A Thin Place. Jack Peterson

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how much of it he was going to need. Some things were best left alone and, given his lack of patience for technology, Crockett knew the computer was one of them. If he had his way, he would outlaw digital clocks. In his advancing years, progress had become an unpleasant fact of life.

      Early evening, Crockett sat with Anna outside on the patio deck. It was always their favorite time of day. At thirteen hundred feet elevation, a predictably normal cool evening summer breeze was always welcome and tonight was no exception. Crockett topped off Anna’s glass with a bit more chardonnay before tending to the business at hand. He had made a decision.

      In their thirty-four years together, he had never asked Anna to do something he could do himself. They had become equals, not bound by the typical employer-employee relationship. “Anna, I am going to ask you to help me with something that is entirely different from anything I have ever asked you to do.”

      Crockett took Anna’s nod as his queue to continue. “I’m afraid that I’ve committed to a project that, as far as I can see, there’s no telling how long it will last or where it will lead. It’s something I am prepared to see through to the end providing the man upstairs allows me to stick around long enough.”

      “With Dr. Trent, I presume?”

      “Yes! I don’t want to oversimplify a complicated subject but, if Trent is right, some pretty sad history in our country may be about to repeat itself.”

      Anna appeared confused. “What history?”

      “What do you know about Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome?” he asked.

      “You mean AIDS?”

      “Yes.”

      Anna paused a moment. “Well, I suppose not much more than anyone else. I know it’s a horrible disease and has something to do with homosexuals. Is that what this is all about?”

      “No, but it’s a good analogy.”

      Crockett knew his explanation would not be easy. He stood up, walked over to the deck railing and leaned back, facing Anna. “When Rock Hudson died of AIDS a few years ago, the tabloids and newspapers couldn’t stop printing articles about his death because the public’s appetite for information on the subject had become insatiable. What I found interesting was that, until his death, nothing about the affliction ever interested the media. It took a movie star’s death to get the country’s attention. Eventually, a misinformed public finally realized that there were people with AIDS other than homosexuals. Almost overnight, heterosexual adults, men and women, married and unmarried, were being diagnosed positive. Even children were not immune. The shame of it was, by the time Hudson was diagnosed, thousands of people had already died. Prior to that, there had been no publicity about AIDS.”

      “But, I thought Rock Hudson was gay!”

      “He was! However, it was the first time someone died of AIDS that everyone knew. The perception was that it only happened to other unnamed souls, kind of like the burial sites for the unknown soldiers. People know the gravesites exist but, without names, they have only a distant reverence with not much emotion tied to it. Hang a name on the cross, particularly one that is nationally known, and it takes on a whole new meaning. It’s sad, but real. That’s what Hudson’s death meant to the AIDS movement.

      “But what’s all this...?”

      Crockett interrupted. He had already anticipated Anna’s question. “I am not talking about AIDS, but we have similar problem staring us down as I speak. It’s just in a different arena. The tragedy of the AIDS crisis was that by the time everyone started paying attention, it was too late to do much about it. The threat was everywhere. What most people didn’t know was that the problem had been festering for years. The day Hudson died, over twelve thousand Americans had already died and it never hit the newspapers. The world’s been playing catch-up ever since!”

      “Are you going to tell me what this is all about or do I have to sit here and guess all night?”

      Crockett turned back, walked over to the table, and sat across from Anna. “All those people died back in the eighties because the public health authorities and the political leaders that were supposed to be providing leadership and funding for those agencies dropped the ball. Hindsight tells me political gain or job security likely came before public health. I am embarrassed to say that I am just as responsible because I was in Congress when all that was happening. I was a part of it and I did nothing. Apparently I didn’t care or know enough to ask the right questions about AIDS.”

      “This has something to do with autism, doesn’t it?”

      Crockett looked over Anna’s shoulder, as if he were directing his response to the pine trees. “Yes, but I’m embarrassed to say that it took Jeremiah Trent to finally get me involved. When Scott was diagnosed, I remember being apprehensive about visiting him. I never told Elena, but I was actually uncomfortable in front of my own grandson. I wasn’t sure what to do, how to respond. I didn’t want to embarrass myself. What I should have done was to get off my ass and learned everything I could about autism.”

      “Why didn’t you?”

      “Ignorance breeds fear! It’s the AIDS syndrome all over again. I was just like all the rest. People know about autism, but unless it affects them directly, it’s somebody else’s problem. Even with an autistic grandson, I’ve been burying my head in the sand, subconsciously pretending it wasn’t my problem.”

      “So what are you going to do about it?”

      “Dig myself out!”

      “With Dr. Trent, I presume.”

      Crockett nodded.

      “So tell me about him.”

      Leaning back in his chair, Crockett’s moustache framed a hint of a smile. “Anna, he is fascinating! At ninety years old, he not only looks forty years younger, he’s more physically active than men half his age, and he just might be one of the most scholarly individuals on the planet. Everything he says is calculated and always backed up with facts. He has a theory about what may be causing autism, and I believe it should be taken seriously. The AIDS fiasco already taught us a horrible lesson about what happens when we wait for the other guy to solve a problem. We can’t sit idly by and allow that to happen again.

      Anna was blunt. “All this sounds like it would be a huge task for men half your ages. Are you sure you want to do that at this stage in your life?”

      Crockett’s voice became even more passionate. “I’m afraid it’s taken Dr. Trent to shake me up a bit and bring me to my senses. If his theory is right, we could be in for a challenge that will make the AIDS crisis pale in comparison. We can’t just wonder why this is happening. It isn’t an anomaly, something is causing the increases. We’re playing Russian roulette with our children’s lives!”

      Chapter 30

      September 9, 1992

      Del Mar, California

      The Del Mar Thoroughbred Club and fairgrounds occupies two square miles of one of the most beautiful coastal areas in California. Today, the place where the surf meets the turf had three special guests.

      It was closing day for thoroughbred racing in Del Mar and Celia was excited. Any reservations she had about accepting the invitation from Lymburner quickly

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