needs to talk to me outside,” Aidan said. “Cover the bar for a few?”
“No problem,” Nancy said.
Yeah, right. She would’ve screamed bloody murder if Aidan ever asked that for himself.
Aidan followed Tommy out to the parking lot, which backed up onto the ocean. It was a blustery evening, with the tang of salt in the air. Clouds scudded across the dark sky, and gulls cawed around the trash cans. Tommy’s cruiser was parked in front of the restaurant in a spot reserved for the owner, who wasn’t in yet. If he did come in, what the hell, he could find himself another spot.
Tommy leaned against the cruiser and took out a pack of cigarettes. He lit one, and offered the pack to Aidan, who shook his head.
“I quit.”
“Yeah? Good for you,” Tommy said, with a cynical half laugh that implied it wouldn’t last.
“What’s up?” Aidan said. “Ma complaining about me again?”
“No. But you really ought to call her.”
“I do call. It’s never enough.”
“You could come for dinner on Sunday.”
“I work Sundays. Some of us don’t make our own hours.”
Tommy shrugged and took a few drags off his cigarette before grinding it out under his shoe. Then he reached into his pocket and pulled out something. Aidan saw a glitter of gold, and his heart skipped.
“What’s this?” Tommy said, dangling the St. Christopher’s medal so it swung in the breeze.
Aidan took the medal and put it in his pocket. “You know what it is,” he said.
Tommy had given that medal to Aidan when he graduated high school, the year after their dad died. For protection on your journey, the card had read. Trouble was, Aidan’s journey never took him out of this shitty town.
“The clasp is loose. I’ve been meaning to get it fixed,” he said in a defensive tone.
Tommy watched him with cynical eyes.
“Why did I find that on the bluff the other night, when I was checking out an alarm at the new house?” Tommy asked.
They both knew which house he was talking about. The one built on land that had once belonged to their family. Tommy pretended like that didn’t bother him. But Aidan knew better.
“I worked a job there,” Aidan said, gazing out at the oily, black water. Moments like this felt like déjà vu. For good reason. They seemed to come over and over again. Tommy questioning him, acting aggrieved and disappointed, Aidan having to defend himself against the accusations. He was exhausted by it.
“What kind of job?” Tommy asked.
Aidan sighed. Like it or not, he was going to have to explain himself to his brother.
“What do you think, teaching astrophysics? I was tending bar at a party. Remember Brittany Pulaski, Samantha’s sister? She’s the manager for Harbor Gourmet now. She hooked me up with the gig.”
“Brittany Pulaski hooked you up? Why would she do that? She hates you.”
“I was surprised, too. The lady who owns that house threw a big party. Harbor Gourmet was catering. Who knows, they must’ve been short-staffed, because Brittany reached out to me. You don’t believe me, ask her.”
“Look, I believe you were there. I believe you were working. But that doesn’t set my fears to rest. Where was the bar?”
“What?”
“The bar, for this party. Where was it set up? Inside the house, outside?”
“The bar was outside, in a tent on the lawn, next to the pool house.”
“Then explain to me how this medal ended up under the window of the master bedroom around the side of the house.”
“How should I know, Tommy? There must’ve been a hundred people there that night. The medal falls off, somebody picks it up, drops it, drags it on their shoe. Or maybe I have a thing going on with the lady of the house and I dropped it climbing out her bedroom window, so her husband wouldn’t see me.”
“Like she’d ever be interested in you.”
“She likes me. We met before, on the beach. She came looking for me after that.”
“Bullshit. And why the hell were you on her beach?”
“It’s not her beach. It’s public. I got as much right to be there as anybody.”
“Gramps is dead. Let it go already,” Tommy said, shaking his head.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Yes, you do. Don’t lie. You’re not making it easy to help you, Aidan.”
“Look, I appreciate everything you do for me. And I work hard to stay on track, so I don’t let you down. Give me some credit. Stop riding me when I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“I can’t stand to see you backslide. That’s all.”
“I’m not backsliding. I wouldn’t do that to you. Don’t worry. Please, Tommy,” he said.
“Fine, I’ll back off. But you need to stay away from that woman’s house. You got it?”
A second police cruiser drove up, sparing Aidan from having to answer. Wayne Johnson and Mike Castro got out.
Tommy punched Aidan on the shoulder lightly. “You heard what I said. Now be a good kid, and set up a round for me and the boys, all right?”
For the next hour, Aidan hung around the edges of his brother’s party, keeping the drinks flowing, and basking in the reflected glory. When Tommy was around, Aidan became everybody’s kid brother. He felt almost included, almost like he belonged. But who was he kidding? Tommy’s guys thought he was dirt, and no matter what he did, they always would.
Then she walked in. Second time in two days, and he thought, She’s looking for something. Maybe she’s looking for me. Why else come to this place? Someone like her has got to feel a townie bar is beneath her. But maybe she didn’t. Or else she liked him enough to ignore that. It was possible, given the way she’d looked at him that day on the beach. His luck could still change. All he needed was one good break, and he had a funny feeling that this woman might be it. She hadn’t given him the time of day when she came in here the other night, and he offered to comp her drink. But then again, he hadn’t really tried.
He leaned over to his brother. “That’s her. That’s the woman who owns the house,” he said, under his breath.
“Yeah? So?”
“Watch, you’re gonna see I was telling the truth before. This lady likes me.”
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