The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 01, No. 05, March, 1858. Various

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walking last night, at nine of the clock, I

        Found no sort of disorder; I crossed by the Island-bridges,

        So by the narrow streets to the Ponte Rotto, and onwards

        Thence, by the Temple of Vesta, away to the great Coliseum,

        Which at the full of the moon is an object worthy a visit.

      VIII.—GEORGINA TREVELLYN TO LOUISA –

      Only think, dearest Louisa, what fearful scenes we have witnessed!—

* * * * *

        George has just seen Garibaldi, dressed up in a long white cloak, on

        Horseback, riding by, with his mounted negro behind him:

        This is a man, you know, who came from America with him,

        Out of the woods, I suppose, and uses a lasso in fighting,

        Which is, I don't quite know, but a sort of noose, I imagine;

        This he throws on the heads of the enemy's men in a battle,

        Pulls them into his reach, and then most cruelly kills them:

        Mary does not believe, but we heard it from an Italian.

        Mary allows she was wrong about Mr. Claude being selfish;

        He was most useful and kind on the terrible thirtieth of April.

        Do not write here any more; we are starting directly for Florence:

        We should be off to-morrow, if only Papa could get horses;

        All have been seized everywhere for the use of this dreadful Mazzini.

      P.S.

        Mary has seen thus far.—I am really so angry, Louisa,—

        Quite out of patience, my dearest! What can the man be intending?

        I am quite tired; and Mary, who might bring him to in a moment,

        Lets him go on as he likes, and neither will help nor dismiss him.

      IX.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        It is most curious to see what a power a few calm words (in

        Merely a brief proclamation) appear to possess on the people.

        Order is perfect, and peace; the city is utterly tranquil;

        And one cannot conceive that this easy and nonchalant crowd, that

        Flows like a quiet stream through street and market-place, entering

        Shady recesses and bays of church, ostería and caffè,

        Could in a moment be changed to a flood as of molten lava,

        Boil into deadly wrath and wild homicidal delusion.

        Ah, 'tis an excellent race,—and even in old degradation,

        Under a rule that enforces to flattery, lying, and cheating,

        E'en under Pope and Priest, a nice and natural people.

        Oh, could they but be allowed this chance of redemption!—but clearly

        That is not likely to be. Meantime, notwithstanding all journals,

        Honor for once to the tongue and the pen of the eloquent writer!

        Honor to speech! and all honor to thee, thou noble Mazzini!

      X.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        I am in love, meantime, you think; no doubt, you would think so.

        I am in love, you say; with those letters, of course, you would say so.

        I am in love, you declare. I think not so; yet I grant you

        It is a pleasure, indeed, to converse with this girl. Oh, rare gift,

        Rare felicity, this! she can talk in a rational way, can

        Speak upon subjects that really are matters of mind and of thinking,

        Yet in perfection retain her simplicity; never, one moment,

        Never, however you urge it, however you tempt her, consents to

        Step from ideas and fancies and loving sensations to those vain

        Conscious understandings that vex the minds of man-kind.

        No, though she talk, it is music; her fingers desert not the keys; 'tis

        Song, though you hear in her song the articulate vocables sounded,

        Syllabled singly and sweetly the words of melodious meaning.

      XI.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        Ah, let me look, let me watch, let me wait, unbiased, unprompted!

        Bid me not venture on aught that could alter or end what is present!

        Say not, Time flies, and occasion, that never returns, is departing!

        Drive me not out, ye ill angels with fiery swords, from my Eden,

        Waiting, and watching, and looking! Let love be its own inspiration!

        Shall not a voice, if a voice there must be, from the airs that environ,

        Yea, from the conscious heavens, without our knowledge or effort,

        Break into audible words? Let love be its own inspiration!

      XII.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        Wherefore and how I am certain, I hardly can tell; but it is so.

        She doesn't like me, Eustace; I think she never will like me.

        Is it my fault, as it is my misfortune, my ways are not her ways?

        Is it my fault, that my habits and modes are dissimilar wholly?

        'Tis not her fault, 'tis her nature, her virtue, to misapprehend them:

        'Tis not her fault, 'tis her beautiful nature, not even to know me.

        Hopeless it seems,—yet I cannot, hopeless, determine to leave it:

        She goes,—therefore I go; she moves,—I move, not to lose her.

      XIII.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        Oh, 'tisn't manly, of course, 'tisn't manly, this method of wooing;

        'Tisn't the way very likely to win. For the woman, they tell you,

        Ever prefers the audacious, the wilful, the vehement hero;

        She has no heart for the timid, the sensitive soul; and for knowledge,—

        Knowledge, O ye gods!—when did they appreciate knowledge?

        Wherefore should they, either? I am sure I do not desire it.

        Ah, and I feel too, Eustace, she cares not a tittle about me!

        (Care about me, indeed! and do I really expect it?)

        But my manner offends; my ways are wholly repugnant;

        Every word that I utter estranges, hurts, and repels her;

        Every moment of bliss that I gain, in her exquisite presence,

        Slowly, surely, withdraws her, removes her, and severs her from me.

        Not that I care

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