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Would speed before thee, and be louder heard,

       That on my head all might be visited,

       Thy frailtie and infirmer Sex forgiv’n,

       To me committed and by me expos’d.

       But rise, let us no more contend, nor blame

       Each other, blam’d enough elsewhere, but strive

       In offices of Love, how we may light’n

       Each others burden in our share of woe;

       Since this days Death denounc’t, if ought I see,

       Will prove no sudden, but a slow-pac’t evill,

       A long days dying to augment our paine,

       And to our Seed (O hapless Seed!) deriv’d.

      To whom thus Eve, recovering heart, repli’d. Adam, by sad experiment I know How little weight my words with thee can finde, Found so erroneous, thence by just event Found so unfortunate; nevertheless, Restor’d by thee, vile as I am, to place Of new acceptance, hopeful to regaine Thy Love, the sole contentment of my heart, Living or dying from thee I will not hide What thoughts in my unquiet brest are ris’n, Tending to som relief of our extremes, Or end, though sharp and sad, yet tolerable, As in our evils, and of easier choice. If care of our descent perplex us most, Which must be born to certain woe, devourd By Death at last, and miserable it is To be to others cause of misery, Our own begotten, and of our Loines to bring Into this cursed World a woful Race, That after wretched Life must be at last Food for so foule a Monster, in thy power It lies, yet ere Conception to prevent The Race unblest, to being yet unbegot. Childless thou art, Childless remaine: So Death shall be deceav’d his glut, and with us two Be forc’d to satisfie his Rav’nous Maw. But if thou judge it hard and difficult, Conversing, looking, loving, to abstain From Loves due Rites, Nuptial embraces sweet, And with desire to languish without hope, Before the present object languishing With like desire, which would be miserie And torment less then none of what we dread, Then both our selves and Seed at once to free From what we fear for both, let us make short, Let us seek Death, or hee not found, supply With our own hands his Office on our selves; Why stand we longer shivering under feares, That shew no end but Death, and have the power, Of many wayes to die the shortest choosing, Destruction with destruction to destroy.

      She ended heer, or vehement despaire

       Broke off the rest; so much of Death her thoughts

       Had entertaind, as di’d her Cheeks with pale.

       But Adam with such counsel nothing sway’d, To better hopes his more attentive minde Labouring had rais’d, and thus to Eve repli’d.

      Eve, thy contempt of life and pleasure seems To argue in thee somthing more sublime And excellent then what thy minde contemnes; But self-destruction therefore saught, refutes That excellence thought in thee, and implies, Not thy contempt, but anguish and regret For loss of life and pleasure overlov’d. Or if thou covet death, as utmost end Of miserie, so thinking to evade The penaltie pronounc’t, doubt not but God Hath wiselier arm’d his vengeful ire then so To be forestall’d; much more I fear least Death So snatcht will not exempt us from the paine We are by doom to pay; rather such acts Of contumacie will provoke the highest To make death in us live: Then let us seek Som safer resolution, which methinks I have in view, calling to minde with heed Part of our Sentence, that thy Seed shall bruise The Serpents head; piteous amends, unless Be meant, whom I conjecture, our grand Foe Satan, who in the Serpent hath contriv’d Against us this deceit: to crush his head Would be revenge indeed; which will be lost By death brought on our selves, or childless days Resolv’d, as thou proposest; so our Foe Shall scape his punishment ordain’d, and wee Instead shall double ours upon our heads. No more be mention’d then of violence Against our selves, and wilful barrenness, That cuts us off from hope, and savours onely Rancor and pride, impatience and despite, Reluctance against God and his just yoke Laid on our Necks. Remember with what mild And gracious temper he both heard and judg’d Without wrauth or reviling; wee expected Immediate dissolution, which we thought Was meant by Death that day, when lo, to thee Pains onely in Child-bearing were foretold, And bringing forth, soon recompenc’t with joy, Fruit of thy Womb: On mee the Curse aslope Glanc’d on the ground, with labour I must earne My bread; what harm? Idleness had bin worse; My labour will sustain me; and least Cold Or Heat should injure us, his timely care Hath unbesaught provided, and his hands Cloath’d us unworthie, pitying while he judg’d; How much more, if we pray him, will his ear Be open, and his heart to pitie incline, And teach us further by what means to shun Th’ inclement Seasons, Rain, Ice, Hail and Snow, Which now the Skie with various Face begins To shew us in this Mountain, while the Winds Blow moist and keen, shattering the graceful locks Of these fair spreading Trees; which bids us seek Som better shroud, som better warmth to cherish Our Limbs benumm’d, ere this diurnal Starr Leave cold the Night, how we his gather’d beams Reflected, may with matter sere foment, Or by collision of two bodies grinde The Air attrite to Fire, as late the Clouds Justling or pusht with Winds rude in thir shock Tine the slant Lightning, whose thwart flame driv’n down Kindles the gummie bark of Firr or Pine, And sends a comfortable heat from farr, Which might supplie the Sun: such Fire to use, And what may else be remedie or cure To evils which our own misdeeds have wrought, Hee will instruct us praying, and of Grace Beseeching him, so as we need not fear To pass commodiously this life, sustain’d By him with many comforts, till we end In dust, our final rest and native home. What better can we do, then to the place Repairing where he judg’d us, prostrate fall Before him reverent, and there confess Humbly our faults, and pardon beg, with tears VVatering the ground, and with our sighs the Air Frequenting, sent from hearts contrite, in sign Of sorrow unfeign’d, and humiliation meek. Undoubtedly he will relent and turn From his displeasure; in whose look serene, VVhen angry most he seem’d and most severe, VVhat else but favor, grace, and mercie shon?

      So spake our Father penitent, nor Eve Felt less remorse: they forthwith to the place Repairing where he judg’d them prostrate fell Before him reverent, and both confess’d Humbly thir faults, and pardon beg’d, with tears VVatering the ground, and with thir sighs the Air Frequenting, sent from hearts contrite, in sign Of sorrow unfeign’d, and humiliation meek.

      THE END OF THE NINTH BOOK.

      PARADISE LOST.

      BOOK X.

       Table of Contents

      Thus they in lowliest plight repentant stood

       Praying, for from the Mercie-seat above

       Prevenient Grace descending had remov’d

       The stonie from thir hearts, and made new flesh

       Regenerat grow instead, that sighs now breath’d

       Unutterable, which the Spirit of prayer

       Inspir’d, and wing’d for Heav’n with speedier flight

       Then loudest Oratorie: yet thir port

       Not of mean suiters, nor important less

       Seem’d thir Petition, then when th’ ancient Pair

       In Fables old, less ancient yet then these,

       Deucalion and chaste

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