Buying a Fishing Rod for my Grandfather. Gao Xingjian
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“It’s cool, and the view is quite beautiful,” I said.
“Sit down. I’ll be leaving shortly.”
It seemed that he was offering a kind of apology. He too sat down on the grass beside the flagstones.
He opened his bag and said, “Would you like a melon?”
“No, thanks,” I said straightaway. But he threw me one anyway. I caught it and was about to throw it back.
“It’s nothing. I’ve got half a bag of them here,” he said, raising the heavy bag to show me and taking out another melon as he spoke. I couldn’t say no, so I took a parcel of snacks from my backpack, opened it and held it out to him. “Try our snacks,” I said.
He took a small piece of cake and put it on top of his bag.
“That’s enough for me,” he said. “Go on, eat it.” He squeezed the melon in his big hands, cracking the brittle skin. “They’re clean. I washed them in the river.” He tossed away a piece of rind and shouted in the direction of the gate, “Take a break! Come and eat some melon!”
“But there are long-horned grasshoppers here!” A boy’s voice came from beyond the gate; then the boy himself appeared on the slope, holding a wire cage.
“There are plenty of them. I’ll catch some for you later,” the man replied.
The little boy came towards us, bouncing and jumping as he ran.
“Is it school holidays?” I asked, and, copying the man, cracked our melon into pieces.
“It’s Sunday today, so I brought him out,” he replied.
We were so engrossed with our own holiday that we had forgotten what day of the week it was. Fangfang took a bite of the melon and smiled at me to indicate that he was a good man. There are, in fact, many good people in the world.
“Eat it. It’s from Uncle and Auntie over there,” he said to the boy, who was staring at the cream cake on top of his bag. The boy had clearly grown up in this town and never seen such a cake. He took it and ate it right away.
“Is he your son?” I asked.
The man didn’t reply, but said to the boy, “Take some melon and go and play. I’ll catch you some grasshoppers later.”
“I want to catch five of them!” the boy said.
“All right, we’ll catch five.”
The man watched as the boy ran off with the wire cage in his hand. There were deep creases at the corners of his eyes.
“He isn’t my son,” he said, looking down and taking out a cigarette. He struck a match and dragged hard. Then, sensing our surprise, he added, “He’s my cousin’s, on my father’s side. I want to adopt him, but it depends on whether he’s willing to come and stay with me.”
Suddenly we understood that this stern man’s heart was churning with emotion.
“What about your wife?” Fangfang couldn’t help asking. There was no reply. He puffed hard on his cigarette, got up, and left.
We felt the chill of the mountain air. On the brilliant yellow tiles, the fresh grass that had sprouted in the spring was as tall as the old withered stalks, and both swayed in the breeze. In the blue sky, a floating cloud that seemed to hang on the corner of a flying eave created the impression that the temple itself was tilting. A broken tile at the edge of the eave looked as if it were about to fall. Probably it had sat that way for years without falling.
The man was standing on a mound that had once been a wall, and for a long time he just stared out at the mountains and valleys. In the distance the ridges were higher and steeper than the hill we were on, but on the mountain slopes there were no terraced fields and no houses to be seen.
“You shouldn’t have asked him,” I said.
“Oh, stop it.” Fangfang looked upset.
“There’s a grasshopper here!” came the boy’s voice from the other side of the hill. It seemed far away but was quite clear.
The man strode off in that direction, swinging the bag of rock melons as he disappeared from sight. I put a hand on Fangfang’s shoulder and pulled her towards me.
“Don’t.” She turned away.
“There’s a bit of grass in your hair,” I explained, removing a pine needle that had stuck to her hair.
“That tile is about to fall,” Fangfang said. She, too, had noticed the broken tile hanging there precariously. “It would be good if it fell. Otherwise it might injure someone,” she mumbled.
“It might be a while before it does fall,” I said.
We walked to the mound where the man had been standing. In the valley there was a stretch of farmland, dense crops of luxuriant green barley and broomcorn millet, waiting for the autumn harvest. Below us, on a level part of the slope, stood a few mud huts, their bottom halves newly coated in brilliant white lime. The man was holding the boy’s hand as they made their way down a small winding track, past the huts and through the crops. Suddenly, like a colt that had broken free of its reins, the boy bolted off, dashing ahead, then turning and running back. He seemed to be waving the cage at the man.
“Do you think the man caught grasshoppers for
him?” Fangfang, do you remember asking me that?
“Of course,” I said. “Of course.”
“He caught five of them!” you said cheekily.
Well, that’s the Temple of Perfect Benevolence that we visited on our honeymoon, and which I wanted to describe for all of you.
“I haven’t strolled in a park for a long time. I never have the time to spare or the inclination any more.”
“It’s the same with everyone. After work, people just hurry home. Life’s always a rush.”
“I remember when I was a child, I really liked coming to this park to roll around on the grass.”
“I used to come with my father and mother.”
“I really liked it when there were other children.”
“Yes.”
“Especially when you were there as well.”
“I remember.”
“At the time you had two little