what?’
‘Um – ah – work rather than sleep?’
‘All the time. I like the peace and quiet.’
‘And I’ve disturbed you. I’m sorry. I won’t again.’
He put his head down absently. ‘Goodnight, Scribonia.’
Only hours later did he lift his head again, remember that little encounter. And thought with a sense of enormous relief that he liked his new wife. She understood the boundaries and, if he could quicken her, the pact with Sextus Pompey would hold.
Octavia was not at all what she had expected, Scribonia discovered when she went to pay that condolence call. To her surprise, she found her new sister-in-law tearless and cheerful. It must have shown in her eyes, for Octavia laughed, pressed her into a comfort able chair.
‘Little Gaius told you I was prostrate with grief.’
‘Little Gaius?’
‘Caesar. I can’t get out of the habit of calling him Little Gaius because that’s how I see him – as a dear little boy toddling around behind me making a thorough nuisance of himself.’
‘You love him very much.’
‘To distraction. But these days he’s so grand and terribly important that big sisters and their “Little Gaiuses” do not sit well. However, you appear to be a woman of good sense, so I trust you not to tell him what I say about him.’
‘Dumb and blind. Also deaf.’
‘The pity of it is that he never had a proper childhood. The asthma plagued him so dreadfully that he couldn’t mix with other boys or do his military exercises on the Campus Martius.’
Scribonia looked blank. ‘Asthma? What is that?’
‘He wheezes until he goes black in the face. Sometimes he nearly dies of it. Oh, it’s awful to watch!’ Octavia’s eyes looked at an old, familiar horror. ‘It’s worst when there’s dust in the air, or around horses from the chaff. That’s why Marcus Antonius was able to say that Little Gaius hid in the marshes at Philippi and contributed nothing to the victory. The truth is that there was a shocking drought. The battlefield was a thick fog of dust and dead grass – certain death. The only place where Little Gaius could find relief was in the marshland between the plain and the sea. It is a worse grief to him that he appeared to be avoiding combat than the loss of Marcellus is to me. I do not say that lightly, believe me.’
‘But people would understand if only they knew!’ Scribonia cried. ‘I too heard that canard, and I simply assumed it was true. Couldn’t Caesar have published a pamphlet or something?’
‘His pride wouldn’t let him. Nor would it have been prudent. People don’t want senior magistrates who are likely to die early. Besides, Antonius got in first.’ Octavia looked miserable. ‘He isn’t a bad man, but he’s so healthy himself that he has no patience with those who are sickly or delicate. To Antonius, the asthma is an act, a pretext to excuse cowardice. We’re all cousins, but we’re all very different, and Little Gaius is the most different. He’s desperately driven. The asthma is a symptom of it, so the Egyptian physician who ministered to Divus Julius said.’
Scribonia shivered. ‘What do I do if he can’t breathe?’
‘You’ll probably never see it,’ said Octavia, having no trouble seeing that her new sister-in-law was falling in love with Little Gaius. Not a thing she could avert, but understandably a thing that was bound to lead to bitter sorrow. Scribonia was a lovely woman, but not capable of fascinating either Little Gaius or Imperator Caesar. ‘In Rome his breathing is usually normal unless there’s drought. This year has been halcyon. I don’t worry about him while he’s here, nor should you. He knows what to do if he has an attack, and there’s always Agrippa.’
‘The stern young man who stood with him at our wedding.’
‘Yes. They’re not like twins,’ Octavia said with the air of one who has puzzled a conundrum through to its solution. ‘No rivalry exists between them. It’s more as if Agrippa fits into the voids in Little Gaius. Sometimes when the children are being particularly naughty, I wish I could split myself into two of me. Well, Little Gaius has succeeded in doing that. He has Marcus Agrippa, his other half.’
By the time that Scribonia left Octavia’s house, she had met the children, a tribe whom Octavia treated as if all of them were born of her own womb, and learned that next time she came, Atia would be there. Atia, her mother-in-law. She also dug deeper into the secrets of this extraordinary family. How could Caesar pretend that his mother was dead? How great were his pride and hauteur, that he couldn’t excuse the understandable lapse of an otherwise unimpeachable woman? According to Octavia, the mother of Imperator Caesar Divi Filius could have absolutely no failings. His attitude spoke volumes about what he expected from a wife. Poor Servilia Vatia and Clodia, virgins both, but hampered by having morally unsatisfactory mothers. As he did himself, and better Atia was dead than living proof of it.
Yet, walking home between two gigantic and fierce German guards, his face filled her thoughts. Could she make him love her? Oh, pray she could make him love her! Tomorrow, she resolved, I will offer to Juno Sospita for a pregnancy, and to Venus Erucina that I please him in bed, and to the Bona Dea for uterine harmony, and to Vediovis just in case disappointment is lurking. And to Spes, who is Hope.
SEVEN
Octavian was in Rome when the news came from Brundisium that Marcus Antonius, accompanied by two legions, had attempted to enter its harbor, but been rebuffed. The chain had been cranked up, the bastions manned. Brundisium didn’t care what status the monster Antonius enjoyed, the letter said, nor did it care if the Senate ordered it to admit him. Let him enter Italia anywhere he liked: just not through Brundisium. Since the only other port within the area able to land two legions was Tarentum, on the far side of the heel, a foiled and furious Antonius had had to land his men in much smaller ports around Brundisium, thus scattering them.
‘He should have gone to Ancona,’ Octavian said to Agrippa. ‘He’d have been able to link up with Pollio and Ventidius there, and by now would be marching on Rome.’
‘Were he sure of Pollio, he would have,’ Agrippa replied, ‘but he isn’t sure of him.’
‘Then you believe Plancus’s letter tattling of doubts and discontent?’ Octavian waved a single sheet of paper.
‘Yes, I do.’
‘So do I,’ Octavian said, grinning. ‘Plancus is in a cleft stick – he’d prefer Antonius, but he wants to keep an avenue open to me in case the time comes to hop the fence to our side of it.’
‘You have too many legions around Brundisium for Antonius to band his men together again until Pollio arrives, which my scouts say won’t happen for at least a nundinum.’
‘Time enough for us to reach Brundisium, Agrippa. Are our legions placed across the Via Minucia?’
‘Perfectly placed. If Pollio wants to avoid a fight, he’ll have to march to Beneventum and the Via Appia.’
Octavian put his pen in its holder and gathered his papers together in neat piles that comprised correspondence with bodies and persons, drafts of laws, and detailed
