with, he has never made me feel like this.”
He raises my head again. “Trust me?”
I nod my head. His lips meet mine again, I return his kiss
I’m terrified of what this may do to me…but I want him, want this…NO! I need him, and need this!
His hands slide to my waist, I feel his fingers make their way under my shirt. Just his touch makes my skin feel like it’s on fire. He makes his way up to my breast…I moan into his mouth as his fingers stroke across my nipples. He lowers his hands to pull my shirt up, our lips part so he can bring it over my head. He presses a kiss to my lips before tilting my head back, with one hand he removes my bra, freeing my breasts. I can feel my nipples hardening. He runs his tongue around them then slowly sucks each one, lightly biting them. The essence between my legs becomes hot, sending a ripple of heat through my sex. He stands up still holding me to him, then lays me down on the couch.
“Trust me?” He asks again.
“Yes.” I barely get the word to whisper. He starts again with a kiss to my lips, working his way down…my neck, my breasts, my stomach. He reaches the top of my jeans tracing his tongue just above them. My hips rise up like they are asking him…no, begging him for more. Undoing the button and zipper, he slides them over my hips…placing kisses to each part of my exposed skin. His fingers slide to my inner thighs moving towards my sex.
“So wet.” He says as his finger slips under my panties and across my clit.
I stop breathing…the sensation he sends through me with his touch.
Moving lower he slides my jeans completely off, leaving me lying there with only my panties.
“Beautiful.” he says to me, as his eyes travel up my body.
He takes his shirt off and undoes his pants and….Omg…is this really going to happen!?... removes them. My eyes work their way down his body…chest and stomach perfectly smooth except for a thin hairline that runs from his navel to under his…Holy fuck! His erection is huge! Even with his briefs on I can see the length and thickness of his cock!
“We will go slowly.” He tells me as if reading the expression on my face.
He brings himself down using his arms to stay just enough above me without making contact. First, he lowers his mouth to mine…parting my lips our tongues collide, such heat and passion in his kiss.
Is this what a kiss is supposed to feel like? He pulls back biting my lip as he does, making his way down stopping at my nipples, caressing each one with his tongue…down to my stomach. He is on his knees now freeing his hands which start moving down to my panties. Placing a finger on each side, he removes them. He lowers himself and starts kissing my skin starting at my ankles, going from one leg to the other. When he reaches my knees, he begins to spread them apart.I tense up holding them together.
“Just relax, Vanessa” His voice so gentle.
I shake my head …I know what he is going to do, I’ve never had oral sex before…never given it either.
“I thought you trusted me?”
“I do.”
“Then relax.”
“I can’t. I mean, I don’t know how.”
“Just lay back…clear your mind…”
“No, it’s not about the relaxing.” I take a deep breath. “It’s about not knowing how to do this.”
“You’ve never…?”
I turn my head to the side. “No…never.”
“Vanessa, look at me, please.” I turn to him…he reaches his hand to my cheek and gently rubs his thumb under my eye. I didn’t realize I had started to cry.
“I told you I wouldn’t make you do anything you’re not comfortable with, but I’m asking you to let me show you what it’s like. I promise to stop if you tell me to.”
My body wants this, I want this, I can do this!
“Vanessa?”
“Okay,” I tell him.
“I will go slow…lay back relax and if you want me to stop just say the word.” He places a kiss to my lips and then moves down my body once again. When his hands reach my thighs, he just caresses them; I can feel my legs start to relax. He starts to open them wider…bringing two fingers to my sex he spreads my folds open and inserts one finger, circling inside of me. “Vanessa, you’re so wet for me.”
All I can do is moan, all the tension has disappeared. I raise my hips pushing into his finger, he responds pressing in deeper. I tighten around him…pressure building then it happens, I can feel his tongue on my clit. He begins licking, then sucking on it.
Holy fuck! I’ve never felt anything so amazing!
His finger pulls out, replacing it with his tongue. His hands spreading me wide, he swirls his tongue inside of me…then licks up to my clit. My hips are automatically pushing up to him.
“I want you to cum for me, Vanessa.”
I thrust my hips up again. His tongue continues to massages my clit…those fingers working in a steady motion in and out.
“OH GOD, IAN!” With those words, he goes deeper…sucks harder. My body starts to shake. I close my legs around his head, one last push of the fingers and he grabs my clit between his teeth…that’s it I come undone! My body starts to spasm, I hold him tighter between my legs as a hot rush of wetness releases from my sex; his tongue licking at my folds as my orgasm pours out of me.
“You taste so sweet.” My legs are still shaking… I never knew an orgasm could be like that. He raises his head to look at me. “So very sweet.” He says to me as he slides up my body till his lips are pressed against mine. My lips part allowing his tongue to enter, I can taste my orgasm.
“Mmmmm” I moan into his mouth. He growls I can feel the vibration in the back of my throat.
He reaches around the back of my neck and pulls us upright with me straddling his hips. I pull back from his mouth… I need to look at him. He is perfect from his tousled hair to his dark blue eyes…down to those lips…there is no resisting those lips.
“Vanessa, you are so beautiful,” he says to me as his thumb caresses across my mouth. “I need to have all of you tonight.”
“Yes.” I respond, I barely know him, but I need him…all of him.
Picking me up he starts walking towards the stairs when we reach them he stops. “Once I take you up these stairs…there is no turning back. This is your only chance to tell me to stop.”
I look straight into his eyes…. “Take me…take all of me, Ian” No more words are spoken as he climbs up the stairs holding me tight to his body.
Chapter Twelve
We enter his bedroom, I look around at the large
