blessing and glory and honour and power forever
I offer this with praise and thanksgiving
For You alone are Worthy.
Contents
Introduction to Pause and Reflect and Discussion and Study Guide
Chapter 1: Terror in the Night
Chapter 4: In the Clutches of a Monster
Chapter 6: From Runaway to Runway
Chapter 7: Breaking Down the Walls
Chapter 8: Surprising God Encounters
Chapter 10: Learning to Follow
Chapter 12: Forgiveness and Honour
Chapter 14: Into All the World
Chapter 15: Master Choreographer
Chapter 17: Where the River Flows
Celebration of Dance Mission Statement and Resources
Foreword
Belma is the best example I know of someone whose mourning has been turned into dancing and whose sorrow has become praise. She and I met at a wedding. I was the officiant, and Belma was there as an instructor who had brought a group of children she had trained in worship dance to perform during the wedding ceremony. I was impressed. This was not just dance; it was praise and worship. The children were worshipping, and the presence of the Lord was there.
After the wedding Belma came to me for counselling at the Bayridge Family Centre. Her background shaped her present life and her journey as she follows the Lord in ministry, and it has been a joy for me not only to share in her recovery from an abusive childhood but also to observe firsthand the miracle of redemption at work in a shattered life.
Belma’s story is one of gripping contrasts. It illustrates how one event, or a single life’s circumstance, can impact two individuals who share a similar background in widely divergent ways. The trauma Belma endured in her younger years would have destroyed most people. If they had survived, they would have been severely crippled emotionally. But Belma found the key to healing. Her recovery demonstrates that healing is possible for any broken, wounded, rejected soul.
The sum of Belma’s experiences makes her the person she is today—loving, compassionate, outgoing and exuberant in her expression of thanksgiving and love to God through worship dance. Her life’s journey will not only bless you but change your life and put the key to healing and freedom in your hands.
It has been a privilege for me to know Belma. I am honoured to contribute to her book, because I know her story will be a blessing to you. I am grateful to the Lord to be given the opportunity to assist, support, encourage and help her compile her testimony. It was a labour of love and reliance on the Lord for both of us and was possible only because God was there.
Lorne Shepherd
Rev. Lorne Shepherd is a certified pastoral counsellor by Canada Christian College specializing in marriage and family and a veteran in television broadcasting. Lorne is founder of Bayridge Family Centre and Heart to Heart Marriage and Family Ministry. He is proud of his First Nation’s heritage. His mother is part Iroquois and Algonquin. Lorne is author of Love Making His Way, Raising Real Kids in an Unreal World, and Sex, Never a Four Letter Word.
Preface
God is a great steward, wasting nothing of our pain. Only God so perfectly designed the life of a little girl who spent her childhood in Germany and her teen years unhappily relocated in a foreign environment under severely abusive conditions, so that she could identify with and relate to the pain of Indigenous people.
In 1993 God gave me the opportunity for compassionate ministry with First Nations People “to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God” (2 Corinthians 1:4, ESV). Since then, I have developed a deep love for them and their teachings and a desire to see them experience cultural redemption. Their chiefs invited me to share my story and participate in their communities. When I tell my testimony, they relate because many were sent to residential schools away from their loved ones, sometimes into abusive situations. Everything I’ve experienced has been part of their history.
Some background: In the 1870s the Government of Canada partnered with Anglican, Catholic, United and Presbyterian churches to build and run residential schools for First Nations children. Their goal was to educate and integrate Indigenous people into Canadian society and “kill the Indian in the child,” according to one government official.
There were more than 130 federally supported residential schools across Canada. The last one closed in Duck Lake, Saskatchewan, as late as 1996. More than 150,000 children, some as young as four years of age, were required to attend these schools. About 80,000 of them are still alive and share their experiences today.
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