The Battle of Darkness and Light . Джон Мильтон

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style="font-size:15px;">       Too tensely drawn the bowstring and the bow,

       And with less force the arrow hits the mark,

      So I gave way beneath that heavy burden,

       Outpouring in a torrent tears and sighs,

       And the voice flagged upon its passage forth.

      Whence she to me: "In those desires of mine

       Which led thee to the loving of that good,

       Beyond which there is nothing to aspire to,

      What trenches lying traverse or what chains

       Didst thou discover, that of passing onward

       Thou shouldst have thus despoiled thee of the hope?

      And what allurements or what vantages

       Upon the forehead of the others showed,

       That thou shouldst turn thy footsteps unto them?"

      After the heaving of a bitter sigh,

       Hardly had I the voice to make response,

       And with fatigue my lips did fashion it.

      Weeping I said: "The things that present were

       With their false pleasure turned aside my steps,

       Soon as your countenance concealed itself."

      And she: "Shouldst thou be silent, or deny

       What thou confessest, not less manifest

       Would be thy fault, by such a Judge 'tis known.

      But when from one's own cheeks comes bursting forth

       The accusal of the sin, in our tribunal

       Against the edge the wheel doth turn itself.

      But still, that thou mayst feel a greater shame

       For thy transgression, and another time

       Hearing the Sirens thou mayst be more strong,

      Cast down the seed of weeping and attend;

       So shalt thou hear, how in an opposite way

       My buried flesh should have directed thee.

      Never to thee presented art or nature

       Pleasure so great as the fair limbs wherein

       I was enclosed, which scattered are in earth.

      And if the highest pleasure thus did fail thee

       By reason of my death, what mortal thing

       Should then have drawn thee into its desire?

      Thou oughtest verily at the first shaft

       Of things fallacious to have risen up

       To follow me, who was no longer such.

      Thou oughtest not to have stooped thy pinions downward

       To wait for further blows, or little girl,

       Or other vanity of such brief use.

      The callow birdlet waits for two or three,

       But to the eyes of those already fledged,

       In vain the net is spread or shaft is shot."

      Even as children silent in their shame

       Stand listening with their eyes upon the ground,

       And conscious of their fault, and penitent;

      So was I standing; and she said: "If thou

       In hearing sufferest pain, lift up thy beard

       And thou shalt feel a greater pain in seeing."

      With less resistance is a robust holm

       Uprooted, either by a native wind

       Or else by that from regions of Iarbas,

      Than I upraised at her command my chin;

       And when she by the beard the face demanded,

       Well I perceived the venom of her meaning.

      And as my countenance was lifted up,

       Mine eye perceived those creatures beautiful

       Had rested from the strewing of the flowers;

      And, still but little reassured, mine eyes

       Saw Beatrice turned round towards the monster,

       That is one person only in two natures.

      Beneath her veil, beyond the margent green,

       She seemed to me far more her ancient self

       To excel, than others here, when she was here.

      So pricked me then the thorn of penitence,

       That of all other things the one which turned me

       Most to its love became the most my foe.

      Such self-conviction stung me at the heart

       O'erpowered I fell, and what I then became

       She knoweth who had furnished me the cause.

      Then, when the heart restored my outward sense,

       The lady I had found alone, above me

       I saw, and she was saying, "Hold me, hold me."

      Up to my throat she in the stream had drawn me,

       And, dragging me behind her, she was moving

       Upon the water lightly as a shuttle.

      When I was near unto the blessed shore,

       "Asperges me," I heard so sweetly sung,

       Remember it I cannot, much less write it.

      The beautiful lady opened wide her arms,

       Embraced my head, and plunged me underneath,

       Where I was forced to swallow of the water.

      Then forth she drew me, and all dripping brought

       Into the dance of the four beautiful,

       And each one with her arm did cover me.

      'We

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