of the Great Unknown within you. I am asking you to commit to something that is not at all guaranteed, and certainly not fully explored. It is more like asking if you are willing to explore in uncharted waters, to what treasures might be buried deep beneath the surface there.
Are you up for it?
If so, perk up your ears and open your heart.
Invest an hour or more every week, and diligently explore the many aspects of you to create a balanced, creative, healthy, harmonious life filled with love.
You will be exploring and practicing some extremely important concepts.
Your guide is a mature healthy oak tree.
Take it on faith that this mature healthy oak tree is a loving presence guiding you toward balance, health, harmony and love into your life.
It is time to get started on your self-inquiry.
Go to a quiet place, where you can be alone for a while, and set aside all distractions. Turn off the music. Shut the doors. Unplug the telephone. Find an inviting place to sit, maybe on a puffy pillow, or a Lazy-Boy reclining chair. If you are lucky to have an oak tree nearby…take a pillow and prop yourself up and sit at the foot of the tree. Grab this wonderful place of comfort and claim it as your own.
Take this time to learn and grow from the wisdom, the discernment, the compassion, the tact and patience developed and still blossoming anew in ways you never dreamed possible and therefore expressing your own beliefs and values in ever-spontaneous way.
The giant oak is joyful and anxiously, willing to renew a source of hope in you and those around you.
CONTROL ISSUES and YOUR PHYSICAL SELF
Ask: What do I need to become aware of in myself right now?
The Giant Oak Speaks
Let’s look at the amount of control you want to exert over your environment. Are you compelled to take charge of a situation at any cost, even if it means offending other people? If so, you might not even notice the devastation in your wake, because so great is your need to keep a firm grip on the reins. At best, this makes a dynamic leader—forceful, authoritative and self-assured. At worst, you can be overbearing and insensitive, sometimes to the point of being a dictator. If you need to control, conflict is not a problem—in fact, you thrive on it. You enjoy the challenge and the competition, especially when you are required to deliver quantifiable results. This explains why you like the concept of a bottom line, for it allows you to measure progress in dollars and cents.
If you are “non-controlling,” you are gentle, peace-loving, and willing to let others assume command. You will be supportive, and put aside your own personal agenda for the good of the group. You tend to be selfless and humble. You don’t make waves. This may have a negative ramification at times when you fall into passive, dependent or submissive roles. You may seem wishy-washy, or lack courage in your convictions, which can allow others to take advantage of you. Your modesty keeps you out of the limelight.
So, where do you stand on the issue of control? Are you a “control freak” whose challenge is to loosen your hold on the reins of control? Or are you a person who could benefit from taking a little more control over the events in your life?
Chart your own control level. Pick the five words that best describe the person you would be without pressures from your job, family or social group:
1.Placid
2.Commanding
3.Hesitant
4.Outspoken
5.Congenial
6.Adventuresome
7.Discreet
8.Firm
9.Yielding
10.Cynical
Now count how many of your answers were odd numbers, and how many were even. The more even answers you picked, the stronger your need for control. You like to be in charge and want to be the boss. Four or 5 odd answers mean you are not controlling, but rather have someone trustworthy and strong exert control over you, rather than exerting control yourself. You seek protection, rather than authority.
The more even answers you picked, indicates self-confidence, decisiveness and responsibility. You are competitive – and must win. You like taking charge of a situation and look at the Big Picture, so as to make long-term decisions both for you and the people around you. Exerting too much control has its drawbacks as well. You become self-centered, pushy, brusque and insensitive to others’ feelings. Your need to be on top means that everyone else has to be beneath you, most people just don’t like being subservient.
We all display “not controlling” to some extent. For example, we enjoy being citizens of a powerful country that can hold its own against other nations (so that we personally don’t have to defend our turf). We like the idea of the police protecting us from criminals. We also tend to exhibit “not controlling” when we’re relating to trained professionals, such as surgeons, attorneys or even auto mechanics (this tendency may or may not be in our best interest).
On the other hand, we all have a certain amount of control within us because we all want to get our own way—at least occasionally. That’s why control tends to be problematic in interpersonal relationships. When each of you involved wants to control the other and come out “the winner,” there is certain to be some strife.
Some positive examples of your use of control are when you are directing your staff at work through a challenging project, or when you are refusing to take “no” from a customer service representative.
But if your control sneaks out when you are trying to get your husband to clean the bathroom your way, or your kids to stop fighting, take a look at the way you are using control. Just remember: We can’t change anyone else’s behavior but our own. What is more, trying to exert your own will over other people will eventually lead to resentment, irritation and loss of morale.
You may be a “control freak” if you require a high degree of order in your life, if you hanker for a rule book to guide you through life, so you won’t make a mistake, or if you want everything “just so,” and tend to be a perfectionist.
But consider you like to know how much money you have in the bank, and that your children will reliably obey the safety instructions you give them. That type of control usually makes very good sense.
On the down side, you may have problems with setting and maintaining boundaries. Because you do not like to impose your will on other people, you avoid being a disciplinarian and tend to “go with the flow.” When “the flow” leads to dangerous rapids or waterfalls, you may find yourself over your head in chaos, and may regret that you didn’t take charge of the situation a little sooner.
Have you ever found yourself agreeing to do a task, go to a meeting, or buy something you really did not want—simply because of the persuasive powers of someone else?
That person was probably friendly, outgoing, and exude loads of enthusiasm.
