The Danger Mark. Robert W. Chambers

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I don't know much about it; Kathleen took me to hear 'La Bohême'; and I found Murger's story in the library. I have also read 'Trilby.' Did you—were you—was life like that when you studied in the Latin Quarter?"

      He laughed. "Not a bit. I never saw that species of life off the stage."

      "Oh, wasn't there any romance?" she asked forlornly.

      "Well—as much as you find in New York or anywhere."

      "Is there any romance in New York?"

      "There is anywhere, isn't there? If only one has the instinct to recognise it and a capacity to comprehend it."

      "Of course," she murmured, "there are artists and studios and models and poverty everywhere. … I suppose that without poverty real romance is scarcely possible."

      He was still laughing when he answered:

      "Financial conditions make no difference. Romance is in one's self—or it is nowhere."

      "Is it in—you?" she asked audaciously.

      He made no pretence of restraining his mirth.

      "Why, I don't know, Geraldine. Lots of people have the capacity for it. Poverty, art, a studio, a velvet jacket, and models are not essentials. … You ask if it is in me. I think it is. I think it exists in anybody who can glorify the commonplace. To make people look with astonished interest at something which has always been too familiar to arrest their attention—only your romancer can accomplish this."

      "Please go on," she said as he ended. "I'm listening very hard. You are glorifying commonplaces, you know."

      They both laughed; he, a little red, disconcerted, piqued, and withal charmed at her dainty thrust at himself.

      "I was talking commonplaces," he admitted, "but how was I to know enough not to? Women are usually soulfully receptive when a painter opens a tin of mouldy axioms. … I didn't realise I was encountering my peer——"

      "You may be encountering more than that," she said, the excitement of her success with him flushing her adorably.

      "Oh, I've heard how terribly educated you and Scott are. No doubt you can floor me on anything intellectual. See here, Geraldine, it's simply wicked!—you are so soft and pretty, and nobody could suspect you of knowing such a lot and pouncing out on a fellow for trying a few predigested platitudes on you——"

      "I don't know anything, Duane! How perfectly horrid of you!"

      "Well, you've scared me!"

      "I haven't. You're laughing at me. You know well enough that I don't know the things you know."

      "What are they, in Heaven's name?"

      "Things—experiences—matters that concern life—the world, men, everything!"

      "You wouldn't be interesting if you knew such things," he said. She thought there was the same curious hint of indifference, something of listlessness, almost fatigue in the expression of his eyes. And again, apparently apropos of nothing, she found herself thinking of what Kathleen had said about this man.

      "I don't understand you," she said, looking at him.

      He smiled, and the ghost of a shadow passed from his eyes.

      "I was talking at random."

      "I don't think you were."

      "Why not?"

      She shook her head, drawing a long, quiet breath. Silent, lips resting in softly troubled curves, she thought of what Kathleen had said about this man. What had he done to disgrace himself?

      A few moments later she rose with decision.

      "Come," she said, unconsciously imperious.

      He looked across the room and saw Dysart.

      "But I haven't begun to tell you—" he began; and she interrupted smilingly:

      "I know enough about you for a while; I have learned that you are a very wonderful young man and that I'm inclined to like you. You will come to see me, won't you? … No, I can't remain here another second. I want to go to Kathleen. I want you to ask her to dance, too. … Please don't urge me, Duane. I—this is my first dinner dance—yes, my very first. And I don't intend to sit in corners—I wish to dance; I desire to be happy. I want to see lots and lots of men, not just one. … You don't know all the lonely years I must make up for every minute now, or you wouldn't look at me in such a sulky, bullying way. … Besides—do you think I find you a compensation for all those delightful people out yonder?"

      He glanced up and saw Dysart still watching them. Suddenly he dropped his hand over hers.

      "Perhaps you may find that compensation in me some day," he said. "How do you know?"

      "What a silly thing to say! Don't paw me, Duane; you hurt my hand. Look at what you've done to my fan!"

      "It came between us. I'm sorry for anything that comes between us."

      Both were smiling fixedly; he said nothing for a moment; their gaze endured until she flinched.

      "Silly," she said, "you are trying to tyrannise over me as you did when we were children. I remember now——"

      "You did the bullying then."

      "Did I? Then I'll continue."

      "No, you won't; it's my turn."

      "I will if I care to!"

      "Try it."

      "Very well. Take me to Kathleen."

      "Not until I have the dances I want!"

      Again their eyes met in silence. Dark little lights glimmered in hers; his narrowed. The fixed smile died out.

      "The dances you want!" she repeated. "How do you propose to secure them? By crushing my fingers or dragging me about by my hair? I want to tell you something, Duane: these blunt, masterful men are very amusing on the stage and in fiction, but they're not suitable to have tagging at heel——"

      "I won't do any tagging at heel," he said; "don't count on it."

      "I have no inclination to count on you at all," she retorted, thoroughly irritated.

      "You will have it some day."

      "Oh! Do you think so?"

      "Yes. … I didn't mean to speak the way I did. Won't you give me a dance or two?"

      "No. I had no idea how horrid you could be. … I was told you were. … Now I can believe it. Take me to Kathleen; do you hear me?"

      After a step or two he said, not looking at her:

      "I'm really sorry, Geraldine. I'm not a brute.

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