There are madmen geniuses, and there are madmen loonies, and just people subject to mad passion. Volition something that never happens in their life. They are called madmen too. But whether so it? Unless the dream is a madness? It is unlikely? To go to the dream all life and to die, thinking that it nevertheless will sometime be carried out. Let it was not carried out with you, but it it is possible to be carried out with your children or grandsons. Will you tell that it is not fine?
– What fine is that dying, the dream was not fulfilled? Dream, this only dream, and anything else. What use in a dream if it is impracticable? – then Natalia added. – The person living in a dream, is just the ghost, and nothing more.
– Do you consider that dreams will never come true?
– Looking what.
– For example?
– If the person dreams of something that to him never to see, in this case he is a full idiot. But if his dream perhaps is fulfilled, but for this purpose it is required efforts and time, then about what idiocy can there be a speech here? This person is rather a dreamer, than the idiot? In the ancient time, someone wanted to rise into the sky. Then these people were considered heretics, and idiots. Now they would be called dreamers. It is only dreams, to depart to other galaxy and to look how live there. Of course, we know something about it, but to see it with own eyes, agree Anabel, this absolutely other.
Anabel smiled.
– Let at first to Mars to land and will master it, and there we will look where still to direct their look.
– Do you know Anabel what will happen in the future?
– Do you consider that I it you? – told Anabel. – Means you know that I know, and I do not know the same yet.
– I understand you. – Natalia understood Anabel. She if did not know, then guessed what Anabel wants to tell about. It was it. Its the second I, so to speak. Was at Natalia's tip of the tongue anything. Any thoughts, except those that treated her, but not to them with Anabel to a conversation. Nobody knew from them that that will occur further. What decision will be made by Natalia. Nobody knows what decision the person will make. It is only possible to assume, but the person has to make the final decision. It can change the decision at the latest moment. Even without expecting that. This state is called unstable mentality. Though I call this state final the decision, analizations of this situation or the project. It is so easy to make the final decision when the decision demands the analysis. Final analysis. The decision which needs to be accepted otherwise. Fast thinking, and answer to the most important question? Whether there is this solution of these works that enclosed in it? And what the person will receive in exchange? – ours the decision can be changeable. Though you it I, I all the same do not know that will occur in the future. – Natalia made a pause, then added. – We can see only its part, what will occur on extremely measure this year. But all!? It is impossible to see. It is only possible to see what to you is allowed to see, and anything else.
Anabel asked.
– Do you know what will happen to you in the future? – then she was surprised. – Do not you try to change the destiny?
– No. – Natalia answered. – What for? There is no escaping fate. It is only possible to correct it and all.
Anabel was surprised.
– To correct? And you do not want to change it?
– Why. – Natalia answered. – I know the destiny. I saw it at the birth. Turn. – she heaved a deep sigh. – In it there is nothing good. Only one grief and disappointment. – then she added. – If the person was born in that time and not in that place, what to do? We are only small screws ы big life. Someone already solved everything for us, and to us the choice did not leave. – she grinned, added. – Democracy for fools. Everything is already solved for us long ago, and to us only allow to think that we choose something. – Natalia made a long long pause. – All this is chosen for us, and the fact.
– Everything is correct! – Anabel exclaimed. – All power this dictatorship! For you people everyone and everything was solved already for a long time. In this world is not present and there will be no justice. – then she added. – Accept my gift, rest.
Natalia took an interest.
– What do you mean? Rest.
– Calm and smooth surface. A pacification with by itself. Rest.
Natalia quietly asked.
– Death? – on her face the calm and serenity was visible. She guessed that all that happens to it, happens not to it, and to someone another. It could not happen to it. Rest. That there can be a beam Rest. Rest. Rest. Only in death it is possible to find rest. If the person stays idle all the life, then he is already dead. There are, of course, exceptional cases, but they are individual, and are connected with these or those diseases of the person. – This death?
Anabel answered.
– This not death.
– What it?
– Life. – Anabel answered. – I offer you life. That life of which you all life dreamed.
– Where it?
– You know where it. – told Anabel. – You only should wish, and I will comply with your request. Solve! You wish to live all life as now you live, in fear. And I offer you something bigger, rest and joy of life. Do you agree or not? You tell the decision. I offer you it only once. Speak! whether you agree or not?
Natalia thought. She wanted rest, but could not give up the work. The oath kept her from it the decision. What will be chosen by her? Let's look.
– Difficult decision. – Natalia told. I should make tough decision. To leave with this woman, with the I or to remain here. In this reality, in this life. And at last Natalia made the difficult decision. She told. – I solved.
– What?
– I …
I will not tell yet what decision was made by Natalia. Let it will remain its secret so far. For now we are transferred presently. In Cafe where Roman, Vera and Dimitrii sat. What do they do there? Now we will see it.
Chapter-16
Maintaining
We will be transferred presently. In Cafe where Roman, Vera and Dimitrii sat. What do they do there? Now we will see it.
Having told all history, Dimitrii told.
– Who knows where now Natalia? It can it is alive and lives somewhere in clover, and can during this time it departed in another world. Who knows? Perhaps, already when you Roman were with Nina, she was already dead? We do not know whether there was it on that plane which crashed over the ocean? We know that all passengers sat on the places, and who exactly, a question?
The belief addressed Roman.
– I did not know that you work for FSB? Did you go to this system consciously?
Roman frowned, then told.
– I had no choice. I made something, and got. I was suggested to be become the agent, and I agreed. – he heaved
