Door in the Mountain. Jean Valentine

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Door in the Mountain - Jean Valentine Wesleyan Poetry Series

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butterfly,

      dip your hand

      in the wooden box

      of papers on my back

      and open me Take

      the hand inside the hand

      I'm struggling to leave:

      Let my hand play!

       My old body

      My old body:

      a ladder of sunlight, mercury dust floating through—

      My forgivenesses,

      how you have learned to love me in my sleep.

       Inkwell daybreak

Inkwellstairway daybreak
stairway

      Dear girls and boys,

      would you go with me and tell me

      back to the beginning

      —so we can understand!

      the journey of our lives

      where we met with cruelty

      but kindness, too,

      and nosed up out

      of the cold dark water,

      and walked on our fins…

       The path between

      The path between the two twelve-foot hedges

      between the fire and the window

      hot on the left side sharp on the right

      something wrong Born wrong

      cleaves to itself deflects you

      Still, someone wrote something here in the dirt

      and I sip at the word—

       The Night Sea

      The longing for touch

      was what they lived out of

      not mainly their bodies

      For that friend

      we walked inside of the night sea

      shedding our skins—

       The Shirt

      The shirt was going to be red:

      he had to have this shirt—no other—

      to stay alive, in prison.

      We were setting about to cut, and sew,

      but the cotton, they said, was sacred

      —we had to fold it and give it back to them.

      Then, even though you're so much lighter, and it was white,

       you gave him yours…

       One Foot in the Dark

      People forget

      Don't forget me

      You

      the only white head

      in the crowd of young men

      live oaks

      waiting to be let out of the Visiting Area.

       A weed green

      A weed green

      with a black shadow village under it

      and then browngray dirt then a browngray stick

      stuck on a stone

      which has its own black shoah moat to the north

      how hungrily life like an o goes after life

       Fears: Night Cabin

      Snake tick

      black widow

      brown recluse

      —The truck last night on 79

      dragging a chain

      —A cloud

      rounding slowly

      at the window

      —The wick unlit

      curled cold in the kerosene lamp.

       so wild

      so wild

      I didn't notice for a long time

      under your ten skins

      your skull

      —When life

      for the fourth time touched my eyes

      with mud and spit

      and groaned

      —Then

      I saw your and my fingerbones

      outstretching in the thin blue planet water.

       I have lived in your face

      I have lived in your face.

      Have I been you? Your mother? giving you birth

      —this pain

      whenever I say goodbye to thee

      —up to now I always wanted it

      but not this

       A goldfinch in the rain

      A goldfinch

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