HEART!. Timothy D. Kanold
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Great teaching is always a form of love.
—John Ortberg
Think of the best teacher you have ever known (you may or may not have been his or her student).
Great teaching is always a form of love.
Think about those words for a moment. Do you agree? Can you think of one great teacher you have known who did not demonstrate love? Every parent knows when a teacher loves his or her child. Every child knows when there is an atmosphere of love in the classroom. And yet, it is one of the hardest emotions we share. We so easily fall in and out of love with our work, our students, and our colleagues. We use our love to inspire joy and sometimes to cause harm.
Great educators do so much more than share information; teach ideas, concepts, and facts; and give and grade assignments. Great teachers—most likely the person you named in that box—saw (or sees) beyond your failures and frailties. Great teachers and leaders see beyond your predisposed rough edges. They open you up—your mind and your heart—to a world of learning and new meaning. They teach you with a whole heart.
Name this teacher. Then list three characteristics that describe what this person contributed or contributes to your life as a student or colleague. Is there a favorite memory or experience you remember having with this teacher?
Brené Brown is a research professor at the University of Houston graduate college of social work. As of this writing, her TED talk at Ted.com is one of the top ten most viewed with over six million viewers. She is the author of three New York Times bestsellers, including Daring Greatly in 2012. In the book, she defines wholehearted living as follows:
Wholehearted living is about engaging in our lives from a place of worthiness. It means cultivating the courage, compassion, and connection to wake up in the morning and think, No matter what gets done and how much is left undone, I am enough. It’s going to bed at night thinking, Yes, I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.14
It was the day after Christmas as I wrote my final blog entry for 2013. Looking back, I wish I had not taken her life for granted quite so much. I suppose we always think we can make life really matter a little bit more in the next season of our professional lives. And there is always next year, a next school season, right?
Not always.
That morning, December 26, the most wholehearted teacher I ever knew unexpectedly passed away. Mary Layco was beloved. Joyful. Smart. Grace filled. Lover of mathematics. Lover of students. Completely engaged from a place of worthiness.
Mary was humble but confident. Fair but tough. Her gift in life was teaching. She taught algebra and calculus for thirty-five years to all kinds of rough-edged students. And they loved her right back. She belongs in the mathematics teacher hall of fame. Mary was a pro’s pro—a natural. And she maximized every ounce of her teaching talent, with double the effort of most colleagues, in an attempt to become great for her students.
Take a moment to connect to Brown’s view of wholehearted living by thinking about your current professional role in your school. What is your response to her words for you and for your students?
Teaching was definitely her calling. She had a love affair with her work every day, every week, every month, every year. If Mary was having a bad moment, you didn’t know it.
She was a popular teacher for all the right reasons. As a student in her class, you would find rigor, wisdom, teamwork, ways to think creatively, confidence that you could do it, and, perhaps most important, you would have fun! Fun with algebra and fun with calculus! Imagine.
Over the years at Adlai E. Stevenson High School in Lincolnshire, Illinois, I am pretty sure we had hundreds of students take calculus just for a shot at being in Mary’s class. One year, I taught calculus just so I could be on her teaching team. She taught me how to sing songs to get students to remember important rules, like the duet we created around Aretha Franklin’s “Chain of Fools” as we taught the chain rule for derivatives to our classes.
Unexpectedly, Mary became seriously ill. The outpouring of love for her was amazing, and I am sure for her family—heartfelt, real, kind, and, perhaps too, a bit overwhelming. Events like this reveal a visceral response of thanks, gratefulness, and an inner desire to say, “Do you know how much we really love you?”
And there had been this deep and sudden sadness. You stop your life for a moment and allow yourself to weep for such sadness. Knowing that the next season—in this case the 2014–2015 season—would not come for our local hero.
When I first met Mary, she did not think she was such a hero. She did not think she was worthy to teach calculus. Similar to how a second-grade teacher might not think she can teach fifth grade, Mary thought the content was beyond her knowledge base. She exemplified, however, the second part of Brené Brown’s quote: “Yes, I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.”15
Over the years, she would write to me (I was her boss, so to speak) and tell me about how I had been her coach, mentor, and inspiration to become the best teacher she could be. In the end, I would tell her she had it backward. Mary was my coach, my mentor, and my inspiration. She made me want to be the best teacher and leader and best person I could be. I was the one who was imperfect and vulnerable, and she let me know I could be brave and worthy of love and belonging. She had that kind of effect on her students and her colleagues.
It is why love is at the heart of your happiness in this profession.
Mary was a legacy-building, inspirational teacher and friend. She lives in the memories of all of us blessed enough to know her. She did not get to name or claim the school season in which her career would end. For her and her students, it was cut short before she and they were ready. This teacher, who loved students beyond reason, did not get to open up a new school season. And all who knew her suffered for it.
Fast-forward eight months to the start of the 2014–2015 school season. “Will it be a good one or not?” we asked. Mary was not there to respond, however. Then, before you know it, all of a sudden here comes your next season, and your next one—you blink and it is the 2028–2029 season. Graduation for the kindergarten students of 2016–2017! And for some of you reading this book, that will be it. Your final season! No more chances to get it really right!
Take a moment. Think way ahead. Remember too, that like Mary, sometimes we do not always get to name our final school season. That is why making sure this current school season of your life matters and is so important. What would you like to be able to look back on and say you accomplished?
Mary was passionate about making every season of her teaching career really count. She believed in PMA—positive mental attitude—and thought every one of her colleagues and students