Part I of this book is about gaining control of your personal finances, and the consequences of failing to do so. I share my own experience as well as other experiences that are personal and important to me.
At the end of this part, you will have heard the cautionary tales and warning sounds I set out to share. You'll also be armed with a method and mindset that will allow you to take (or take back) control of your personal finances.
CHAPTER 1 Losing my best mate
I lost my dad, my best mate, in March 2019. He was just 59 years old. He died tragically and unexpectedly when he was hit by a train in suburban Melbourne. The impact killed him instantly. Dad's death is by far and away the hardest and most traumatic experience I have ever had to deal with.
My father was an ebullient character who lived life to the full. He was optimistic, generous and energetic — the life of every party. But not even those closest to him — my mum, his partner (Mum and Dad had separated at this point), his brothers and sisters, his own children — knew of his personal challenges until the end.
Despite having solid, well-paying jobs for most of his career, Dad never quite reached the point of being in control of his money. Financial independence continually eluded him and, such was his anxiety around money that, for 30 years straight, he took tablets nightly just to get to sleep.
Dad and Mum lived a rollercoaster lifestyle, often devoid of financial stability. There were gambling debts, two failed businesses, a Part 10 insolvency and two bankruptcies interspersed with periods of financial success and solidarity. They owned their home on four separate occasions but, eventually, the ongoing absence of certainty and order took its toll.
Dad moved out of our family home when my parents separated at the end of 2006, just as I was entering my final year of high school. I lived with Mum and my two sisters until I graduated, but there was never any doubt that I would find my way back to Dad, at least part time. The following year, I started spending a few nights a week at his house and before long, I had moved in permanently.
They were the best few years of my life, the two of us bunking down together in a unit in Broadbeach on the Gold Coast. We would cook each other meals during the week and spend big chunks of the weekend together, often watching the St Kilda AFL game or sharing a beer after I had played a game of footy. Then we would go our separate ways — I to nightclubs with my mates and he to a bar with a few friends — but there was a very special bond between us.
In 2011, I moved to Brisbane, while Dad went south to explore business opportunities in Melbourne. As much as we were a long way apart geographically, rarely did a day go by that I didn't speak with him on the phone for half an hour or more. He was my best mate, confidant, chief motivational officer and number one fan. I was the same for him.
Then, early in the morning on Sunday, 31 March 2019, my life was turned upside down. I had been staying in Dad's two-bedroom apartment in the heart of Melbourne with my then partner, now wife, Hannah. We had enjoyed a fantastic day on the Friday at the wedding of good friends before bouncing back at the ‘recovery’ in a pub in Richmond the following day.
I had to get back to Queensland on the Sunday, but Hannah was planning to stay at Dad's place again that night and work in Melbourne on Monday. Dad must have told me three times that weekend how happy and proud he was that Hannah felt comfortable enough to stay without me. He assured me that he and his partner Maree would look after her. Maree would prepare one of her famous roast dinners!
At 3 am on Sunday I was jarred from a deep sleep by the sound of Dad's doorbell ringing. I hauled myself out of bed and answered the intercom, surprised to see a police officer on the security monitor. Once the officer had confirmed who I was, he asked me to come downstairs; he had something to tell me. The moment I set foot on the landing, the officer hit me with the news.
‘I'm sorry, James, but your father David passed away earlier this morning,’ the police sergeant told me without fanfare.
What? What? I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I was in such a state of shock, I didn't even think to ask the officer how Dad had died. I dropped to my knees, head in hands. I sat. I lay down. I got up. I sat down again. I was trying to process what I had been told, but none of it made any sense.
It would come to light that there was CCTV footage of Dad leaving the pub at 10.30 pm. His body was found just after midnight between the Burnley and Heyington train stations in Melbourne's eastern suburbs. He had been hit by a train. As far as they could tell he had been walking on the railway tracks. That was all they knew at that point. The Victorian forensics team was investigating.
I had a thousand unanswered questions swirling around in my head. What on earth was he doing out there? In the eastern suburbs? That was the opposite direction from where he should have been headed after leaving the pub. How did he even get onto the train tracks? Did he leave the pub with anyone? Was he murdered? Was it suicide? Dark thoughts started popping into my head.
The rest of the morning was a blur. Shortly after receiving the news, I made my way to my cousin Joel's house (he lived a couple of minutes away from Dad). My aunts, uncles and cousins from Melbourne joined me there. Then it suddenly dawned on me: I had to call my sister Simone — who also lived in Melbourne — and break the heart-wrenching news to her. I remember freezing at the thought of that conversation. How do you tell your sister such devastating news? The kind that takes you from being in total control to complete chaos in a split second. It was even worse when she answered the phone.
‘Monie, it's Dad — he's passed away. We're at Joel's house. You need to get here now,’ I told her, stuttering and stammering.
Simone was instantly hysterical.
‘Dead? But he can't be. He's got to walk me down the aisle in November,’ she sobbed.
Her response was simply heart-breaking. Both of my sisters would be denied that simple pleasure, that moment when a proud father gives away his daughter at the altar to the man she loves. And their children would never get to meet their grandpa. All the significant milestones, the treasured relationships, lost forever.
I started crying uncontrollably.
I went on to call Dad's partner, Maree (she was away for the weekend and due to fly back into Melbourne that afternoon), then my mum and my other sister Bridget, and eventually some of Dad's closest mates. My uncle Jimmy would call all of Dad's brothers and sisters. These were among the
