In Praise of Poetry. Olga Sedakova

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A CONSOLATION DOG

      Accept, my friend, a consolation dog,

      a lovely dog, a thing of beauty.

      It’s made of nothing and all its traits

      are rainbows: unfailing bridges

      over a rivulet of simple music—

      you’ll soon know it by heart.

      There floating by is your new, eternal wreath:

      buds of candles, flowers of torches.

      How this reminds me of fortune-telling,

      when they knock at the embers:

      sparks fly out

      and are counted,

      but as in a dream,

      when

      they

      freely spread out

      their painted sails.

      Yet it’s not the winds that drive them,

      but unknown voices.

      These ships are ancient, rowing ships.

      Their wine-gold oceans

      carry us to consolation,

      along the merry, lofty isles

      stored up for a happier life,

      on tender, cutting waves.

      What is the roar of waves telling us?

      And what is the Nereid saying?

      It’s as if someone is thanking us,

      keeping a hold of our hand:

      “Onward, my poor wanderers!

      The bottom of life is simple:

      a clean cloth pulled tight

      across an embroidery frame.”

      It’s not in vain that we walk the hungry deep

      as though around the house.

      Here reverie embroiders in gold,

      and the unforgettable paints

      its pictures and names onto a wave:

      here is the ball of childhood,

      here the lovers’ tryst,

      and this is simply a winter’s day.

      Here is music framed by a filigree

      of nighttime bushes and villages.

      Such precious work. Forget it.

      And further on: a lime tree.

      The lime tree by the city gates.

      And Christmas.

      And now—there’s nothing to see.

      Yet this is the best thing to see.

      And when, however much a shame,

      we too will be no more,

      we shall surely find ourselves

      somewhere quite close to this . . .

      Accept, my friend, a gift of my deep sorrow.

      For beauty is much stronger than our hearts.

      It is a fortune-teller’s cup—

      the most translucent vessel for the incredible.

      8. THE KING AT THE HUNT

      My horse where art thou taking me?

      Take me wherever thou will.

      My soul is armored safe,

      and life is ever free

      to rule over itself

      and hunt with fierce dogs,

      to make cures with eastern potions,

      or deal out maladies,

      to feed itself in secret

      on bears’ and foxes’ milk,

      or lie between two lovers

      like an old, unblemished sword.

      And if—most strange and distant dream—

      she stands before me pure?

      Not that she is faithful, but because

      you can’t exhaust

      the depths,

      can’t comprehend

      the heights;

      whoever’s gone beyond Hades’s gates

      will never come back, at least

      that’s what they say.

      O, woman’s will is rude and coarse,

      she has no fear, she is

      an unrelenting slave . . .

      Deer,

      my friend,

      run on, if it be fate

      for you to escape . . .

      Yes, rude and coarse and knows

      everything once and for all.

      Weakening, meanwhile—

      that is our handiwork.

      9. A DWARF TELLS FORTUNES BY THE STARS

      (and also about leprosy)

      O leprosy, all ancient horror

      can fit into this one thing alone.

      Immortality itself seems to sink

      like a stone at the very sight of it:

      can

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