Moony children, we drifted, and no god or monster
Could have seemed foreign then to our globe of water.
Remember
Lying like still shells on the glass water?
The paper moon opened, a Japanese water flower
Drifting free of its shell in the bowl of the sky.
Who poured it out? In twenty years
The bay is still in its place, they are still there,
Walking slowly by the water.
Have they been here, all along? Have we?
Back, back, I strike out from the ancestral stare
And now the bowl's shadow composes what I see:
The weeds cradle me and draw me under, under.
But there they are, on the pitch-black ocean floor,
Hands out, hair floating: everywhere!
Holding us in their charred arms like water.
Sleep Drops Its Nets
Sleep drops its nets for monsters old as the Flood;
You are not you, no more than I am I;
If our dead fathers walk the wall at night
Our hands when we wake up are white on white
Betraying neither wounds nor blood;
The voice is mist that made us cry.
And then day sweeps the castle dry.
Déjà-vu
No, my father here, as You said,
When I asked him for bread
Didn't refuse me; but the bread was green;
And now You!
Now I'm dry and cold,
Chattering in the corner of the greenhouse,
Now You let me know it was always You,
That Déjà-vu
Tilt of the sunlight on the floor,
That silence at the door!
I'd laugh, but I never, never loved You,
And here I am dead,
My Midas teeth on edge, green
Jade on jade.
Sunset at Wellfleet
A spit of sky, awash with Venetian gold
Hangs over the Congregational bell-tower, where
Last night the Northern Lights sifted their fire,
Shot through with the airless dark, romantic and cold.
The sun doesn't move, but suddenly is gone,
The cloudy tide goes out, and leaves a ring.
Easy to die: we knew it all along:
Knee-high to the dark as of old:
These words I tell you smoking in my eye:
The tree-frog is the tree-frog. The sky is the sky,
The rattling bay runs night and day I, I, I, Over and over, turning on itself: there, Where it curls on emptiness: there I sing.
Asleep over Lines from Willa Cather
Now I lay me desolate to sleep
Cold in the sound of the underground flood,
Brushed in half-sleep by the phantom plant
Pressed in the book by my bed
Blue green leaves, large and coarse-toothed… With big white blossoms like Easter lilies… Latour recognized the noxious datura. In its dead shade I lay me down to sleep. The reins inside my head that hold my hope When it leaps, in waking life, fall slack, And, beyond the world of falling things, With flesh like air, and an assumed agreement Between my body and the way it takes, I walk aimlessly by a green and perfect river. The garden is here, as I knew it would be; The garden imagined through oblique windows in paintings, Earth's lost plantation, waiting for all, all, All to be well: the fountain translates the sun. I do not see but know God follows me, And I follow, without fear of madness, Paths and turnings that are both wild and formal, Of all colors or none, tiger-lily and rock, Pools dead with the weight of fallen leaves, and falls, Follow after him I love, who waits in the garden. Mercy, Pity, Fear and Shame Spring in this garden, for it is earth's. My body is not air, it casts a shadow. At the next turning I come upon him I love Waiting by the tree from my childhood that drops White petals that hugely snow on the whitening ground. He takes my arm and we walk a little way Away from the tree towards the shining river Running clear green through the garden. The allegorists' arrow has struck me down. I freeze in the noise of the flood. When my love bends to speak, it is a language I do not know: I answer and have no voice, I am deaf, I am blind, I reach out to touch his face And touch a spot of spittled clay, my eye, Hiding the garden, the river, the tree.
Cambridge by Night
Down the aisles of this dark town
Pass faces and faces I have known
In the green, dog days, I
forget their names, Forget their faces.
Every public place in this city
Is a sideshow of souls sword-swallowing pity:
Father Dog-face barks without a sound,
The penny candles stare me down.
You were so close I could have touched the dead
Childhood in your face,
Left my mother's house a bride
With a light, Night-light, dawn, to be by your side
All night,
But wanting pity, pity stood
Between us in your face.
Nothing troubles the dark: the last
Tiffany windows are out. Their ghosts
Might be my dutch uncles; pity
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