One Man's Dark. Maurice Manning

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followed it a little distance

      until we reached a bridge over

      a stream and there we stopped. We could see

      the beginning of the woods and hills,

      and a twist of smoke from a fire rose up

      and trickled into the hot sky.

      Again we were amazed and afraid,

      though no one spoke it; but now I see

      there must be fear, there must be strange

      unsteady fear in faith. The hoboes

      were over there. Their presence, like that

      of God or lust or even grief,

      had drawn us out in wonder, but then,

      in shame, we’d trembled and turned away,

      and that, I think, is also part

      of faith, its imperfection.

      I go down close, eye-blank

      to the first page of a thing, like the hank

      of wire I hung over a nail

      in the barn. I’ve twisted the origins

      of the wire and it’s likely Mister Key,

      careless and melancholy long

      before my time, it’s likely he

      is the one who left the wire, perhaps

      not long enough to hitch a gate.

      But people have their visions, don’t they?

      Where everything inside has purpose

      and nothing is cast out because

      belonging to the vision is

      the vision. I’ve seen a hive of bees

      work mountain laurel trees, I’ve seen

      them visit every blossom, and thought

      to myself, so must it be in heaven.

      The other man from the old days

      I think about, Sylvanus Shade,

      took a wild rose cane

      and bent it to a shepherd’s crook,

      and when he died they stuck the crook

      in the ground and roses bloomed upon it,

      tresses of roses tumbled down,

      as he had claimed they would. He said

      there was no end to anything,

      not even death would be an end.

      His daughter, Sylvie, made a teacher

      of the schoolmarm type, and she

      taught Mister Key, back when the roads

      were traces and tracks along the streams.

      I’ve seen the way he made a 4,

      marked backwards on a barn beam.

      And he must have learned the philosophy

      that disarray is beautiful,

      and even a piece of wire is rare,

      though what a man could use it for

      is more uncommon still, and endless.

      So he unknowingly taught me,

      just as careless with my numbers

      and with melancholy of my own,

      who loves rose canes and bees

      and the sweet of mountain laurel trees,

      and all the unseen underneath.

      The people who had this place before

      it came to me were the Graves, but the man

      who built the barn was Mister Key —

      I’ve heard he was a troubled man —

      oh, he was clever with his hands,

      but sorely troubled otherwise,

      like a man who’s wandered out of a book.

      There is a room, and inside the room

      two old men are sitting side

      by side in a pair of stuffed chairs.

      I see the backs of the chairs, but a slip

      of light beneath them lets me see

      four heavy shoes in the front

      and two heads, one bald and one gray, above.

      I believe they are serious motionless men,

      facing a wall with a small window.

      One could be my great-grandfather,

      dead for seventy years, and the other

      could be his father who voted both times

      for Lincoln. A window, a single pane

      inside a hinged frame, is swung

      open in a high-up corner

      of the wall, and a plank of level light

      is reaching through the square. The room

      is a sizable room, and I have entered

      from another room — perhaps I’m still

      a figure standing in the doorway.

      I don’t remember everything,

      but I am breathing there and the room

      is warm from an old iron stove

      whose pipe runs crookedly

      through another wall. In front of the men

      is

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