was all so dark, and you were green in my eye, Green above and green below, all dark,
And not a living soul in the parish
Saw you go, hélas!
Gone your feathery nuzzle, or was it mine,
Gone your serpentine
Smile wherein I saw my maidenhood smile,
Gone, gone all your brackish shine,
Your hidden curl, your abandoned kill,
Aping the man, liebchen! my angel, my own!
How deep we met, how dark,
How wet! before the world began.
For a Woman Dead at Thirty
No one ever talked like that before, like your
Last white rush in the still light of your
Last, bungled fever: no one will any more.
Now we breathe easier: Love,
Released from itself, blows words of love all over,
Now your hands are crossed down there.
We wanted your whole body behind glass,
And you left just half a footprint,
Half-smiling.
All night, driving,
I wanted to know:
At the turn of light that somewhere
Must still be cock's crow
You smiled slantwise in the side mirror,
Six months dead: here's Romance: You wanted to know.
You Never, you blazing
Negative, o you wavering light in water,
Water I stir up with a stick: wavering rot,
O my sister!
even if I'd known,
All I could have said was that I know.
Miles from Home
Grown, and miles from home, why do I shy
From every anonymous door-slam or dull eye?
The giant-step, the yawn
That streaked my dreams twenty years ago are gone;
The hero and nurse, the smashing Rubens hoof
And fist, the witch who rode my bedroom roof
And made my finger bleed, after all are man and wife
Whose mortal ribs I cracked to water my life,
Whose eyes I weighted keeping my late hours,
Loving my boys, chain-smoking in late, dead bars,
Watching the first light pickle Storrow Drive.
Why did I need that empty space to live?
The hand in the dark was my own, God knows whose cars.
The clay gods lean, and cast shadows under the stars,
Enjoying the blameless flowers on their Boston roof.
The watering-can's bland nozzle gleams like a hoof.
To Salter's Point
Frances Wadsworth Valentine
1880–1959
Here in Framingham, black, unlikely
Wheel spoking into mild Republican townships,
I have come to where the world drops off
Into an emptiness that cannot bear
Or lacks the center to compel
The barest sparrow feather's falling.
Maybe our mortal calling
Is, after all, to fall
Regarded by some most tender care:
But here, the air
Has grown too thin: the world drops off
That could imagine Heaven, or so much care.
Framingham is building. The savage ring
And shake of the drill turn up your morphined sleep.
I fall, still in earth's monstrous pull,
To kiss your hands, your planeless face.
Oh, you are right
Not to know your death-bed's place;
To wander in your drugs from Framingham
To Salter's Point, the long blond beaches where
You and your brothers peeled oranges and swam
While your parents looked on in daguerreotype.
Your iron bedstead there was white like this:
And in this grave, unspeakable night,
Beyond the pull of gravity or care,
You have no place: nor we:
You have taken the summer house, the hedge,
The brook, the dog, our air, our ground down with you,
And all the tall gray children can run
Away from home now and walk forever and ever
And come to nothing but this mouthful of earth,
All endings over.
Lines in Dejection
for my sister
Remember how we spread our hair on the sea,
Phosphorous fans, the moon's edge crumbling under
Moving pieces of sky? Ghostly weeds loitered
Like misty Thetis's hair, or some sea-monster's
Ancient whiskers, floating around
