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of life butchered out of their own bodies good to eat a thousand years.

      II

      What sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open their skulls and ate up their brains and imagination?

      Moloch! Solitude! Filth! Ugliness! Ashcans and unobtainable dollars! Children screaming under the stairways! Boys sobbing in armies! Old men weeping in the parks!

      Moloch! Moloch! Nightmare of Moloch! Moloch the loveless! Mental Moloch! Moloch the heavy judger of men!

      Moloch the incomprehensible prison! Moloch the crossbone soulless jailhouse and Congress of sorrows! Moloch whose buildings are judgment! Moloch the vast stone of war! Moloch the stunned governments!

      Moloch whose mind is pure machinery! Moloch whose blood is running money! Moloch whose fingers are ten armies! Moloch whose breast is a cannibal dynamo! Moloch whose ear is a smoking tomb!

      Moloch whose eyes are a thousand blind windows! Moloch whose skyscrapers stand in the long streets like endless Jehovahs! Moloch whose factories dream and croak in the fog! Moloch whose smokestacks and antennae crown the cities!

      Moloch whose love is endless oil and stone! Moloch whose soul is electricity and banks! Moloch whose poverty is the specter of genius! Moloch whose fate is a cloud of sexless hydrogen! Moloch whose name is the Mind!

      Moloch in whom I sit lonely! Moloch in whom I dream Angels! Crazy in Moloch! Cocksucker in Moloch! Lacklove and manless in Moloch!

      Moloch who entered my soul early! Moloch in whom I am a consciousness without a body! Moloch who frightened me out of my natural ecstasy! Moloch whom I abandon! Wake up in Moloch! Light streaming out of the sky!

      Moloch! Moloch! Robot apartments! invisible suburbs! skeleton treasuries! blind capitals! demonic industries! spectral nations! invincible madhouses! granite cocks! monstrous bombs!

      They broke their backs lifting Moloch to Heaven! Pavements, trees, radios, tons! lifting the city to Heaven which exists and is everywhere about us!

      Visions! omens! hallucinations! miracles! ecstasies! gone down the American river!

      Dreams! adorations! illuminations! religions! the whole boatload of sensitive bullshit!

      Breakthroughs! over the river! flips and crucifixions! gone down the flood! Highs! Epiphanies! Despairs! Ten years’ animal screams and suicides! Minds! New loves! Mad generation! down on the rocks of Time!

      Real holy laughter in the river! They saw it all! the wild eyes! the holy yells! They bade farewell! They jumped off the roof! to solitude! waving! carrying flowers! Down to the river! into the street!

      III

      Carl Solomon! I’m with you in Rockland

      where you’re madder than I am

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you must feel very strange

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you imitate the shade of my mother

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you’ve murdered your twelve secretaries

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you laugh at this invisible humor

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where we are great writers on the same dreadful typewriter

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where your condition has become serious and is reported on

      the radio I’m with you in Rockland

      where the faculties of the skull no longer admit the worms of the senses

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you drink the tea of the breasts of the spinsters of Utica

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you pun on the bodies of your nurses the harpies of the Bronx

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you scream in a straightjacket that you’re losing the game of the actual pingpong of the abyss

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you bang on the catatonic piano the soul is innocent and immortal it should never die ungodly in an armed madhouse

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where fifty more shocks will never return your soul to its body again from its pilgrimage to a cross in the void

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you accuse your doctors of insanity and plot the Hebrew socialist revolution against the fascist national Golgotha

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where you will split the heavens of Long Island and resurrect your living human Jesus from the superhuman tomb

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where there are twenty-five thousand mad comrades all together singing the final stanzas of the Internationale

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where we hug and kiss the United States under our bedsheets the United States that coughs all night and won’t let us sleep

      I’m with you in Rockland

      where we wake up electrified out of the coma by our own souls’ airplanes roaring over the roof they’ve come to drop angelic bombs the hospital illuminates itself imaginary walls collapse O skinny legions run outside O starry-spangled shocks of mercy the eternal war is here O victory forget your underwear we’re free

      I’m with you in Rockland

      in my dreams you walk dripping from a sea-journey on the highway across America in tears to the door of my cottage in the Western night

       San Francisco 1955–56

       FOOTNOTE TO HOWL

      Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy!

      The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy! The nose is holy! The tongue and cock and hand and asshole holy!

      Everything is holy! everybody’s holy! everywhere is holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman’s an angel!

      The bum’s as holy as the seraphim! the madman is holy as you my soul are holy!

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