to forgive me for those I have killed
Remembering all the brutal pain I created and blood I have spilled
When I sleep at night my mind starts to race
Screaming children appear in my mind from no place
Then the thoughts leave my mind without a trace
Seeing so many die haunts me and my mind continues to race
I feel my wife put her arms around me
She enjoys watching the sunrise feeling free
Knowing I am home safe set her mind free
She was locked in a worry prison waiting for me
My wife knows I have changed into a different man
I am much more serious and used to always having a plan
Gone is the innocence I had when I first went to war
Now I need to find myself and forget killing to settle a score
I feel so guilty inside know I have killed over lies
We found no weapons of mass destruction, only civilizations' cries
So many civilians caught in the bombing from the skies
I cannot forget seeing the dead bodies covered in flies
Images burned into my brain still bother me today
I have to relearn how to have fun and learn how to play
So much has changed in me deep in my mind
Spending time with my family, feeling love if I unwind
Things I took for granted are no longer in my mind
My thoughts are covered in body bags and death is what I find
I am so happy to be home and away from that hellhole
Patrolling the desert has crippled me and taken its toll
I hear my children laughing as they come near
My habits of looking for a sniper are still here
Protecting the ones I hold dear and love
Trying to make peace in my mind with heaven above
I hold my wife and children close as tears fill my eyes
I want to love them and forget about the war or political lies
Forget about those who died and cried fighting in the war
Try to find my soul again and live my life once more
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