Modern Romance Collection: November 2017 Books 5 - 8. Annie West
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‘I did not.’ Indignation fired the retort at him but as he moved away from the table and came towards her, his dark eyes watching her closely, she regretted the outburst. Was that what he thought their weekend affair had been? When she’d been enjoying the gentle truce between them, the deeper understanding she’d gained of him as they’d talked about their pasts, he’d been satisfying a more basic need. How stupid had she been to fall for his act of vulnerability, to feel sorry for him?
He came very close to her, walking around her, his shoulder almost touching hers, as if they were about to start dancing. Not a slow sedate dance like the night of the party, but a wild passionate dance. A tango filled with anger.
Quickly she looked away and wished that other diners were here. At least it would stop the intimacy of this meeting, but that was not possible because Raul had, yet again, manipulated the situation to suit him. What kind of man booked out an entire restaurant?
One in total control—of everything.
‘You begged me to take you to my bed.’ The hardness in his eyes didn’t match the silky seductive sound of his voice and a tremor of awareness sizzled over her. Why did she still feel like this? How could he still have such a hold on her—on her heart?
‘I felt sorry for you.’ She was shocked at that last thought, her gaze met the fury of his and, once again, she wished the impetuous words unsaid. Still she held his gaze, her chin lifted mutinously in a desperate attempt to hide the real reason she’d wanted to be with him, hide the love that had been impossible to ignore as it had blossomed during those two blissful days.
‘So, it was pity sex.’ He turned and walked away from her and she could see the tension in his shoulders as clearly as she could feel it bouncing around the empty restaurant. Then he whirled round to face her. ‘That is even worse.’
‘I don’t care what kind of sex it was, Raul; I did not sell your story. Just tell me what was so important so I can go before your brother arrives. I will leave and we will never have to see one another again. You can move on with your life, safe in the knowledge you have safeguarded the company, destroyed my father and kept all you wanted.’
Around the room the air prickled with challenge as she glared at him. She wanted to tell him it was far from pity sex, that it had been much more about falling for him—falling in love. But that would be futile. This man didn’t want love in his life. Inwardly, she groaned. How had she been so stupid? To think this man could ever feel anything for her?
‘I’m afraid that will not be possible, Lydia.’ The tone of his voice had changed again. He sounded dangerous and icily calm as he moved back towards her.
‘What do you mean?’ She held her ground, stood firm in the high black patent heels she’d chosen for added height, added confidence.
‘What I mean, Lydia, is that you have broken the agreement you signed. The one that stated you would not share any information with anyone else.’ Menace laced every word as he stopped a short distance from her, as if he didn’t dare come any closer. He hated her now. She could see it in his eyes, hear it in his words and feel it surrounding her.
‘Why would I do that?’ From the moment she’d arrived in Madrid she’d become caught up in Raul’s story and even more caught up in the man himself. She’d wanted to help, wanted to be the one who made a difference to his life.
‘You tell me. I have lost a lucrative contract over this and who knows? I may well have lost my brother before I gained him.’ Pain lashed through her. He didn’t care at all that they’d lost the closeness they’d found in Madrid or that they were losing each other with each angry word he spoke.
‘I’m sorry, but it wasn’t me.’ Outwardly, she remained strong. Detached. Inside, she was falling to pieces and she wanted this moment to end.
‘I don’t need your damn pity—in any form.’ He rounded on her and she closed her eyes against the agony that was ripping her heart into shreds. How had she ever thought it might be possible that one day they could become more than just an affair? She couldn’t stay a moment longer and listen to him, feel how much he hated her.
‘And I don’t need this.’ With a toss of her head, her hair flinging out around her, she turned and started to walk away.
‘If my brother doesn’t arrive at one as arranged, then all you have done will have been in vain. Your moment of glory—or is it revenge?—will be for nothing.’ Raul’s steady voice halted her steps and she turned to face him. Was he holding her responsible for Max not turning up?
She looked at her watch. Less than ten minutes until Max should arrive. But what if he didn’t?
‘If my brother doesn’t arrive, your father’s debts will remain unpaid and our engagement deal will stand.’ His words were hard and grating, his handsome face full of anger.
‘You can’t force me to marry you.’ She matched his anger as she flung the words at him.
‘I can and I will.’
Lydia looked to the door of the restaurant, hoping to see a man striding through, but nothing. ‘No, I’ve done all I can do. I’ve found him for you. It’s not my fault if he doesn’t show up.’
‘Isn’t it?’ The accusation was clear. He blamed her. She looked again at her watch. In five minutes she would know her fate. In five minutes she would have lost the man she’d fallen in love with, because whatever happened next she knew, without doubt, that he hated her.
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Raul watched Lydia as she looked at the time. He saw the colour drain from her face and a brief wave of compassion surged over him. Savagely, he pushed it back. He didn’t have room for compassion or any other kind of emotion that would make him want to go and take Lydia in his arms.
Any moment now his brother would walk into the restaurant and he would have to face the man who had taken his place in his father’s affections even before he himself had been born.
‘I should go.’ Lydia’s words rushed him back to the present.
‘You will stay, Lydia. If he doesn’t turn up then—’ Raul’s words were cut off by the noise of the door opening and his heart thumped as he looked beyond Lydia to see a member of hotel staff entering the room.
‘Your guest is here, sir.’
All he could hear was the beat of his pulse in his ears and then his amazingly calm voice. ‘Show him in.’
‘It is just as well you booked the entire restaurant.’ Lydia’s remark gave him an anchorage as he waited for his brother to arrive.
‘Sí, I prefer to conduct my affairs in private—unlike you.’ The barb of his reply made those beautiful green eyes widen, just as they’d done that night they’d become lovers when he’d finally slipped the silver dress from her gorgeous body.
Why was he thinking about that now? He’d known she would be a distraction, which was why he’d let her walk away from him, let her think she had the upper hand. But that damned story she’d sold had changed that. Now she would pay for her loose tongue.
‘I didn’t sell that story, Raul.’ Her gaze locked with his and despite the