Ложь во спасение. Ольга Егорова

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разрывает меня на части, когда я вижу тебя

      И когда не вижу.

      И ты не станешь ничем иным, кроме страдания,

      Вместо того, чтобы быть трепетной надеждой.

      Под моим солнцем – тишина.

      Под другим солнцем ты.

      Стихотворение Хуана Гелмана, 1930,

      В переводе Натальи Калининой.

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      Спасибо, я счастлив видеть вас здесь.

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