of my life that I could no longer keep secret really unsettled me.
| [The Spirit says:] ‘These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name.’ Revelation 3.7–8 |
So I drove to my parents to borrow a plane, but I forgot to take it away with me. I tried someone from my church, but they were on holiday, and someone else had the right tool but the wrong attachment. For one reason or another time went by and I couldn’t get hold of what I needed. And an unexpected thing happened – I got used to living with the door open. Instead of changing the door, so that I could live in the way I used to, I found that I had changed my behaviour so that it didn’t matter whether the door was open or shut.
It strikes me that this is a powerful picture of how I want to lead the whole of my Christian life. I want to come to the point at which people could peep through the door at anything I do, hear anything I say, tune into anything I think, and I could display it all with complete integrity. I would not be ashamed or embarrassed, even slightly, by the difference between the standards Jesus has set me and the standards I actually keep.
Oh boy! That is what I want in theory, but there is a daunting amount that needs to be dealt with if I am ever going to live my whole life with the door open. If I am to live with God’s will done on earth as it is in heaven, as I have prayed thousands of times over the years, I need a total change of attitude.
| Open wide the windows of our spirits and fill us full of light. Open wide the doors of our hearts, that we may receive and entertain thee with all our powers of adoration. Christina Rossetti, poet, 1830–94 |
And heaven is where that change of attitude begins. If Jesus is raised from the dead, as Christians proclaim, then there is a real sense in which we who have joined ourselves to him in our Christian faith are also raised from the dead with him. Not in the future, but in the present! A person who has allied himself or herself to Christ has, in a sense, already died to what went before and is raised with Jesus to become part of the heavenly community. Jesus sees us spiritually as already with him in heaven. All we are doing is waiting for our bodies to catch up with the reality.
If the fact of the matter is that our home is with God in heaven, then that ought to make a noticeable difference. The only logical response is for our behaviour from day to day to be godly. Heavenly! If we really believe that what Jesus has done for us has opened the door between heaven and earth, then we need to live our Christian lives with the door open.
The Bible’s challenge is this: Be what you are. There are things in our lives that we don’t want other Christians to find out about. If it were possible, we would prefer that God didn’t find out about them either. We would rather keep them hidden. They are the things for which we need a fully functional door.
| Value the silent power of a consistent life. Florence Nightingale, nurse, 1820–1910 |
So how do you know what to do when you are living with the door open? Imagine what standards will feel natural, easy, comfortable, joyful to everyone in heaven, and set your heart on living them out on earth. They won’t feel so easy and probably not so gratifying from a personal point of view, but they will feel right. What standards of language will seem enriching in heaven? Use them now with confidence and there will be nothing that you can only say behind closed doors. What sexual standards will seem selfless and thrilling in heaven? Practise them now so that there is nothing which seems a guilty secret. How will your relationships with people look in heaven, when hurts and jealousies and lies are things of the past? Live out now what you actually are: someone hidden with Christ, not someone concealing dusty stuff in a corner that the vacuum cleaner will never quite reach.
Paul, I think I’m going to take the door off its hinges!
| Detox: Make a mental list of things in your life that you would rather keep hidden – not necessarily objects, but invisible things such as thoughts, habits and attitudes. Bring them one by one into God’s presence and consider what he might be telling you about himself. |
Lord Jesus Christ, help me to turn my home into a place of goodness, care and integrity, fit to welcome you in whenever I open the door. Amen.
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